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oh darling

[heroinslutwithdraws]

[internationalemeteorologie]

Edward Hopper

Soir bleu. 1914 (details)

[fraagileaangel]

i hate you.

please die from a painful death. 💗✨

[bruiseypeach]

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[urban-hieroglyphs]

[preventive]

[bruiseypeach]

These lines are all blurred;

Tell me what happened, or don’t

I want to hear it?

[bruiseypeach]

It’s so much easier to hate you than

It is to process how you make me feel,

Not on my statue surface, but for real,

The tears & fears I desperately conceal.

.

You messed it all up,

You don’t give a fuck,

You left me for dead,

I’m drowning in dread.

.

But I don’t think about that,

It’s all a part of a past

That I don’t need to rehash

When I’m already so sad.

[bruiseypeach]

Tell me to relax,

For my stony heart

Is becoming brittle

Like dried flower petals

And the autumn leaves.

Slip something in my drink,

Because it’s getting late

And my restlessness

Is getting in the way of

A night of broken bones.

[bruiseypeach]

ugly barren sheets of white,

snow and ice and arctic winds,

i couldn’t feel my fucking skin;

it was brutal, locked out in the cold.

it was a miserable existence,

one that made decomposing bodies look warm and inviting.

so your arms,

strong and lively and promising,

looked like the perfect shelter to me.

there’s no doubt about it,

that winter,

you managed to keep me from freezing

but that’s not to say you kept me warm.

i had been trudging through a shivery wasteland for so long

that i had forgotten what warmth really was.

but spring is finally around the corner-

that first ray of sunlight that caressed my wintry flesh

stirred up the life in me that i feared i was losing.

only now that all the frost is melting

can i see that your arms were lukewarm at best.

i’m sorry that i ran into them without hesitation.

i’m sorry that i thought i needed a blanket

when really, i needed the fucking sun.

i’m sorry that i let you make me think that just getting by was good enough,

and you’re sorry that i’m learning a new truth as the seasons change.

now, flowers are blooming where i was convinced they never would.

[bruiseypeach]

You’ve got all the charm

Of a deserted playground,

A rundown park

Under an angry, graying sky.

You’re the rust on the swing set chain,

You’re rotting, decaying wood;

There are splinters to be imbedded in fingers and feet

Of unsuspecting children

Who climb so recklessly.

You make me feel

Like a child at play

In a dangerous place

Not meant for such games.

You’re the condemned site

Of my hometown,

Like an abandoned and infamously

Haunted house.

It’s funny how

Things like you

Tend to pull me in.

[bruiseypeach]

I love you because I know

I need never fear being backstabbed

For I prefer being stared in the eyes

With a stake pounding through my chest

And you never disappoint me

I’m satisfied every time

We’re so very compatible

Me, the ever-romantasizing masochist,

And you, the artist who paints with blood

[bruiseypeach]

he changed his url but he's still on here LARPing as a leftist even tho he constantly gaslights me about the shit he put me through and he used to be a literal neo nazi lol @mlmaoista

[bruiseypeach]

[bruiseypeach]

Aren’t you the girl that destroyed your apartment and made your mom sleep in her car? 😆 I’m sure what you say between crack blasts is very true

Mocking me for the drug addiction that the man you’re being a rape apologist for made fucking skyrocket because he wanted to manipulate me. And aren’t you the girl who had a hammer and sickle PFP at one point lol like what the fuck do u ACTUALLY think anyone on the left is gonna tolerate you and your piece of shit bf when they find out what the fuck he did to me and how the fuck you’re treating me when I tell you what he did to me? I was trying to warn you dude. Did he tell you he’s only 9 months older than me? That’s a blatant lie. He’s such a fucking liar he literally never fucking stops lying so get that through your thick ugly abuser-sympathizing skull, you bitch

[bruiseypeach]

Like, u don’t remember all the shit you said about how much you missed him when I was with him? It was literally constant. But yeah no totally now he’s a pedophile who raped you before you started your two year relationship? If you could explain in a way that isn’t stupid that would be gr8

Fuck you fuck you fuck you so much Andrew

[bruiseypeach]

Also I told Andrew about what he did to me over a year ago. This has nothing the fuck to do with his new “girlfriend” aka next victim of his constant and unrepentant abuse and narcissism and manipulation

[bruiseypeach]

and aren’t you also the girl that compared his black girlfriend to a gorilla 😬😬 yikes

Literally when