BS Mind Dump

Creativity and Whatnot Stuff and Junk Blah by Blue Smith

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i don’t trust the depth of your emotions while storms may churn their surface and your stillness reflects the infinite the tallest of waves crashes against the legs of whoever leaps into you

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  i used to be the Minotaur          but now i’m free and looking for a new maze

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i’m not like you i don’t want something to follow and life is not a path that implies that it goes somewhere

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i don’t want to be desired i want my touch to be desired i want my attention to be desired i want a boy to bare his chest just to have it touched by me and have his body held by me not just anyone not just any touch not just any moonlit kiss not just any lips mine i want my affections to be the object of his

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i feel li-mbo-rated            -be- that as it may infinite freedom in endless monotony each day preplanned with its own holding pattern a cloudless sky in neutral

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sometimes as i lay here watching movies maybe i think i might like to invite you over just to listen to music but then i remember that’s not really a thing people do is it? eyes closed silent as the floor vibrates side by side but then why not?

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i just want to burn               a little bit               brighter still

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Why should you read my new novel Beatrice and the House of Cozy? Because a well-dressed black and white shorthair named Benjamin might become your favorite new character of the year. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B088K6D98J

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Amazon.com: Beatrice and the House of Cozy eBook: Smith, Blue: Kindle Store

Available now for Kindle or in paperback! An absurdist comedy romp set in the most dangerously comfortable Manor in all of England. Beatrice is sent by her Nan to an estate in the middle of the countryside where something is very, very wrong- besides the lack of wi-fi.  Arriving almost together with her is Bernard, heir apparent to this sprawling place which was left to him by an uncle he didn’t know he had.  Here to vie with him for it are his also unknown to him cousins, the seven sinister siblings; but also present is Etienne, the son of his deceased uncle’s deceased lover, as well as Benjamin, Etienne’s faithful feline companion.  Oh, and there’s a ghost.

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The Survivors - Kindle edition by Smith, Blue. Download it once and read it on your Kindle device, PC, phones or tablets. Use features like bookmarks, note taking and highlighting while reading The Survivors.

Looking for a little distraction?  The Survivors ebook is FREE thru 4/20 on Amazon. A shy boy has gone missing; a new transfer student may hold the key to his disappearance.  Did he runaway, or is the latest victim of a serial killer?  Agent Myssa Hawkins will hunt for the truth, whatever it may be.

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when the moon goes a-bathing

               my gaze is true             and genderless            fluid like the water on your body             as you rise from the pool

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i’ve had a problem lately with objectification i see bodies only as works of art museum pieces statues in motion sculpting themselves

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i keep forgetting things to make room for new worlds inside of me

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why do i feel like i’m just home from school after twenty years a daydream of twenty years disappearing like my breath on the glass when i turn from the window

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sometimes i lie awake thinking of who i could have been                       might have been                               would have been                                                rightly been but then i grow afraid pondering on what i could have done                        might have done                               would have done                                            made undone