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[btsrunmylife]

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proud of you, always. 💜

[marxy-06]

Favorites Fic Recs 4

was supposed to post this a long time ago but tumblr didn't save...this got a little long, apologies (or you're welcome?)

Kim Seokjin

Replacement (@akinnie75)

The truth untold (@vminity21)

The flower bridge (@yoongsisbae)

Fall for me (@ebonyinktea)

Cinnamon bliss (@yoonia)

Glazed and dazed (@floralseokjin)

Voix (@yoonia)

With you (@yoonpobs)

I'm all yours (@sailoryooons)

Smile (@shuadotcom)

Scar kisses (@girl8890)

No pyjamas (@jinkookspencil)

Min Yoongi

No more (@gyukult)

Chocolate opal (@babesindestroyland)

Changing one's tune (@1uckygold)

Before you go (@sweetcarrotsandroses97)

Perfect for me (@7dipity)

Ps, is it okay if I start calling you dad (@btsficsandsuch)

The third & sixth (@jimlingss)

Insecurities (@taetae-mic)

Performance evaluation (@kookscrescent)

Tricks of the trade (@stutterfly)

I'll protect you (@glassbangtan)

My miss right (@lavenjoon)

Step up (or step out) (@hollyhomburg)

Never, never fall (@joheunsaram)

The seven year itch (@jimlingss)

The sweetest thing (@illneverrecover)

Ink petals (@yminie)

Quiet and qualms (@sugafreeagustd)

Illicit favors (@yoongiofmine)

Jung Hoseok

Outro: love is not over (@kiirokero)

Heaven sent (@aquagustd)

Sunshower (@jimlingss)

Unconditionally (@rmsrkive)

Kim Namjoon

The stand in (@yoonia)

The making of: Love (@inkjam-moon)

Easy, like sunday morning (@angelguk)

Inside my mind (@jimlingss)

Park Jimin

Into the wilderness (@gukyi)

Darling you're beautiful (@choking-on-tae)

Puppy steps (@simp-4-jm)

Strip (@yoonia)

A special gift (@peachy213jiminie)

Lovesick (@jimlingss)

My forever: Park Jimin (@bts-trash-blog)

The only way (@ethertae)

Exposure (@dreamyjoons)

Kim Taehyung

Charade (@ughcore)

Wabi sabi (@flurrys-creativity)

Like real people do (@bangtanloverboys)

Lost in you (@jjkeverlast)

Spice (@aquagustd)

A little while (@noteguk)

Mine to claim (@jimilter)

Colors (@lovelytaes-blog)

Insomnia (@hobiwonder)

Sweeter than peaches (@jiminisnotavirgin)

Jeon Jungkook

Love is gone (@jeonbunnie)

2002 (@tattookoo) -> pt. 2 to 1999

Drown in your body (@sparklingchim)

Last christmas (@whatifyoulivelikethat)

Bleeding for you (@mixtapejimin)

I can handle it (@beautifulfuckup99)

Blackjack (@kpopfanfictrash)

Fifth wish (@jiminrings)

The spins (@here2bbtstrash)

From home (@gyukult)

The habits of a broken heart (@softykooky)

Not tired (@gggukniverse)

Cool with you (@kooktrash)

Late (@elitekook)

ストロベリー (?) (@euaphoric)

Tender (@liveyun)

A friends help (@armpirate)

Nevertheless (@nochukoo97)

Dress you up (@plvmkoo)

Soju (@plvmkoo)

Jealousy ink (@kooktrash)

Starry night (@kithtaehyung)

When she loved me (@jungkookstatts) [only fanfic that has made me cry, tread carefully)

He is love (@btsrunmylife)

Rattled (@gukslut)

Love alive (@jamaisjoons)

1999 (@tattookoo)

Home (@bonny-kookoo)

Tteokkboki (@taetaesbaebaepsae)

Cat got your tongue (@jessikahathaway)

The boxer's girlfriend (@i-am-baechu)

Honest fuckboy (@hobiwonder)

Perfect love (@i-am-baechu)

Soft (@hamsterclaw)

Brown-eyed baby (@jeonstudios)

Wrong time (@spideyjimin)

Cherry (@peachypinkygloss)

Off-league (@hansolmates)

For me (@personasintro)

OT7

Bon voyage: Into the sea (@yoongsisbae)

Thank you to all of the wonderful writers, ily <3

[btsrunmylife]

Thank you so much for mentioning He is Love 🥺👉👈

[btsrunmylife]

did you write sexy feeling? 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

I did not 😔 The day I had inspiration for it, I was working and then after work my coworker asked me to go for a walk by the river. We ended up walking/talking for almost two hours 🥴 The inspiration was gone by the time I got home. Sorry, love 💜

[jung-koook]

230820 - namjoon on weverse

[btsrunmylife]

I will not write a new installment of SF inspired by Namjoon dancing in his Instagram story 🥴

[btsrunmylife]

what are you up to lately? xo <3

Hi, anon!! Nothing too fun, I'm afraid. I'm working a lot and that's where a lot of my energy is going. On my days off, I'm mostly running errands and doing adult things, which is gross tbh. When I'm not doing that, I'm mostly playing Call of Duty: Mobile, Phasmophobia (I'm a newb and don't know what I'm doing 100% of the time and I'm terrified of dying in that game, which.........really makes playing difficult lmao), or slowly writing things.

I'm not really working on any stories I've already posted because my mind just...isn't in that headspace anymore/at the moment. I'm working on something new, but I honestly don't even know what it is or where it's going. If it turns into anything, I might share it, but for now I'm just writing it for myself for fun.

Anywayyyy, I hope you're doing well and that you're taking care of yourself! I hope your days are filled with things that bring you joy and light your soul on fire 🥺💜

[btsrunmylife]

And look at all the lovely things that you created in such a short time 💕 don't be so hard on yourself for not posting consistently! we all know how hard life can be, so im genuinely happy when i get an alert that an author i follow has posted an update. your time, imagination and creativity is a gift, not an obligation! so be kind to yourself 🙂

fjdlkasjflksaj 😭😭😭 Thank youuuu!! Seriously, you're so sweet and kind and wonderful!!! I'll try not to be so hard on myself!! I'm glad anyone reads and enjoys my writing at all, so thank you 🥺💜

[btsrunmylife]

definitely mission accomplished! ive come relatively late to bts during the pandemic, but coming across your writing on ao3, and across here has been a delight. here's to the joy in all the little things 💜

You came across them right around the same time as me then 🥺💜 As someone once told me though, we all find BTS when we need them most. I think the same can be true for stories/fic/poetry. I only started posting fic in 2021, so I haven't been around very long and was only posting consistently for about a year, so I'm glad my silly little fics found their way to you. 🥺

[btsrunmylife]

sorry to hear that you've been having a hard time 😔 sending you lots of hugs and good wishes. your writing has brought me lots of joy, so i hope you can rediscover your spark, but even if you don't hope you manage to find joy in other things 💜

😭😭😭 This is so nice!! Thank you!!! I'm glad to hear my writing has brought you joy!! Joy, comfort, and a feeling of not being alone are all I ever wanted to accomplish with the stories that I share. Life is hard, so I've loved helping make it a little more bearable in whatever way I can. I'm sending you hugs and good wishes. May we all find joy where we can, even if it's a little glimmer of it, even if we have to create those little moments ourselves. 💜

[btsrunmylife]

Don’t ever feel bad for needing to take time to yourself 💜💜💜 I hope everything falls into place for you soon

Thank you, love!!! You all are always so patient with me and kind and I feel like I don't deserve any of you 😭🥺 I genuinely hope you're doing well and that you're finding at least a little bit of light and joy in all of your days!

I'm feeling a bit lost and out of place these days, but I'll find my way! (Not my brain unhelpfully being like "you're going through a quarter life crisis, you'll be fine." 🥴) I haven't been through this before (at least, not to this degree), so it's a new feeling for me, but I'm navigating it the best I can.

Anyway, thank you again!! This left a smile on my face and helped lift a little bit of weight off my shoulders. I appreciate you more than I can put into words. Take care of yourself (and don't forget to hydrate) 💜

[btsrunmylife]

How is the writing for Feels Like Home going?? I’m so excited for the next chapter!!

P.s. I hope you’ve been well💜

Honestly....it's...not going? Due to personal reasons, I haven't really been able to write much of anything for a month or so. Actually, if I'm being completely honest, probably for longer than that. I've lost a bit of my spark when it comes to writing for the fandom, unfortunately, and I honestly don't know if/when it'll come back. A lot has happened. A lot of things have changed. I won't get into it all, but I try to write when I can...when I feel that little spark, which admittedly isn't often.

I'm sorry it's taking so long for me to update anything. I'm just...not in a good headspace, I guess, and my relationship with writing isn't healthy at the moment.

I hope you can understand and I hope you've been taking care of yourself. I hope you're doing well. I'm sending so much love to everyone and I really wish I could provide the same comfort in my stories like I've always tried to. I just...can't right now. 💜

[btsrunmylife]

Chapter 5 has been uploaded!

Fic warnings below the cut:

Murder, Serial Killers, Alternate Universe - Serial Killers, Deception, Emotional Manipulation, Unreliable Narrator, None Of These Characters Are Good People, Mind Games, Mind Manipulation, Rough Sex, Thriller, Voyeurism, Non-Consensual Voyeurism, Stalking, Unprotected Sex, Toxic Relationships, Degradation

[btsrunmylife]

Hi Sam!!! I hope you are doing well and taking good care of yourself. Remember you are important and you matter! Have a great day!! 💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️

Jezy!!!!! 😭🥺 You are so sweet!!! Life has been kinda weird and emotionally draining lately, but I’m taking care of myself and being kind to myself through it!! I hope you’re doing well and that you’re taking care of yourself too!!

Thank you for the reminders!! I hope you remember you’re also important and matter too 🥺 Sending you so, so much love and good vibes, lovely!!! 💜💜💜

[daisy-mooon]

You know what? I believe that you can finish your writing project. I believe you can update your fic. I believe you can work on your WIP. I don't care if you think it's cringy or bad. I don't care if we've never met or interacted in our whole lives. I believe in you. Keep going - you've got this.

[btsrunmylife]

do you have any fic recs?

Sorry, love!! I actually haven't been reading any fanfic lately. 😖

I have a fic rec blog (@btsrecmylife), but I haven't updated it in a while. I'm sorry I can't be much help 🥺💜

[btsrunmylife]

Feels Like Home; ch 13

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