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Kelly|27☆Barcelona, Spain♥

[cwunch]

[brunettekelly]

Now I understand that you weren't the love of my life. Just my first in a lot of things.

[brunettekelly]

But not my first in all the things, thank goddess 🥰

[brunettekelly]

56 DAYS AS SOMEONE'S GIRLFRIEND

I will write this, not in order, nothing is in order in my mind.

The good about the trains rides is i can think like I'm in a musical video, and then I start thinking about my life, the prayers I give to hecate looking at the moon, asking her to please give him the strength and the resources so he can be my husband or my future partner or the father of my children (fraternal twins) If I can wish. I know he will be a great heartbreak if we ever breakup. With him my bar is pretty low, everything he does, even the much basic things, I see him shining like a person with a lot of glitter on it and I'm not a glitter person until now, weird thing, right? And I say my bar is low with him because he is not the first one to cook for me, picking me up in the car or inviting me to his house but with him is so fucking special and he may not be romantic given the way he asked me to be his girlfriend, he didn't ask just said it because that's the way it should be, mature and informal.

Between thoughts of him being the star of my orgs and my fantasies, my minds wonders on how to lose weight to be in the gw i always wanted, to go shopping and find my size instead of looking on shein curve. I want it fast, even if it's dangerous I can recover I can face it. Bfff

I don't what i am talking about.

[bob-belcher]

[brunettekelly]

1421 days single

Almost two months into talking stage and this is the first week he hasn't ask me to meet. How can I ask for attention without him thinking I'm a baby? I want him obsessed with wanting to see me and talk with me.

Maybe I am asking too much... too much time single and my skirts were jumping from one to another and now I cannot even think another pants I just want him. Just him.

😞

[brunettekelly]

1414 days single

I know exactly what I want from him. I've even set a date to seriously discuss the future of our relationship. I'm thinking about what the future holds for us, and I'm glad to make the effort to see him because I know he'll do the same. Why on earth did it take the universe so long to give me a good man? No, a real MAN! What did I have to learn to get to this point? To treat men like trash, that's all.

I'm struggling to be financially ready for a future with someone, and mean someone not him, because I don't even know if he's thinking about it. But I'm not alone; I have a child, a meowing, four-legged child.

I simply hope to receive 2000 next month as compensation for the mistreatment they have caused me.

[sluttystranger-deactivated20260]

yeah. add stalking kink to the list. :(

[feelslikesugarinme777]

[hoppocus]

[oleander-type]

it’s really mean that i’m probably not getting stalked by someone right now :(

[vampzip]

i need you to watch me sleep, it makes me feel safe.

[chilewithcarnage]

no amount of budgeting will make up for the fact that we simply do not make enough money

[raddagher]

no amount of therapy will make up for the fact that we simply do not make enough money

[moss-wizard]

no amount of working will make up for the fact that we simply do not make enough money

[eastofurban]

No amount of wage increases will make up for the fact that a pursuit of infinite growth by a few individuals is devaluing currency and causing inflation as the gap between the rich and the poor grows increasingly wider.

[sonoiltuopeggiorincubo]

[brunettekelly]

[ari-kanon]

holy cross coquette necklace

[brunettekelly]

1395 days single

I thought maybe because I like someone this lupercalia day would be different. But no because I am not destined to be into something romantic, just sexual. Something about being hypersexual makes things difficult to find a partner. I want cuddles and hugs and kisses on my forehead. I have turned down five proposals to have sex and I don't regret turning it down, maybe a little because of the wait, I know it has been only a week but there's no luck I would be having some today. And then I will have to wait for another weekend... Should I give up and stop looking for love?

Maybe I'm emotional because something is coming like my period but ldk I just know that indifference is what I hate the most. It takes three seconds to say you are busy and not mentally to keep a conversation so the other person don't overthink but fine, not something I can give my opinion, right?

Bought myself a gift for valentine's day because I have no one and I have been doing it for the last 3 years so no problem with another year doing it. 🥺

Is it cheating if we are not couple and I want to fuck the brains out of someone even though is not gonna be the same rush as him and I would feel like actual shit after because I am not satisfied? 😞

I am spiraling and I am not in my best moment mentally.

[brunettekelly]

2 days into something without label

1,387 days single

After a long talk at work of fertility and why women are delaying having kids, now I have more doubts about my future and having someone out of my hoohah. But then I see a baby and my heart jumps from joy. It's weird because I think I would love them with all my life and at the same time is a burden and something I will have to carry alone...I suppose I need a good partner in the future to be sure after he is sure and then start doing good habits like no drinking or smoking and vegetables and that shet hahaha. Only thing I'm sure is after 30 is a no for me.

Would i be able to see my partner or myself in a little face? Idk everything is unsure now. I will go with the flow and take care of myself and that's it. 😗