[bruisingsys]

i havent posted in a while but i guess ill just make this my vent blog and my main blog will stop having depressed shit on it

[bruisingsys]

awake at midnight making tea because i hate going to sleep

someone just knock me out

[bruisingsys]

i hate sleeping

[bruisingsys]

the way this is my own blog but i feel selfish and self centered for mostly posting about myself

[bruisingsys]

i feel like crying im so gross

[bruisingsys]

im so angry, nervous, and eager that i cant tell what im shaking from or whos fronting. there so much happening and so much that im reacting to

[bruisingsys]

it’s so confusing being a system,,, constantly contradicting your own thoughts and feelings

[bruisingsys]

im so angry at the world for what it put me through

[twitblr]

[kyraneko]

“The axe forgets, but the tree remembers.”

[alterboyx]

This is a huge thing ESPECIALLY with kids. To the parent, they lashed out when they were mad and forgot about it, expecting the kid to forget too. To the kid? It was a big moment that defined your relationship with your parents. Stuff my parents don’t remember doing or saying were things that to me spoke very, very loudly, that I was not safe to be open and honest with my parents.

The axe forgets, but the tree remembers, indeed.

[thelatestkate]

April 2020 Illustrations ヽ(• ‿ •)ノ

[lifeofadrukensalior]

[bruisingsys]

damn we kinda suicidal,,

[mae0x]

you know those moods where you just wanna cut everything and everyone off n just fall asleep for like two weeks

[unwelcome-ozian]

[cwunch]

[bruisingsys]

im a bad person

[bruisingsys]

what makes me so unlovable?