Jess💀🌸

Freaky things are my shit. Colorado

[cwote]

“Stop what you are doing. Go outside and breathe. The world will not end if you take ten minutes for yourself.”

— taking time for yourself is important (via cwote)

[starvationxa]

some of u bitches r trying your hardest to stay positive and hopeful despite all the bullshit you’ve been going thru and it really shows and i’m proud of u

[uvparadise]

[poems-and-word]

[3amsouls]

“sometimes people pretend you’re a bad person so they don’t feel guilty about the things they did to you”

[poems-and-word]

[ptsd-tiger]

there i go again ruining everything

[gulcayn2-deactivated20210101]

me @ myself: why is she doing this to herself

[depression-confessions-on]

“It’s a lie. It’s all a fucking lie. There’s no such thing as getting better. Depression is a disease that slowly eats away at you. You can pretend to be better but in the end it’ll always kill you. We’ve seen it with so many celebrities. There’s no getting better. There’s only prolonging the inevitable. I don’t want to prolong it anymore. There’s no point. You showed me there’s no point. I ruin everything. I’m stupid and immature and I’ll never grow up. So I may as well do the world a favor.”

—

Confession #5135

Send your confessions to my ask here

[d-wncast-deactivated20181211]

[timbllr]

[pursuit-of-silence-deactivated2]

If you care about me, fucking act like it

[decidingrecovery-blog]

[daddyslittleprincess118-blog]

romanticizing mental illness is dangerous and misleading

[restroom]

Artsy depression: haunted eyes, good at art, emo hair and eyeliner on point

Actual Depression: bloodshot eyes, no longer trust themselves with pencils, has not showered in five days

Quirky OCD: organized books, clean room, color coordinated outfits

Actual OCD: Intrusive thoughts, flipping the light switch 8 times so you don’t stab your brother, picking holes in your skin

Cute eating disorders: Slim trim and beautiful, shyly refusing a second helping, dancer aesthetic

Actual eating disorders: Puffy cheeks and eroded teeth from excessive vomiting, hair growing over your freezing body and refusing to eat carrots because they’re too high in carbs

Adorable anxiety: just a smol bean, soft, must be protected from the world

Actual anxiety: crying so hard you throw up, shaking, losing sleep over a period after the “okay”

RPG PTSD: flashbacks, vietnam, u don’t know what i’ve been through kiddo

Actual PTSD: Buying your first pregnancy test at twelve, flinching at high fives, i can’t feel my hands where am I what year is it

Cartoon ADHD: look a squirrel, something shiny, fidgety loveable bufoon

Actual ADHD: rereading the same page over and over because it doesn’t make sense, hasn’t done the laundry in four months, hyperfocusing on a mushroom knowing you have work to do

stop making terrifying realities seem cute. it’s disrespectful for those of us who are actually struggling

[opinionated-truscum]

Fucking preach.

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

me: uses my sleeping kitten’s paw to navigate my smartphone

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

he woke up and retrieved his paw

[lingrix]

you Used him

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

he’s on the bed and he won’t come near me

[lingrix]

youve betrayed his trust………he Knows

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

good thing i got 13 more of these fluffs

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

second kitten also abandoned me and they both formed a coalition

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

their cause is gaining numbers

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

this is a revolution

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

i tried calling in the cavalry but they overwhelmed us quickly

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

we are….defeated.

[thatlinearttho]

[abthepoet]

Because this explains so much.