All About The Barnes

Kirsty|| 30 || United Kingdom This is my new side blog (There is NSFW stuff on here!) dedicated to James 'Bucky' Barnes (with some Avengers x Reader imagines too) || I follow from secondstartotherightimagines || Masterlist ||

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May I ask what kind of things you like to/are comfortable with writing?

I haven't found anything I have been uncomfortable with as of yet 😁 I'm happy to write most things that people request...in fact I really enjoy seeing all the different ideas people come to me with!

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Hiatus Return!

Hey everyone! After a rather long hiatus, and being stuck inside due to the lockdown, I feel I am ready to return to my blog; however, it has been a while since I wrote anything so I have a small favour to ask all you lovelies, would you rather I: a) continue with a series that I have already started or b) do a one shot to try and get back into the swing of things?

If it ends up being the latter I would really appreciate you all messaging me with some ideas, I would love to write up requests again <3

Thank you all for your continued support even when I wasn’t posting anything. I love you all!

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Sorry

I hate that I feel I have to do this but I will be closing this blog. It will be up for another week while I export all my writing but after that it will be gone. I love writing, I really do, but just recently Tumble has shown me just how thankless writing fics really is. Don't get me wrong I never expected to gets thousands of likes but I have 5000+ followers and yet my latest post has been up for days and has only been liked 49 times....49?! I spent hours writing that and it breaks my heart to think that people clearly thought it was diabolical.

I can no longer justify spending so long putting my heart and soul into something to gain such a ridiculously low reception. Unfortunately it just doesn't motivate me to write any more.

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A Hidden Pain - Part 16

Original request from @purplekitten30​: Could you please write a Bucky x reader where she works as the teams assistant? She’s got a violent bf but no one knows about it until he assaults her at one of Starks parties. Bucky steps in and kicks his ass. He helps her move out of her place to live with him since he’s got his own floor at the tower.

Note: I genuinely cant believe this request is still going! I thought it may have been coming to an end but then another idea struck me so I guess I’ll continue until it either comes to a natural end or you all get bored <3

Bucky x Abused!Reader Words: 1,579

Disclaimer: GIF used is mine <3

A Hidden Pain Masterlist

Part 1| 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16

PREVIOUSLY

He was trying to be his usual self, attempting to make a joke out of what was actually a serious situation, but there was still a big part of him that was deeply concerned for his friend. Whether Steve admitted it out loud or not this whole thing wasn’t just about you and Bucky anymore….it was about you, him, AND Steve.

“She’s been through so much already, more than anyone deserves to, and so has Buck. They need each other. I refuse to take that away from either one of them.” He unwrapped the support bandages that had been around both of his hands and threw them into the bin nearest to him, his eyes only now looking over at Sam. “…and I sure as hell won’t allow you to either. It doesn’t matter how I feel after that time I spent with her….what matters is that she’s happy.”

“Ste-”

“I’m serious Sam. Just drop it. That year she only had me is over now. Well and truly.”

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The sun was barely even creeping through into the morning sky but already you were wide awake and sat at the breakfast table - not that you could even stomach a single mouthful of the cereal in front of you, instead it just sat there becoming a sorry mess. You had barely slept that night and your constant tossing and turning had started to disturb one of the rare restful nights Bucky had…this was the day you had been dreading.

They were moving Josh to a different facility out of state.

You should have been happy at the thought of him no longer being in the same building as you, that there would be hundreds of miles between you, but the bad feeling gnawing away at your stomach wasn’t allowing you to have a more positive outlook. For a long time, Josh had always been one step ahead of you so what if-

“Nothing is going to happen today.”

Your ever-growing paranoid thoughts were interrupted by only the second voice in your life that radiated calm and collected enough for you to feel it yourself, even if it was just temporarily. A soft smile lit up your fatigued face as you turned in your seat to face him.

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A Hidden Pain - Part 16

Original request from @purplekitten30​: Could you please write a Bucky x reader where she works as the teams assistant? She’s got a violent bf but no one knows about it until he assaults her at one of Starks parties. Bucky steps in and kicks his ass. He helps her move out of her place to live with him since he’s got his own floor at the tower.

Note: I genuinely cant believe this request is still going! I thought it may have been coming to an end but then another idea struck me so I guess I’ll continue until it either comes to a natural end or you all get bored <3

Bucky x Abused!Reader Words: 1,579

Disclaimer: GIF used is mine <3

A Hidden Pain Masterlist

Part 1| 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16

PREVIOUSLY

He was trying to be his usual self, attempting to make a joke out of what was actually a serious situation, but there was still a big part of him that was deeply concerned for his friend. Whether Steve admitted it out loud or not this whole thing wasn’t just about you and Bucky anymore….it was about you, him, AND Steve.

“She’s been through so much already, more than anyone deserves to, and so has Buck. They need each other. I refuse to take that away from either one of them.” He unwrapped the support bandages that had been around both of his hands and threw them into the bin nearest to him, his eyes only now looking over at Sam. “…and I sure as hell won’t allow you to either. It doesn’t matter how I feel after that time I spent with her….what matters is that she’s happy.”

“Ste-”

“I’m serious Sam. Just drop it. That year she only had me is over now. Well and truly.”

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The sun was barely even creeping through into the morning sky but already you were wide awake and sat at the breakfast table - not that you could even stomach a single mouthful of the cereal in front of you, instead it just sat there becoming a sorry mess. You had barely slept that night and your constant tossing and turning had started to disturb one of the rare restful nights Bucky had...this was the day you had been dreading.

They were moving Josh to a different facility out of state.

You should have been happy at the thought of him no longer being in the same building as you, that there would be hundreds of miles between you, but the bad feeling gnawing away at your stomach wasn't allowing you to have a more positive outlook. For a long time, Josh had always been one step ahead of you so what if-

"Nothing is going to happen today."

Your ever-growing paranoid thoughts were interrupted by only the second voice in your life that radiated calm and collected enough for you to feel it yourself, even if it was just temporarily. A soft smile lit up your fatigued face as you turned in your seat to face him.

"I wish I could be as confident as you are Steve, but I've just got this horrible feeling..." At the mention of it you felt your stomach tightening even more. "...I know he's going to be far away but at least when he was here, I knew where he was. Being hundreds of miles away he could escape, and I wouldn't know until, well, until he found me."

Steve's facial expression contorted into a slight frown as he took a seat in the chair next to you, his hands immediately encompassing yours as he squeezed them gently.

"He will not get away; do you hear me? Buck will be there, and hell would freeze over before he let that man escape. He won't even be able to so much as blink without him knowing about it."

You knew his words were supposed to comfort you but knowing that Bucky was going to be anywhere near him again made you feel sick to the stomach. He wanted to make sure he got to where he needed to be but that didn't make you feel any better about the situation.

"Steve..." There was a tremble in your voice as the emotional battle inside of you started to spill out. Your grip on his hands tightened as though your sanity depended on holding onto him. "...wh-when will all this be over?"

It was impossible to stop the tears now but before a single one trailed down your cheek you found your face buried in the super soldier's firm chest as he pulled you into an almost crushing hug. His own heart seemed to beat just as fast as yours, his breathing off its usual rhythm, it was breaking him seeing you in such distress, but your own emotions were too heightened to notice.

"Just let it out [y/n], I'm here, it's okay."

The words Sam had spoken to him in the gym a few weeks back played out in his mind as he felt you heaving with your sobs.

“You know, for a super soldier you are SUPER stupid.”…

…”Just tell her.”….

He shook his head almost violently to get the words out of his mind, wishing that they had never been spoken in the first place, he hated that he would never be able to have you in the way that he wanted but having the odd moment alone with you was all he needed….making sure you knew you were loved and looked after was all he needed….Sam’s idea would just have to be erased completely.

His lips pressed down onto the top of your head, a hand travelling up into your hair, as a single tear fell from his own eye.

“You’re safe with me and you always will be.”

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If looks could kill Josh would have been dead ten times over with the stare he was currently receiving from Bucky. They were sat at opposite sides of the van to each other with guards on both sides and despite still being within arm’s reach the little cretin still wasn’t as close as Bucky wanted him to be….he wanted to feel his neck crushing underneath his fingertips; wanted to see the life escape his eyes, the least he deserved after everything he did to you was to die solely and painfully at the hands of the men who truly loved you.

Anyone else would have been scared out of their very pants if they’d had an ex-assassin staring at them in such a way, especially one that had murdered hundreds of people over the decades, but Josh didn’t so much as flinch. There was  twitch though, right in the corner of his lips, as they slowly contorted into a malicious smirk – even now, with nowhere to go except a cold dank cell for the rest of his life, he refused to show any kind of remorse for the things that he had done. If it wasn’t for the guards Bucky would have made sure he was incapable of showing that nasty little smirk of his.

“They really did a number on you didn’t they?” If he couldn’t do anything to him physically then he was at least going to try and get into his head. “They saw a pathetic piece of scum like you and used you without you even realising what they were doing.” Now it was Bucky’s turn to flash a wicked smirk. “Where are they now huh? Your new friends? Ah, yes, that’s right….they’re feeding you to the wolves because they have no more use for you.”

He leaned himself closer, clasping his hands together on top of his knees, the road grew a little bumpier and yet not even this caused his stature to falter. His eyes remained locked on Josh.

“They got you to do their dirty work and not only did you lose [y/n] but you lost your freedom too.”

It was only your name that gained any kind of reaction out of Josh, a sadness enveloping his eyes as he swallowed down hard at the lump that had formed in his throat. It was the only bit of emotion Bucky had ever seen in the man and it took him by surprise far more than he would have liked, lowering his defences ever s slightly, and it was in that very moment he witnessed just how quickly his emotions could switch as a more sinister look took over the sadness that had once been so evident.

“Oh I will never lose [y/n], trust me, I have taught her far more about this world than you and your pathetic superhero friends ever could and it won’t be long before she realises what side she needs to be on……” The van slowed to an unexpected stop causing the guards to look towards the front where the driver was. “….the side that always wins…..” His handcuffs fell to the floor with a loud thud reminiscing that of the moment an escapologist would succeed in his escape. “….the invincible villains.”

Before he, or any of the guards, could do anything to react a blinding white light incapacitated every one of them before a deafening explosion rang out around them, ripping the vehicle apart.

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Your emotions had finally overcome you as the sun began to make it’s way into the sky. although he hadn’t fallen asleep himself he had stayed with you, his arms never once leaving you as he kept you wrapped inside a protective cocoon. His blue eyes watched closely as your chest rose and then gently fell back down again, making sure you were having the restful sleep you needed, having to fight hard to stop his feelings from growing.

When his own eyes started to surrender to the world of sleep your body shot upright as a horrified scream erupted from you. If the residents of Stark Tower hadn’t been awake already then they certainly were now as your scream continued on without you taking so much as a breath.

 Something was wrong.....something was really wrong.

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A Hidden Pain Masterlist

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You Did This To Me Masterlist

You Did This To Me (Bucky/Winter Soldier x Reader) - You are new to The Avengers; you’re friendly but don’t talk that much, even more so when Bucky is in the same room as you. He likes you and wants to get close to you but you refuse. Later during a raid on a Hydra base they find out the reason why…..footage of the Winter Soldier torturing you.

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You Live Only For Me Masterlist

Summary: (Reader x Bucky x Thanos)  You saved the life of a member of the Avengers but now your own life hangs in the balance because of your courageous act as a feared Titan draws ever closer to you.

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You Live Only For Me - Part 1

Summary: You saved the life of a member of the Avengers but now your own life hangs in the balance as a feared Titan draws closer.

Note: The teaser I posted for this received some excellent feedback from all you lovely people so here is the first full part for you <3 I hope you enjoy!

Reader x Bucky x Thanos

Words: 1,821

Disclaimer: There are NO spoilers for Endgame in here but there are mentions of pain and torture, also a little language. If I have missed anything please let me know!

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Teaser|Part 1

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“H-He’s….He’s coming.” The colour drained from Bucky’s face at your bombshell, his comforting touch on you faltering ever so slightly. “…He’s coming for ME Buck….” 

He didn’t know who you were talking about, or why anyone would come after you, but to see the sheer terror in your eyes at the mere thought of this person was enough for him to be sure of one thing….

….Nothing on this earth was going to take you away from him. Not while he still had breath left inside of him.

                                       * * * * * * * * * *

You hadn’t slept for days since telling Bucky and the others about the dreams you’d been having – had it been any other situation you would have thought it petty to bring such a thing to the team’s attention but you knew all too well that they hadn’t been as innocent as that. They had been messages….ones warning you that you were about to meet your fate.

The team frantically paced the meeting room around you, their voices falling on deaf ears as you fell into your own little world, it wasn’t going to matter what they said….or what they planned to do….if Thanos was collecting the Infinity Stones there was going to be nothing that could stop him. He was willing to commit genocide on other planets why would he spare one measly mortal?

The answer?…..He wouldn’t. It was as plain and simple as that, and it was something that the team was going to need to realise before the whole situation drove them mad.

“You can feel him too.”

The one and only voice to break through the barrier you had mentally put up was Vision and as he took a seat next to you on the sofa you gave him the biggest smile you could muster in that moment, but it barely even reached your cheeks.

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You Live Only For Me - Part 1

Summary: You saved the life of a member of the Avengers but now your own life hangs in the balance as a feared Titan draws closer.

Note: The teaser I posted for this received some excellent feedback from all you lovely people so here is the first full part for you <3 I hope you enjoy!

Reader x Bucky x Thanos

Words: 1,821

Disclaimer: There are NO spoilers for Endgame in here but there are mentions of pain and torture, also a little language. If I have missed anything please let me know!

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Teaser|Part 1

PREVIOUSLY

“H-He’s….He’s coming.” The colour drained from Bucky’s face at your bombshell, his comforting touch on you faltering ever so slightly. “…He’s coming for ME Buck….” 

He didn’t know who you were talking about, or why anyone would come after you, but to see the sheer terror in your eyes at the mere thought of this person was enough for him to be sure of one thing….

….Nothing on this earth was going to take you away from him. Not while he still had breath left inside of him.

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You hadn’t slept for days since telling Bucky and the others about the dreams you’d been having – had it been any other situation you would have thought it petty to bring such a thing to the team’s attention but you knew all too well that they hadn’t been as innocent as that. They had been messages….ones warning you that you were about to meet your fate.

The team frantically paced the meeting room around you, their voices falling on deaf ears as you fell into your own little world, it wasn’t going to matter what they said….or what they planned to do….if Thanos was collecting the Infinity Stones there was going to be nothing that could stop him. He was willing to commit genocide on other planets why would he spare one measly mortal?

The answer?.....He wouldn’t. It was as plain and simple as that, and it was something that the team was going to need to realise before the whole situation drove them mad.

“You can feel him too.”

The one and only voice to break through the barrier you had mentally put up was Vision and as he took a seat next to you on the sofa you gave him the biggest smile you could muster in that moment, but it barely even reached your cheeks.

“Every hour of the day.”

Your eyes locked onto his, but they didn’t hold their usual sparkle, instead they seemed like empty shells in comparison. There was nothing but utter defeat in them as you spoke to the only person that understood exactly what was happening.

“You should not have taken on this burden for me [y/n].”

A pained scream echoed throughout the room you were in and your heart dropped to the pit of your stomach when you turned to see Vision convulsing on the floor just metres away from where you had been hacking into a security system.

“Vis!”

The mission took a back seat now, your priorities changing in an instant, and you made quick work of the gap that had been between you as your practically launched yourself across the length of the room to be at his side. The mind stone embedded in his forehead was emitting a blinding light, pulsating in a way where it looked like it was physically beating like a heart would, and his screams were endless – you felt completely helpless.

“Vis! Wh-What’s happening?!”

“The….The stone….” The pain he was experiencing was so intense that his words came out at a painstakingly slow pace, but you made sure to keep note of each one he said so that you could form the sentence he wanted to say. “…ove-overloading…will…kill….me….you…must run!.”

“I wouldn’t have done things any differently. I wasn’t going to let you die.”

The two of you had rarely spoken to one another about what had happened that day, everything had happened so quickly, and both your lives were changed because of it. You knew Vision carried a lot of guilt over it, but he was your family, had been ever since he’d been created, and there was nothing you wouldn’t do to protect him and every other member of the team.

“That may be so, and believe me I will be forever grateful for the courageous act you did that day, but you know what Thanos will do to us both.” His hand came to rest on top of yours. “You don’t deserve that.”

“No! There must be something we can do….WANDA!”

You screamed down your comms knowing that your time was limited but you didn’t move away from Vision; although there was nothing of any value you could do for him you could at least make sure he wasn’t alone during this. It didn’t take long for Wanda to burst into the room, her eyes showing the fear she’d felt from hearing your voice, and once they fell upon the convulsing Vision she immediately knew what was happening.

“The power of the stone….it’s increasing beyond anything I have ever felt from it before.” The power she held within her started to appear out of her hands, surrounding the small stone in what looked almost like an embrace, her eyes closing as Vision’s body was finally freed from the pain and allowed to relax for a moment. “….I can’t harness any of it’s power. Not permanently. It’s beginning to attack my powers.”

“What?” If Wanda was unable to do anything for him then what hope was there? “But we….we can’t let him die.”

Her eyes snapped open the moment the last word escaped your lips although her powers still remained around the stone to offer Vision some recuperation from the pain being inflicted on him.

“I can split it’s power, half the burden for him, but it can’t go to me.”

It took you no time at all to register what she was saying and as your eyes drifted down to the team member who had become one of your closest friends you knew what needed to be done. This was the only way to save him.

Your fingers had laced themselves around Vision’s when his hand had landed on yours and you squeezed it gently as you spoke, the smile on your face now growing a little more than it had been able to before.

“Taking on the power of this stone that would have killed you hasn’t been a burden for me, and it never will be. We’re in this together and that’s far better than you having never come back from that mission.”

A comfortable silence fell between the two of you for a few moments before a familiar voice spoke.

“[Y/n] can I have a word?”

Bucky. He always liked to be the strongest one, the person to protect you at all costs, but even he couldn’t hide his fear from clouding his eyes. It broke your heart clean in two to see him in a more fragile state than usual. You turned back to Vision and he gave you a gentle nod of the head in understanding before departing from the sofa and leaving the two of you with some time alone.

“Could we go outside though? There’s too much going on in here.”

As you exited the room you could see that while you and Vision had been talking Steve and Tony had wandered into some kind of heated debate with each other, their eyes occasionally flicking over to where you and Bucky were, you didn’t even want to know what it was about – There was only one thing it could have been and right now you wished you could simply run and hide from it all.

“Let’s run.”

It was like he had literally just been inside your mind when he spoke, the door separating the two of you from the rest of the team only just closing behind you.

“What?”

Both his hands reached for yours as he tried to hide his amusement at the look of pure confusion on your face.

“You need to be as far away from Thanos as you can get and there’s no way in hell I’m going to leave you alone doll so…..let’s run away together.”

Had he voiced this idea any other time there would have been no hesitation from you at all, all you had ever wanted was for you and Bucky to be away from all the ‘saving the world’ business….to settle down into a normal life, but that was never going to happen now and you couldn’t allow him to have even the slightest bit of hope that it would – it would break his heart.

With a soft smile making its way onto your lips you raised a hand up to his cheek and let the pad of your thumb trace light patterns onto his skin. You’d always loved the warmth of his skin against yours – connecting with him seemed to just blow all of your worries away, if only you could have enjoyed little moments like this for many more years.

“That sounds amazing Buck….”You could see hope beginning to illuminate his gorgeous blue eyes and you hated having to say your next words. “….but it can’t happen. The further away I go from him the more innocent people he’s going to kill. I can’t have that on my hands.”

The Titan was nowhere to be found and yet already he was beginning to hurt those around you. The past few years of your life hadn’t just revolved the team but had been about Bucky too, you helped each other more than you had ever thought possible and the love you felt for him…well…that was like something straight out of a romance novel – you would lay your life on the line for him and you knew that he would do the same for you.

Yet here you were extinguishing all of his dreams for a future with you.

“Buck pl-“

The next few moments to pass made you feel like you had been forced back into the dreams that had been haunting you just recently; the air around you grew so cold that your very breath seemed to be taken out of your lungs for the briefest of seconds, all sound aside from the gasp that escaped you disappeared entirely, and time seemed to stand still completely – the man you loved either frozen or moving impossibly slow,

Then the portal opened just metres in front of you….

Everything returned to normal but not before you saw the menacing face from your dreams. A smirk tugged at the corners of his lips as he stepped through and allowed for the ‘doorway’ to close behind him.

“Thanos.”

Your entire body trembled so much at the sight of him that your voice was barely even audible as you spoke, tears already breaking through your barriers and rolling down your cheeks, your time as up and it was happening far sooner than you had expected it to.

“Such a precious gift you hold my dear child and yet the only protector you have is some hybrid?” His dark eyes scanned down to Bucky’s metal arm before an amused scoff escaped him. “Looks like this is going to be far easier than I had anticipated. Shame. I was looking forward to a fight.”

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Hiii, so i love multiple of your stories (i think i read like seven in a few hours) amd i was wondering if i could be added to the permanent tag list?

Aww thank you so much! I’m glad you are enjoying my stories so much! Of course you can be added to the list <3 x

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You Live Only For Me Masterlist

Summary: (Reader x Bucky x Thanos)  You saved the life of a member of the Avengers but now your own life hangs in the balance because of your courageous act as a feared Titan draws ever closer to you.

Teaser

Part 1

Part 2 - Coming soon!

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You Live Only For Me - Teaser

Summary: No summary for the simple fact that I don’t want to give TOO much away right now lol!

Note: This is just a little idea that popped into my mind one day but I’m not entirely sure whether to do a series on it sooooo…..figured I would post a little teaser and see what you guys think of it. Let me know if you would like me to continue it <3

Reader x Bucky x Avengers x Thanos

Words: 702

Disclaimer: There are NO SPOILERS for Endgame in this story! GIF used was created by me.

The road ahead of you was deserted, there wasn’t a single soul around for miles, not even the birds seemed to be singing their usual songs as you took each step more tentatively than the last. Something wasn’t right and a horrible feeling was beginning to eat away at any and all confidence you’d once had. The team were nowhere to be seen but the one sight you did see was what looked like ash from a dying fire blowing in the light breeze, the feather-light pieces almost seeming to wrap around you; something of which may have been even the slightest bit comforting had you not caught sight of a dark and looming figure in the distance. It was a rather intimidating figure even given the distance from which you were seeing it and instinctively your feet stopped you from moving any closer to it, but they didn’t have you backing away from whoever it was either, instead you stood frozen to the spot as the gap that had been between the two of you shrunk.

Each of his steps vibrated through the ground beneath your feet causing the knot in your stomach to pull tighter. It wasn’t long before you could see perfectly who it was but the terrifying reaction your body had been experiencing this whole time told you that you had always known who it was going to be.

“Th-Thanos…”

Your sleeping form tossed violently underneath the thin covers of your bed immediately alerting the super soldier that was lying next to you. This was the second night in a row you had been so restless in your sleep and it pained him that he could do nothing more than try to comfort you – he had attempted to wake you the previous night and only succeeded in increasing your anxiety tenfold. He knew more than anyone how traumatic dreams could be.

“[y/n] it’s alright…..” He rested a hand gently onto one of your cheeks, keeping it there even when you moved, as his blue eyes filled with concern. “…I’m right here.”

An uneasy chill spread through your entire body as his large hand came to rest on the very cheek that had just had a warm sensation blanketing it – one that had now been eradicated by the Titan stood far too near to you.

“You came to me my precious gift.” He towered over you, his shadow showering you in darkness, the lump forming in your throat making it almost impossible to utter another word. “There is nothing to fear now. You will do this Universe so much good.”

Your cheeks were drenched from the endless cascade of tears falling from your eyes but all you could do was stare at him, completely transfixed, as his hand moved up to your head and that was when you heard a scream….a bloodcurdling one that filled the air around you….it was only when the pain hit you that you realised it was you screaming….

Your scream snapped you out of the nightmare sending you shooting upright in the bed. Even with your eyes now wide open the scream continued until Bucky’s face came into your line of vision; only then did you feel safe enough to stop yourself.

“Hey, hey [y/n] it’s me, it’s Buck, look at me.”

Sweat dripped down from your brow  as your chest rose and fell rapidly with your irregular breathing, your nerves should have calmed down by now just like they always did when you were around the brunette but you could still feel the Titan’s touch, his warm breath cruising over your skin as he stood so close to you…..it had felt so real.

“H-He’s….He’s coming.” The colour drained from Bucky’s face at your bombshell, his comforting touch on you faltering ever so slightly. “…He’s coming for ME Buck….” 

He didn’t know who you were talking about, or why anyone would come after you, but to see the sheer terror in your eyes at the mere thought of this person was enough for him to be sure of one thing….

….Nothing on this earth was going to take you away from him. Not while he still had breath left inside of him.

                         ~~~~~To Be Continued?~~~~~

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Reblog because I am almost finished with the first full part of this! So...call this a catchup!

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You Live Only For Me - Teaser

Summary: No summary for the simple fact that I don’t want to give TOO much away right now lol!

Note: This is just a little idea that popped into my mind one day but I’m not entirely sure whether to do a series on it sooooo…..figured I would post a little teaser and see what you guys think of it. Let me know if you would like me to continue it <3

Reader x Bucky x Avengers x Thanos

Words: 702

Disclaimer: There are NO SPOILERS for Endgame in this story! GIF used was created by me.

The road ahead of you was deserted, there wasn’t a single soul around for miles, not even the birds seemed to be singing their usual songs as you took each step more tentatively than the last. Something wasn’t right and a horrible feeling was beginning to eat away at any and all confidence you’d once had. The team were nowhere to be seen but the one sight you did see was what looked like ash from a dying fire blowing in the light breeze, the feather-light pieces almost seeming to wrap around you; something of which may have been even the slightest bit comforting had you not caught sight of a dark and looming figure in the distance. It was a rather intimidating figure even given the distance from which you were seeing it and instinctively your feet stopped you from moving any closer to it, but they didn’t have you backing away from whoever it was either, instead you stood frozen to the spot as the gap that had been between the two of you shrunk.

Each of his steps vibrated through the ground beneath your feet causing the knot in your stomach to pull tighter. It wasn’t long before you could see perfectly who it was but the terrifying reaction your body had been experiencing this whole time told you that you had always known who it was going to be.

“Th-Thanos…”

Your sleeping form tossed violently underneath the thin covers of your bed immediately alerting the super soldier that was lying next to you. This was the second night in a row you had been so restless in your sleep and it pained him that he could do nothing more than try to comfort you – he had attempted to wake you the previous night and only succeeded in increasing your anxiety tenfold. He knew more than anyone how traumatic dreams could be.

“[y/n] it’s alright…..” He rested a hand gently onto one of your cheeks, keeping it there even when you moved, as his blue eyes filled with concern. “…I’m right here.”

An uneasy chill spread through your entire body as his large hand came to rest on the very cheek that had just had a warm sensation blanketing it – one that had now been eradicated by the Titan stood far too near to you.

“You came to me my precious gift.” He towered over you, his shadow showering you in darkness, the lump forming in your throat making it almost impossible to utter another word. “There is nothing to fear now. You will do this Universe so much good.”

Your cheeks were drenched from the endless cascade of tears falling from your eyes but all you could do was stare at him, completely transfixed, as his hand moved up to your head and that was when you heard a scream….a bloodcurdling one that filled the air around you….it was only when the pain hit you that you realised it was you screaming….

Your scream snapped you out of the nightmare sending you shooting upright in the bed. Even with your eyes now wide open the scream continued until Bucky’s face came into your line of vision; only then did you feel safe enough to stop yourself.

“Hey, hey [y/n] it’s me, it’s Buck, look at me.”

Sweat dripped down from your brow  as your chest rose and fell rapidly with your irregular breathing, your nerves should have calmed down by now just like they always did when you were around the brunette but you could still feel the Titan’s touch, his warm breath cruising over your skin as he stood so close to you…..it had felt so real.

“H-He’s….He’s coming.” The colour drained from Bucky’s face at your bombshell, his comforting touch on you faltering ever so slightly. “…He’s coming for ME Buck….” 

He didn’t know who you were talking about, or why anyone would come after you, but to see the sheer terror in your eyes at the mere thought of this person was enough for him to be sure of one thing….

….Nothing on this earth was going to take you away from him. Not while he still had breath left inside of him.

                         ~~~~~To Be Continued?~~~~~

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You Live Only For Me - Teaser

Summary: No summary for the simple fact that I don’t want to give TOO much away right now lol!

Note: This is just a little idea that popped into my mind one day but I’m not entirely sure whether to do a series on it sooooo.....figured I would post a little teaser and see what you guys think of it. Let me know if you would like me to continue it <3

Reader x Bucky x Avengers x Thanos

Words: 702

Disclaimer: There are NO SPOILERS for Endgame in this story! GIF used was created by me.

The road ahead of you was deserted, there wasn’t a single soul around for miles, not even the birds seemed to be singing their usual songs as you took each step more tentatively than the last. Something wasn’t right and a horrible feeling was beginning to eat away at any and all confidence you’d once had. The team were nowhere to be seen but the one sight you did see was what looked like ash from a dying fire blowing in the light breeze, the feather-light pieces almost seeming to wrap around you; something of which may have been even the slightest bit comforting had you not caught sight of a dark and looming figure in the distance. It was a rather intimidating figure even given the distance from which you were seeing it and instinctively your feet stopped you from moving any closer to it, but they didn’t have you backing away from whoever it was either, instead you stood frozen to the spot as the gap that had been between the two of you shrunk.

Each of his steps vibrated through the ground beneath your feet causing the knot in your stomach to pull tighter. It wasn’t long before you could see perfectly who it was but the terrifying reaction your body had been experiencing this whole time told you that you had always known who it was going to be.

“Th-Thanos…”

Your sleeping form tossed violently underneath the thin covers of your bed immediately alerting the super soldier that was lying next to you. This was the second night in a row you had been so restless in your sleep and it pained him that he could do nothing more than try to comfort you – he had attempted to wake you the previous night and only succeeded in increasing your anxiety tenfold. He knew more than anyone how traumatic dreams could be.

“[y/n] it’s alright…..” He rested a hand gently onto one of your cheeks, keeping it there even when you moved, as his blue eyes filled with concern. “…I’m right here.”

An uneasy chill spread through your entire body as his large hand came to rest on the very cheek that had just had a warm sensation blanketing it – one that had now been eradicated by the Titan stood far too near to you.

“You came to me my precious gift.” He towered over you, his shadow showering you in darkness, the lump forming in your throat making it almost impossible to utter another word. “There is nothing to fear now. You will do this Universe so much good.”

Your cheeks were drenched from the endless cascade of tears falling from your eyes but all you could do was stare at him, completely transfixed, as his hand moved up to your head and that was when you heard a scream….a bloodcurdling one that filled the air around you….it was only when the pain hit you that you realised it was you screaming….

Your scream snapped you out of the nightmare sending you shooting upright in the bed. Even with your eyes now wide open the scream continued until Bucky’s face came into your line of vision; only then did you feel safe enough to stop yourself.

“Hey, hey [y/n] it’s me, it’s Buck, look at me.”

Sweat dripped down from your brow  as your chest rose and fell rapidly with your irregular breathing, your nerves should have calmed down by now just like they always did when you were around the brunette but you could still feel the Titan’s touch, his warm breath cruising over your skin as he stood so close to you…..it had felt so real.

“H-He’s….He’s coming.” The colour drained from Bucky’s face at your bombshell, his comforting touch on you faltering ever so slightly. “...He’s coming for ME Buck....” 

He didn’t know who you were talking about, or why anyone would come after you, but to see the sheer terror in your eyes at the mere thought of this person was enough for him to be sure of one thing....

....Nothing on this earth was going to take you away from him. Not while he still had breath left inside of him.

                         ~~~~~To Be Continued?~~~~~

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Hello! Just wanted to stop by and say I’ve read a bunch of your fics lately and oh man they’re great. Gut punching but great 👍🏻

Aww thank you so much for your kind words! They mean the world to me! ♥️

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Betrayal Leads to Secrets - Part 5

Original request from anon: like can i ask u to pls write some avengers x reader where she is part of the team but one day government come for her with overwhelming evidences that she is a traitor or a killer? the avengers are shocked, even more so when reader just get along, let herself handcuffed ready to be put in jail. she asked for the avengers to leave it alone. of course none of them listen n tried to prove her innocent. whats going on? thats up to you. pls do this if ur in a mood to write.

Note: I’m soooo sorry it’s been ages since I updated my blog with a new chapter. I had a rather hectic time but now things are settling again I promise I will keep this as up to date as I can! Love you all! <3

Avengers x Reader, Bucky x Reader

Words: 1,803

Warnings: Language, interrogation, mentions of torture, violence and angst…these are for the whole story rather then each chapter.

Disclaimer: GIF used does not belong to me so all credit goes to the owner <3

Masterlist

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

PREVIOUSLY

“He’d told me to find you Steve….” Forgetting everyone else that was stood in the room you looked directly at the blonde. “….so I did.” “But if you loved him [y/n] why didn’t you tell him when he ended up in the tower with us all?” Steve was usually so good at hiding his emotions but as you looked at him from your chair you could see that his perfect blue eyes were filling with tears that he longed to cry out. If you could make him feel better you would, you hated the fact that Bucky’s best friend was just as heartbroken over this as you were, but this situation as a whole was beyond crappy…..a lot of people were going to be hurting from this. “The last ‘wipe’ he got was nothing like what they had done to him before. They erased EVERYTHING from him. Look how long it took him to remember you once you found him again and you were a huge part of his life, there was no way he was going to remember a thing about me. So I just left it….it was for the best.” “I beg to differ.” For the first time since Steve brought you here every single pair of eyes moved away from you and towards the door of the derelict building where Bucky was now stood. You could see nothing but his silhouette as the light from outside blazed behind him but with the pang that hit you in the heart you just knew he wasn’t in a good state of mind at all.

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“Buck…..”

Almost like it was out of pure instinct your body had moved itself out of the chair you had been sat in and your legs worked at closing the gap between you an the brunette before you could even stop yourself. Out of the corner of your eye you could see Steve stepping forward slightly as though to stop you but stops himself from doing so at the last moment.

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