Citizen of Catacombs

Hey, I'm Buddy and I am 25. Come from a place called Normal. I'm not perfect but this blog allows me to post about what I love and what hurts. I identify myself as Demisexual Demiboy. Last Self-Harm: April 12, 2021 TRIGGER WARNING: This blog does not promote or endorse any kind of self harm, eating or mood disorders, or just a poor self esteem.

[1617]

having thoughts is ruining my life

[buddy-blinded-by-dark]

Why is it that life is an upward march? I should be halfway up but it’s getting steeper and my body is exhausted.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[k2illua]

! ¡ SHINOBU

anime: kimetsu no yaiba

like or reblog if u save.

[silverscreenfurs]

[fitesorko]

Donna Reed

[dragonlady981]

James Stewart and Donna Reed rehearsing for the dance scene in “It’s A Wonderful Life”, 1946

[trainstationgoodbye]

Remember no man is a failure who has friends. It’s a Wonderful Life (1946) dir. Frank Capra

[hedwigkieslers]

Hedy Lamarr photographed by Laszlo Willinger, 1944.

[centurion-art]

A happy Pride month to my two favourite queer Joker-hating ladies 

[beautifuldarkmind]

I think I’m getting better and then everything gets bad again. 

[physichotic]

your intrusive thoughts disgust you for a reason. your intrusive thoughts scare you for a reason. your intrusive thoughts send you into a panic for a reason. your intrusive thoughts distress you for a reason. your intrusive thoughts upset you for a reason.

they're not things that you secretly think. they're not things that you secretly believe. they are the worst things your mind could conjure in order to make it difficult for you to get through the day.

[freedomanddisorder]

Suicidal

It’s flunking a test when you know every answer It’s smoking a cigarette and hoping for cancer It’s not looking when you cross the street It’s disappointing everyone you meet It’s being late to work so you’ll get fired It’s not sleeping so you’ll always be tired It’s drinking so your liver will fail It’s avoiding the sun so you’re always pale It’s going somewhere dangerous, so it’ll be the last straw Its keeping close count on each of your flaws Being suicidal isn’t just trying to die It’s when it comes to living, you don’t even try

[adhd-empress]

it was such a huge help to be able to put my emotions and sense of dread into a scale of varying degrees of intensity. hopefully this helps other people also struggling with suicidal ideation and knowing where you’re at and when to ask for help

[imtootiredrn]

Bitches be like "I'm fine" and then daydream about what their brain would look like splattered across their bedroom.

[perfectfeelings]

[buddy-blinded-by-dark]

Sometimes I look into my crystal ball to see my future but only glance at nothingness. I find solace in those moments.