Garden of the Mind

Private Noriaki Kakyoin RP Blog

[buddingemerald]

fiftydaysoffriendship:

Just a tool to hurt Kujo-san with…?

-He gives a small sigh.-

Wouldn’t forgetting everything be better?  You’d be alive, DIO couldn’t manipulate you, and Kujo-san would never have to worry about DIO using you.  You could go home to your family, and…

Being stuck like this sounds so horrible, being trapped in your own body like this…

It isn’t fair.

He suffers everyday he sees me like this, but he won’t release me from it. He doesn’t want me to forget him. I’m all he has left now...We’re both trapped by him.

Forgetting wouldn’t be as good as it sounds...I doubt I would even remember my own family. Taking it out might even kill me, the roots are in so deep it could just extract the rest of my mind.

It isn’t fair, but I chose this. I chose this for my friend....I’ve really messed up.

[kirlua]

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[buddingemerald]

fiftydaysoffriendship:

So that…

-He feels his stomach start to turn when he sees it there and finally has an image to associate with the name.  It feels himself start to grow ill, even if it is all a dream.  His hand slides to his mouth as he tries both to not gag and to keep listening to the mirror image of himself.-

That’s what they…  I…

-It explains everything wrong with his alternate now.  The plants sink closer to him finally gain his attention.  He can’t find it in himself to actually be tactful about what comes to mind next.-

You’re going to die because of it.  It’s killing you–it’s going to consume you.

Yes, my flesh is the garden it grows from and it brings me closer to Lord Dio.

[Everything is slowly crumbling around them as the vines move forward. The familiar setting is slowly consumed by the decay.]

...Sadly, what’s slowly ruining me is also keeping me together. We’ve been together so long now. If Jotaro tried to remove it now, I would probably forget everything. Sometimes I think that’s what Dio wants.

I’m just a tool to hurt him now. I made a mistake.

[fiftydaysoffriendship]

Not where I’m usually awake at, but… I am friends with one DIO I met in my dreams…

-His voice goes quiet as the atmosphere changes.  It almost reminds him of home–the one he lives in with his parents and grandmother.  There are subtle differences, but the Egyptian manor’s traits seem to override everything he looks at closely.-

-And this Noriaki was far too distracting to ignore.-

-With a deep breath, he decides to approach him.-

What’s your role?

[buddingemerald]

My role is to serve Dio, and watch over the Jotaro he has now...

[The vines inch a little closer towards him, ignoring the other Noriaki currently present. He moves his fingers to his hair line where he parts it. There’s a grotesque plant like thing growing there.]

This is a fleshbud made from his cells. You’ve heard of it, haven’t you? Its a form of mind control, and this is my second time having it in my head like this. The longer it stays in my head...

My role grows shorter everyday because of it. Do you understand?

[fiftydaysoffriendship]

It’s…

-He finds himself having trouble speaking as he enters an unusual area of his dreams.  Before, he had encountered this iteration of himself elsewhere, somewhere more benign than what seemed like an eerie structure in Egypt.  That is what some features remind him of–but his attention is on that one version he met.  With those eyes looking dark looking straight at him.-

-He takes a step back before he realizes it.-

It’s been awhile.  You startled me.

[buddingemerald]

It has been...You’ve become friends with Dio, correct?

[His eyes are just as dark, but his tone is much different, tired and monotone. A few walls and surrounding furniture shift into something a little more familiar. Half is now an Egypt aesthetic and the other a traditional Japanese home.]

...Have you been enjoying yourself? I’ve slowly gotten used to my role..and what your’s might be one day...

[buddingemerald]

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[Everything is a little more rundown that usual. This whole world seems to mimic the inside of Dio’s mansion if nature had decided to overtake it. There’s no light, and the vines along the walls seem to almost crawl if you take your eyes off of them. Even he’s looking a little worn down.]

...You again...

[buddingemerald]

[Time for a nap.]

[prisonedplatinum]

Alright, just… press A for gas and steer with this. Got it.

[He presses the buttons a bit to test them, quietly looking to the screen. Kakyoin said this was his favorite, right? He’s probably really good at it.]

[buddingemerald]

[The lights count down quickly as the ding to start sounds. His reaction is a little slower than usual, but he manages a head start.]

....This is harder than I remember it being. You might actually beat me.

[prisonedplatinum]

[He takes the controller and looks at it. He’s never really played video games. He’s pretty sure he’s played Mario, but that’s about it. A racing game? That sounds cool.]

I hope I keep growing on you then.

Alright so… how do I do this? What buttons do I hit?

[buddingemerald]

Hmmn...Its difficult for you not to when you cling to me so much.

“A” is the gas and you steer with the game pad. Its not that difficult.

[The race is about to start Jotaro. He’ll go easy on you...mostly because he has to.]

[prisonedplatinum]

[Look at all these video games. He had no idea so many even existed. Holy shit. There’s other systems besides Famicom? Jesus christ.]

… Yeah? You do?

[He brights up a little when he hears that, squeezing his hand.]

I like spending time with you too.

[buddingemerald]

[He just grabs F-Mega and sticks it in the console before handing Jotaro a controller.]

Yes...I do. You grew on me.

[Why does he feel so strange suddenly?]

This is one of my favorite games. Its just racing...

[prisonedplatinum]

No, this is okay. You like video games, right? I’m not good at them, but it’s no big deal.

I’m happy as long as I can spend time with you.

[buddingemerald]

[He creaks the door open to the game room and leads Jotaro in wordlessly. There’s games literally lining the walls and a few different consoles to play on.]

Yes...I like video games...

[There’s a little warm feeling in his chest.]

...I...I like to spend time with you also.

[prisonedplatinum]

[He should have known. Sounds like Kakyoin was only ordered to keep him ‘entertained’.]

Yeah… let’s go look.

[Maybe it’s a little much, but he quietly takes hold of Kakyoin’s hand.]

[buddingemerald]

[There’s a quick glance down at his hand once its held. He doesn’t even try to take it away like he normally would.]

Unless you would like to do something else..? I’ll do whatever you want me to do if it will make you happy.

[He’s leading him away regardless.]

[prisonedplatinum]

[He’s quick to snap the book he was reading shut, looking over to Kakyoin.]

… Play a game?

Yeah, sure. We can do that.

[buddingemerald]

Yes...A videogame...I have the day off aside from entertaining you.

[He walks over to Jotaro slowly before tugging at his clothes.]

The butler is a avid collector...there’s a lot down there in his room.

[buddingemerald]

✿♛✔ஜ☾

✿   Revenge

[As he is now, he doesn’t really have any views on revenge. He’ll carry it out if he’s commanded to, but that’s it honestly. He didn’t really have any thoughts on if beforehand either, since he saw most actions as goals that needed to be accomplished.]

♛  Romance

[STUDIO AUDIENCE LAUGH TRACK. Right now the only real ‘romantic’ love he has hidden deep in him is towards Jotaro. Even if he doesn’t realize it himself. He simply sees it as a growing fondness, and such thoughts give him a killer headache.]

✔   Pain

[He is in constant pain after so much time with the fleshbud in his head. Its starting to take its toll, but he’s always had a high tolerance for it, and you’d honestly only ever notice something is off by his movements or looking at his eyes.]

ஜ  Sex

[USELESS…He doesn’t really have any desires anymore, but that’s not really of his own doing. If he was normal, he’d only show such interest in someone he’s gotten to know and trust.]

☾    Sleeping

[He sleeps trapped in a cocoon called Jotaro Kujo and has accepted his fate as the guy’s teddy bear when they sleep.]

[buddingemerald]

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.....Jotaro...Would you like to play a game with me today..?

[buddingemerald]

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✿   Revenge ✖   Family ♛  Romance ✦   Traveling   ✔   Pain   ∞    Survival   ☁   Cooking   ▲   Trust   ஜ   Sex   ☾    Sleeping