sweet & sour

allie. twenty eight. gmt+13. she/her

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multi fandom (mostly glee) indie rp. (muses)

penned by allie, 18+ only. 

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unsure if anyone actually follows me on here anymore since it’s been 84 years, but i made a kitty indie since that’s where all my muse is atm. write with me... like, if you wanna. 

@kitty-wilde

[kitty-wilde]

semi-selective kitty wilde indie blog. canon glee muse. 

written by allie. twenty eight. gmt + 13. 

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update: i’m alive. i’ve just been shattered tbh, i don’t remember being this tired when i was knocked up with my other two kids. ANYWAY i think i’m gonna do a quick revamp, and maybe move kitty wilde to her own blog bc she’s my main bitch?? 

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the other side of the signs

aries:can be very soft, emotional. sometimes doubt themselves. feel unwanted, unloved. they are without a doubt strong people but sometimes they just need someone to make them feel alright again. cry over people who hurt them in the past sometimes. never really forget what others did to them.

taurus:overprotective and jealous because they doubt themselves as a partner. sometimes they feel not good enough. can get angry over little things. when in rage they may say things they don’t really mean and regret later. focused on their goals so much that they are about to give them up after a little failure.

gemini:can be mean and bitter when hurt. wouldn’t admit they’re hurt. ignore people because they don’t know how to express themselves sometimes. overthink things and panic. it takes them a lot of time to regain their strength. they look for a home in other people. they often feel misunderstood.

cancer:they can be hard as a rock. they give second chances but they know exactly that giving a third chance is foolish. they won’t hurt those who hurt them but they will make sure the people who did them wrong know what they did. is normally a dreamy romantic but they have an iron skin to hide in when it all gets too much.

leo:sometimes they feel powerless, as if something was sucking their energy out of them. challenges that seem impossible can bring them to their knees. sometimes their “roar” is a soft, whispering voice. their pride can make them roar incredibly loud though. if they feel like you make fun of them you’ll get to see their teeth and this is not how you want to experience them.

virgo:sometimes they are mean on purpose, hurt on purpose. they may try to control others emotionally. they do this to be let alone or to make someone stay. sometimes they feel lonely and down. they also create little worlds where they hide then. they can have problems with saying or even knowing what they want and it confuses them and makes them feel uncomfortable.

libra:they doubt themselves a lot. they sometimes feel like the failed first try of a painting. sometimes they are not as kind as nomally, sometimes they explode. they never forget what they deserve and they will do anything to get what they want. they use their elbows to get people out of their way if it’s needed.

scorpio:they sometimes feel things they don’t understand and it makes them feel depressed. sometimes they feel like no one on this planet is made to understand them. sometimes they regret things so much that they hate themselves for making those mistakes. it takes them a ot of strength to seem as strong as they are.

saggittarius:the longer they look for them, the more “flaws” they’ll find in themselves. they are bright people who live in so many colours but sometimes all they see is black and white, maybe grey. sometimes deep thoughts keep them awake and although they usually have many friends they don’t know who to talk to. then they feel like the whole word has given up on them. they are known as funny, charming people but sometimes they feel like they’re carrying the weight of everyone’s happiness, like they’re responsible for it, and that can be too much for them from time to time.

capricorn:they can be furious. sometimes, when it all gets too much, they yell and kick things and start treating the people around them badly just for standing where they stand, just for being there. they like to know more than they should. they rarely speak about how they feel. they tend to hide their true feelings from everyone around them and when they finally talk about things that bother them no one knows how to comfort them. they don’t say what they want but expect others to feel what they want and when no one understands them they get angry.

aquarius:there can be a lot of secrets behind the pretty face of an aquarius. the best kept can be their sadness. although they are bright personalities who love to laugh and make jokes, aquarius often have experienced things that still bother them even after a long time. they won’t always speak about it, they may try to cover it, but some day they will tell everyone what bothers them. it’s actually hard for them to let go of their past.

pisces:they can be the most revengeful people. sometimes they know nothing, neither friends nor family. if they want to make someone pay for something they will do so, they will get their revenge. although they love a lot and love intensely, they also know hate. they try to avoid this feeling but they know it too well. actually pisces are haunted by a lot of things, mostly their own mistakes. they sometimes can’t find peace. they fight for justice but sometimes they go too far. too far with many things. they tend to be self-destructive.

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girlinthestory​:

If she was hearing those words and questions from anyone else, Dahlia would think of them as excuses. But she knew Landon, more than anyone else, and she knew those were actual questions. With that in mind, she was using all of her patience to not snap at him, mostly because she felt that maybe, for the first time, her boyfriend would see that it was much more trouble than it was worth. “A car, yes. If that’s what you want” She was more then aware than, saying the right things, he would agree to whatever she wanted to, but Dahlia wanted this to be a decision he took for himself. The girl loved him too much to do that to him. “Is that what you want? It’s the only choice we would have”

Landon found himself nodding, as if he were mentally preparing a list of things he wanted. A car was one, yes. But he couldn’t just wish a car out of thin air... could he? He wasn’t really sure what he Dahlia was asking, of course he wanted this. He wanted her, there’s never been a question of that. Dahlia is his girl. “I don’t want you sitting round waiting for me to make money, babe. I don’t wanna be a dick who says he’s gonan do something and doesn’t follow though.” 

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mistletoe (accidental)

It was nice to see her mom so happy. Peyton had only been little when her father passed away, and she knew that for the staunch and independent Carole Hudson to fall in love, this person had to be amazing. And he was, Burt Hummel was... Honestly the kindest man in town? It was also sort of great that Peyton and Lexi now had a new permanent fixture in their football Sunday club. 

As she looked around the Christmas decorations that her mom and Burt had put together, she felt this feeling of contentedness. The year had been crazy -- with Lex, and finishing school, work, moving, and then moving back -- it had left her almost feeling as though she were constantly floating. Sometimes it still felt like that. Her eyes traveled around the room, landing on Alex who was pretending to be a dinosaur for the sake of her daughter, and her smile pulled larger. He had always been her best friend, but in these past few months she knew she’d have been lost with him. 

When Lexi ran off to greet the snacks in Burt’s hands, she watched as Alex searched the room before his eyes caught hers.  “I feel like I should apologize for her choosing snacks over everything else... I think she gets that from me,” Peyton laughed softly, walking to meet her friend in the middle. 

She instinctively snaked an arm behind his waist and smiled, and as she went to rest her head on his shoulder (as she so often does) she noticed very clearly the mistletoe hanging above them. She wasn’t the only one -- Carole and Lexi had also picked it up and were grinning away cheekily.  “Rules are rules...” She turned to face Alex and cupped his cheek gingerly in her hand, “Merry Christmas, A” she whispered happily as she leaned in to close the gap between their faces. Peyton was not expecting and not at all prepared for the sudden burst of emotion she felt as their lips actually met. This was her best friend -- her best friend in the entire world, and as cheesy as it was, at this moment all she wanted for Christmas was to keep kissing him. Was that bad? 

[collinsrpt-blog]

list of common rp things you never need to worry about when you’re rping with me:

if i like our plot - i have never feigned interest in a plot. i’d tell you if i wasn’t feeling the plot you pitched. also, i honestly do not go and make posts for plots i’m not interested in. i like being super invested in my ships and i feel like the best way to do that is to be honest about it from the get go. 

not replying fast enough - life is tough, friends. i totally get it. sometimes we don’t have the muse for a thread, sometimes we’re in a bad place mentally and we really just can’t with life, or we’re busy with school or work. shh, you don’t owe me anything. post when able, fam. i don’t drop threads without a warning!

if you think you’re bothering me with headcanons, asks and etc - STOP RIGHT THERE. you are NOT bothering me with those at all. i live for those so KEEP THEM COMING.

if you want more plots/ships - TELL ME. chances are i want them too! 

your post length - your post length really doesn’t bother me - i can get pretty wordy sometimes and honestly i don’t expect people to match me. doesn’t matter if i get a one paragraph reply to a three paragraph one, as long as there’s something to reply to, you know? substance over length any day.

if you want to drop a plot - my feelings don’t get hurt over things like this. tell me if you wanna drop a plot and let’s make a new one if you’re interested, if not then that’s fine too! 

if you have a headcanon/plot you think is too dark - tell me ANYWAY? honestly i don’t have a lot of hard limits and i’ve been on the internet so long that at this point it takes a LOT to scare me. creative freedom is also pretty great, so. 

that being said,

i’m really crap at replying to ims on tumblr! - i have the worst attention span on the planet, and sometimes tumblr hates me so sometimes i don’t get the tumblr chat im pop ups - it’s the weirdest thing ever but i could get messages and i wouldn’t know until i check tumblr on my phone? (but then sometimes three or four days have gone by and oops.) i’m always on telegram tho, so if you have it, and you’d like mine, feel free to drop me an ask and i’ll get to you on there instead!

sometimes i can be in a pretty bad place muse wise too - and it’s definitely not you. i’ll most likely still be sending headcanons and doing ask memes in a rather sad bid to get myself out of that funk but yeah. sometimes it’ll take a few days for me to reply to a thread. i’ll tell you if i want to drop it, though. 

i like making friends - so if you wanna talk about things that aren’t about our ships, that’d be pretty awesome too! 

i get super invested in my ships - and i will probably bother you with asks and headcanons A LOT and i understand this can get annoying especially on days where we’re not really feeling rp, so just tell me if you wanna talk about other things, yes? c: 

god i’m super chill and i hate fighting - rp is supposed to be fun, and though i’ve never actually really fought with anyone in rp land, i know many of my friends have, and i just can’t with that so. yeah. 

i think that’s it, really? i see so many posts by new rpers going around like, ‘ugh the rpc intimidates me’ and i’m just…come over here let me love you. so if you have a plot you want to do, don’t be shy and just hit me up, yes? i don’t bite!

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mistletoe - Hunter & Kitty (accidental)

“Is this your way of confessing your undying love, Hunt?” Kitty scoffed teasingly as she looked above them to see the mistletoe hanging. 

Embracing her Jesus-fuelled Christmas spirit (as well as proving a point) the blonde had earlier sang an incredibly touching and #flawless rendition of bruno mars’ count on me.  Oddly enough, at the end of the day, despite the uncountable times a day her eyes roll because of them, Kitty really woud take a bullet for Sebastian and Hunter. Like, she’d totally question it first, and obviously try to talk the situation into a compromise, but ultimately... they were her people. She’d help them hide a body without question. 

 “And here I thought, you didn’t want to ruin a beautiful friendship?” She didn’t wait for his undoubtedly witty response, and instead leaned up to give him a peck on the cheek. Pausing for a second, her face scrunched dramaticaly. “Yeah...  everything about that was weird...” There has been entirely too much sappy tonight, her body was starting to reject it. “Wanna find out if any of these oldies have hidden booze?”

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i know I’m not really supposed to tell anyone yet but I’m happy?? a little shocked but happy so imma just gonna post it once and then not mention it until later, but I’m pregnant! baby #3 coming 2021.

birth control game weak 🙈

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send me   ‘ mistletoe ’   for my muse’s response to being underneath mistletoe with your muse.   specify whether it’s accidental or on purpose.

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“These Christmas parties are always so awkward..”

“You mean, you don’t get a kick out of hanging with suits and eating bland club sandwiches? Huh. That’s so weird,” Kitty teased and looked down at the cheap wine that was obviously bought in bulk. This party wasn’t something she was into either, there weren’t nearly enough shots, strobe lights, and shirtless waiters. “But my adorable face is here, so... you can’t be having a terrible time. I have antlers in my bag if you want me to get really kinky christmas bitch on you.” 

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girlinthestory​:

Sometimes it took Dahlia to understand what was the point he was trying to make, mostly because their brains worked so differently and because when she was upset, there were few things that she could rationalize. “And you don’t want to go to LA?” She was always so sure that he would follow her anywhere, or that they would at least find some sort of middle ground for them, but he didn’t seem so sure. That instantly, made her doubt everything. “I don’t think I can go back and forth that much” Neither of them were rich, by any extent and she had no fantasy of her classes being anything but insanely difficult. 

It’s not that Landon didn’t want to go to LA, but honestly, her bringing it up right now was the first it had even crossed his mind. He hadn’t been accepted into any colleges in LA, and he had no idea how he’d afford to live there. “It’s not that...” He trailed, trying to think quickly (not his strong suit). “I don’t know.” He murmured finally. “I can drive... I just need to get a car, and money? I don’t know, baby.”

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maddypcrez​:

Whoever this guy was at least he understood her, or maybe he understood women and their constant need for approval. It wasn’t new for Maddy for someone to like her for her looks and ask her far more inappropriate things. Shifting her pom poms from one hand to another she chuckled and looked away. “Okay, maybe you’re right about any girl wanting to hear that they’re hot. Unless it’s from a perv.” Maddy wasn’t going to imply anything since he just seemed like a guy that was just courageous enough to approach her. “That depends. What are the perks? The way I see it, you’d be getting all the benefits. I’m a really good cheerleader. ” Maddy took a moment to survey the male’s body, her eyebrow quirking a bit as she didn’t back down from the exchange like she would have with any other guy with a roll of her eyes. 

“I’m not a perv... Just a guy that likes to win.” Hunter somewhat defended himself. “Though now that I think about it, that’s exactly what a perv would say.” He shrugged it off, and rolled with the conversation. “The perks? You’d get to be on two winning teams.” He paused, his brow lifting curiously as he noticed her checking him out, and despite his next words a slight smirk pulled at his lips. “I’m not here to get you bed, just to be clear. I’m here to look for the best of the best, and I get the feeling you might fit that bill.”

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nogxxdeed​:

Sammy furrowed his brows, confused. “Why would that be weird? You’re my girlfriend. Plus, whats mine is yours. You know that.” He tell her gently as he pulls her in for a kiss. “I don’t want you stressing about money, babe.” He tries to assure her and honestly he wouldn’t who’s name the apartment was under, as long as they were happy. “Dude can keep you company in LA while I’m gone. He’s a fantastic companion, you won’t even realize I’m gone.” He chuckles softly.

“I know that, doesn’t mean I like that. There’s a difference between being showered in gifts -- which obvi you’re welcome to do on any day of the week, and feeling like I’m getting handouts, Sammy.” It made sense in her head at least. She found herself perking up at the mention of her pup -- okay, he was his, but Dude might as well have been hers. “Okay, deal. Dude and I will go on coffee shop dates and find all the spots in LA with hot celebs, and you will visit us... A lot.” 

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i have an itch to play soldier!huntbastian (or something along those lines) so like... if you’re a sebastian rper, and you want to indulge me - DM me.