bry wants to be miles upshur (me. im bry)

22 they/she ——— coming to terms with my gender…one Miles drawing at a time ——— feel free to use my art for recreational purposes :D

[brybryby]

About:

Fan account for my Outlast hyperfixation

Mostly fan art & analyses

Tags to navigate:

#brybryby - original posts of mine

#brybryby text - verbose posts including analyses; thoughts

Ongoing fan-projects:

Whistleblower Fan-Film

#outlast fan comic alternate ending brybryby

Current Status:

SLOWLY COMING BACK (DMs and inboxes still open!)

I wrote out this statement since I've been sharing a lot more about myself lately (particularly in the essay(s)/text posts):

I share art/thoughts with the intentions of bringing enjoyment/meaningfulness.

Additionally, I express many personal beliefs, values, and thoughts—some can get abstracted away in my posts. While everything I share is never ill-intentioned, that doesn't excuse me posting whatever I want. That said, I understand that the content can be naive or unintentionally harmful, so please know that I'm always open to constructive feedback/criticism/discussion (DMs, inbox, comments).

Art/writing are powerful tools—I want my views and language (and impact) to continually change for the better, and I thank everyone who's been patient with me.

Also, this entire blog is Outlast-centric lol (but I do have outside interests that I won't really share here). I understand that there's a lot of justified critique towards the franchise. I have an interest in the US's socioeconomics/politics as it affects my everyday life, so my focus is related to those franchise's themes, using gothic horror as a storytelling vehicle. I understand that a lot of the content is upsetting—I completely understand if you wish not to engage. That said, thank you for your kindness & respect.

All in all, thanks for reading and for checking out the blog! 💜

[nicktremblaywayfu]

Hello fellow Outlasters, I plan to make an Outlast Secret Santa event this year. I did this back in 2019 and I'd like to hold the event again this year as Outlast Trials has released.

The deadline would be approximately a month and all the gifts will be posted in the new year (as in Christmas Week I wouldn't be on my laptop sadly). You would create and receive either art or fanfiction, so please let me know if you are interested in the event.

Reblogs and shares are encouraged !

Would you participate if there is an Outlast-themed Secret Santa?

I'd love to participate

I'm not sure yet / Might join later

I don't think i can join it

I just wanna see the result

Voting ended onNov 9, 2023

[vvellerr]

DO *NOT* ATTEMPT THE MOUNT MASSIVE 3:AM CHALLENGE ‼‼ (TOTALLY REAL) (NOT FAKE) (I DIED????)

[brybryby]

all i want to say is ur likr the main reason i got into outlast and seeing u rb my outlast fanart gen had me crying☹️☹️😢😢😢🙏🏼🙏🏼UR SO COOL

AAAA YOU’RE SO KIND💜💜💜 I loved your outlast fanart!!!!! It was so cute🥹 thank you for sending me this!!!! (And sorry for responding so late, I’ve been so busy lately—thank you for your patience!!!)🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

A little Outlast doodle in response: this is how I imagine Waylon & Miles rescuing Blake from Murkoff (BUT the message also applies to you—I’m happy you’re here and thank you for the kind words!!)

[brybryby]

I love that it's commonly accepted that Miles is a disaster gay who lives on his lonesome. Like his outfit and way of writing says it all.

LOVE that also.

I love seeing him as a mess—seeing him as someone with values and a lifestyle that don’t fit into western society’s expectations. Also he has a great fashion sense. And his writing…so beautiful… I get a really good idea of his mental state lmaodjdgsjfh

THANK YOU FOR THE SUBMISSIONS, I always enjoy responding to them :) <3

Some silly doodles hehe:

[brybryby]

Miles Upshur Headcanon:

My personal headcanon for his firing from his old company was that he posted about U.S atrocities in Afghanistan, leading me to believe he's anti war, anti capitalist, punk and probably watched a lot of LiveLeak.

YEEEEEAAAAAA I share many many similarities in my headcanons also :)

I wonder what kind of life he grew up in, along with when/how he came to embrace his values…👀

Thank you for sharing your headcanon!!!!!! <3

(Miles Upshur… *shakes fist* …you don’t know how much you MEAN TO ME)

[brybryby]

Honesty really curious if u have any Lisa Park headcanons? :3

(Some fanart for how I imagine her :) — inspired by fellow fanartists!)

Thank you for asking! :D I have a couple—inspired by any info on her provided by Waylon’s notes:

Both Lisa and Waylon seem to share many values and interests, or at least partake in each others’ values and interests.

I like the detail of Lisa calling Waylon “too literal-minded”—it feels like a common sentiment made towards tech people by folks outside of the tech community. It also makes me believe she’s a very reasonable/down-to-earth person—maybe even more compassionate about human rights/ethics/law/poli sci compared to Waylon. I like to think that Lisa was the reason Waylon became so passionate about Murkoff’s shady business. Maybe she was the one who introduced Miles’ journals to Waylon👀👀👀

It’d be really cool if Lisa and Waylon met at Berkeley! :)

I think Lisa would be able to finish Waylon’s whistleblowing business if he ever died at Mount Massive.

I don’t have too many headcanons of her, but she seems like an overall caring and compassionate person with a sense of doing the right thing—similar to Waylon. It’d be great to get more info on her in the future! Would love to see how she adapts to the new lifestyle of constantly hiding from Murkoff.

Thank you for the ask!!! I’ve been so busy lately so thank you for being patient with my response :’) <3

[artyboidoesstuff]

Outlastober 2023 - Day 28, Fired

Outlastober by prettyboychainsaw

[angelbinder]

things got out of hand

[murkoffhater]

miles upshur should have been at the club.

[viovio]

An Upshur I commissioned from @jihadmilk !! thank you again Jericho ugh I love her art so much give her some love❤️❤️❤️💥

[5duckie]

👀

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[artyboidoesstuff]

Outlastober 2023 - Day 13, Trager Juice

TRAGER JUICE! UPSHUR APPROVED! (Disclaimer: fingers not included)

Outlastober by prettyboychainsaw

[nerf-y]

First post camerashipping cringe ughhhh

The..the sillies..I love them..

[littletoadzazi]

[artyboidoesstuff]

Outlastober 2023 - Day 15, Trinity

Outlastober by prettyboychainsaw

[prettyboychainsaw]

Pretty Boy's Outlastober 2023,

Day 13.) Trager Juice

Prompt list here!