I miss my dead wife.
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I miss my dead wife.
ahh remember that show "Outer Banks" (2020) that ended at season 3.. man i wish that got renewed.. sucks it didn't though huh.
this is based if jj was sent to a hospital and survived
this is also my first fic EVER so please be nice and so honest 🥹✌️
“Yo what if I just like..”
I started getting the others attention as I put my fingers up like scissors, both on each side of his nose, which he was breathing out of, (obviously) it worked back whenever he’d take a nap and he wouldn’t wake up, why not now?
Pope of course immediately shook his head knowing what I was referring to. “No, nope nuh uh.” I put my arm back down and probably looked like a child, I have confidence it would work if we didn’t have dad in the room preventing it.
“You don’t even know if it’d work or not Pope.”
“Neither do you.”
This is how the groups been since JJ was stabbed by Groff.
We’ve fought over every little thing even over the hospital because JJ wouldn’t like it if he was in a hospital even I knew that, but for some reason Pope held onto that fact until Kie told him that it didn’t matter.
Now we’ve all gotten snacks from the machines, Rafe told Sarah he was gonna pay for this whole thing and everyone’s starting to fall asleep in they’re chairs which makes me feel bad that I’m the only one sleeping on the hospital bed beside JJ.
When they all fall asleep I just listen to the beeps of the monitor of his heart and continue to play with his fingers, running my thumbs over his nails, his nail beds, then his knuckles, all while whispering some of the stuff he promised me we’d do.
Stuff that we’re still going to do, like a reminder for him since the doctors said he can hear what we say. His finger twitched in my touch and I froze, half asleep, thinking
‘if he chooses to wake up now and I’m the only witness I’m gonna go insane.’
Spoiler, he didn’t. Unfortunately.
The next morning we all just sat around while the nurses would come in sometimes to check on him, and a nurse told us he should wake up soon. That soon was apparently very soon because later, just laying my head lightly on his shoulder, funny enough, the monitor that tracked his heartbeat stuttered, and that alone caught attention to the others, and then so nonchalantly this man, just lifts his arm up and puts it on my waist.
John b spoke up first, smirking teasingly, “Oh so he’s awake enough to do that?” Everyone lets out a relieved chuckle and JJ shifted and opened his eyes
“Ew dude a hospital, not like I was dying.”
I playfully agreed, now with my head slightly a little more on his chest, “Yeah no, not at all.” He kissed the top of my head, smirking at the fact I was already matching his sarcasm. I missed him way too much in only 48+ hours, I might be screwed if we ever end up not being together forever, I doubt that’ll happen though.
I love him too much.