HMMM since I'm slightly reviving this blog, and now that tumblr lets you pin posts (is this a new thing? i feel so out of the loop!) i guess i'll make an intro post for whoever stumbles upon here!
uhh HI im ceej, 25, and this is a sideblog of mine! any pronouns.
- this blog mainly had stuff about sideshow (no longer a thing haha. but i guess for cc's like charb, crik, bed, buck, tomato, sput, zuth/connor, etc) and trp (twitchrp, an old gtarp server that previous mentioned cc's played on, like Ken Tucky, Jerry, the Bitches, etc)
edit: wow I forgot I had an art blog! @charbong and also a trp focused blog where my trp art is @slashmenopulse
- stuff dates back to like 2017 maybe... and i think i stopped posting around 2022?
- theres A LOT of old art, fics, hc stuff. i dont tag with full cc names haha, so you may have to dig!
- uuh feel free to send asks or dms or whatever! ive thrown myself back into here and i feel like im just yelling into a void to get it all off my chest tbh!
- i KNOW some cc's have found this blog (looking at a certain someone who sent an ask one day that i still cringe about*) but i would still prefer this stays out of any of their radars, so please... help me keep it that way lol. hence why none of my posts have their full tags. you can rb and interact, just please do not send them anything 🙏🏼
- im a highschool teacher btw! funny lore: i started watching crik/charb/buck and crew when i was in hs. i now teach at the same highschool haha. i used to watch their videos in a corner of the school library. and now i watch their streams while sitting at the librarians desk sometimes! so. yeah! time is definitely not real
Current Interests:
currently super into charborgs stuff again. i remember when he first debuted with streaming (my biggest flex is that i have a founders badge for his channel LOL)... so i knew a time before he even streamed at all! and now hes on hiatus... just my luck to come back to that lmao. but ive suffered this before... i can do it again!
oh im also VERY into his eddie dermis rp series. like. very into it. if anyone cares, i am transcribing the entire rp into a book (using my skills as an english teacher here, its taking all of my brain power). its mainly for me to read on my kindle when im done, because im that obsessed that i need this rp in all forms of media.
ive specifically fallen for the tumblr sexy man that is Eyes. hate him. hate his guts. hate him so much i wish to wring his lil neck. i ha
yah so, also catching up on a lot of votv stuff, esp for charb, crik, and tomato. all really good! im lovin it!
and abiotic factor. in general. one of my favorite games ever, i hope the boys play it again now that its like fully released
aaand... thats all! uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh like and subscr
*note for if that someone ever sees this: listen my excuse for that mistake was that you rarely ever talked ooc or in your normal voice during that period of time and.. my accent game is so bad and.. i..... yup. your ask still haunts me to this day. i hope u know that
see i just knew the crew would hop on to the skyrim rp servers. i am so glad they did
and it is SO funny. i need to watch the vods and i wish charb streamed, but criks vid is already killing me.
"its more of an enemies to lovers arc and we are still very much in the enemies portion"
"yes i dont like this guy"
"and i dont like you either"
AKDKWNDKSNDNANDNWJDN LMAOOOO LMAOOOOOOO just make out already!!!!!
the fact that they hired the same assassin to kill one another is so good. the fact that crik ordered the assassin to come in and do the kill when they all forgot about it is even better. im crying
i love charb and plum sm, i think theyre so cute and sweet. like even when they (plum) werent on stream as much when charb first started streaming, it was like... a fun surprise visit whenever they did pop in and say hi on mic. and then now that im catching up on charbs vods/vids, its soooo epic that plum got more involved
but like IDK i just. i think theyre such a cute couple
but also i just adore hearing charb talk about plum. like its ....? refreshing ? i guess ? hearing someone talk about their nb partner? esp a big cc ? like... YES ! love it !!!! 🤯🤯🤯🤯
im not meaning any of this in like a weird parasocial way. just as someone who is overjoyed hearing anyone talk about their nb partners i just.. yup!
Of course I'm a fool, and of course I commissioned more artists to draw Eyes. I LOVE this one so much. The blood is so striking because it's a monochrome piece, and it's just so amazing 😈 Please commission them if you ever get the chance!
i LOVE the charb, crik, sput, wobo quartet. they are just so.......... astounding. lol. like i never doubted for a second that these four would be strong together and every time they play a game i know itll be so good
the way they bounce off each other and manage to keep things rolling all the time, every time, no matter what, is AMAZING i love that you can literally see their brains colliding to do some of the stupidest, most bizarre, sometimes absurdly long bits
I commissioned an artist who specializes in Renaissance type paintings to do one of Eyes... because I am so foolishly obsessed with him lol. And GOD they knocked it out of the ballpark, I cannot BELIEVE how amazing it came out!!! Please check them out if you want a painting done!!!
watching the scp beat box video from charb again. and i forgot how fucking funny it is
like im watching it while eating lunch but the issue is that some of my students like to stay and sit with me. so i look like a literal fool trying to hold in my laughter
ive almost given myself a headache trying not to laugh. i keep having to hold my head and hide my face.
this video is so truly so fuckin funny it kills me every time
the joker beatbox. the simpsons beatbox. the courage the cowardly dog beatbox. god. so good
"the things i do for love!" BOON killed me here my soda literally rushed through my nose AGHHHHH
rewatching a bunch of old charb vids and the whiplash of hearing tomato playing with the others is just... crazy. like his voice is so distinct that the second he talked in this one video its like i got flashbanged
i cannot believe how deep i fell into this rp. i CANNOT believe how much this is getting me. like i have watched all the streams and videos nonstop the past like 5 days. ive started WRITING AGAIN. i want to DRAW. who am i ?! i havent felt this way in 3 years!!!!!! AGHHHHHH
anyway i made a playlist of all the videos + vods i could find. if u wanna watch em.. please.. god... do
