Welcome to magical Bun’s blog! Please read the info below carefully!
Bun writes
Fluff, comfort, romance, platonic, and Bun is getting into stuff considered ‘disturbing’ (for those mentally ok anyways)
Topics may involve: Suicide, self harm, trauma (I have experienced these things, it will be written from my experience so it may not suit everyone)
Please note that I will not write anything with incest and non/dubcon. I understand people have their way of coping but I do not feel ok writing it!
I can do smaus! Along with hcs, which I prefer more!
Note: while I did write smut in the past it was in a very bad period of my life, it’s getting worse lowkey but I’ve decided to stop
Bun’s fandoms
Twisted wonderland
Honkai star rail
Pokémon (mainstream/legends games only tho! And ONLY romance for adults)
Not many fandoms, sorry :( I’m into a lot but I only feel confident for these fandoms!
Please note: I’m very mentally ill, I am not normal. And I will talk abt disturbing topics. This blog is my safe space. Bun is also a minor but will be an adult soon this year (maybe)
DNI
If you write minors in sexual situations as an adult, yes teenagers do have sex but you as a grown adult have no business to be so invested in them having it. You can see it as just fiction, but just leave me alone and I’ll leave you alone, ok?
Racists, maga, transphobes, homohobes, etc. basic dni
To the authors who doubt their writing skills, whether English is your first language or not, don’t give up! Keep writing with the passion you have, keep going! <3
(Sorry for clogging the tags, I just wanted to send a message to all authors in doubt!)
Seeing people not sugar coating in that one person’s comment section fills Bun with so much joy, I even see some people I’ve interacted with in that comment section and blogs who’s writing I like
i unfortunately feel like this was a callout for a writer like me, so i would like to state a response.
english, is not everyone's first language. it takes time for a person to learn words as such and the different meanings — yes, you can say "just google it" but why make such a big out of such a little thing? if you seem to have such a huge problem with it, let's not hide behind different other tags and users who you believe will be on your side and just tell the authors directly!!! there was NO reason to call out writers, as myself, for spelling mistakes that can easily be fixed if simply told.
so thank you, so much for not only embarrassing writers who probably are nervous to post their writing because of people like you, but for also making them feel bad for their english.
adding on: "is this a trend?" mind you, as stated before english is not everyone's first language! so no, it's not a trend. some just do simple spelling mistakes and some just simply don't know. so im sorry that it pisses you off, but what pisses me off is not simply TELLING THE AUTHORS THEIR MISTAKES AND JUST POSTING ABOUT IT TO YOUR OWN BLOG.
Hi so I wanna try smth new! This will be for Azul!
Please note while I haven’t had a ‘full’ experience (if that makes sense) I still have some struggles, I wrote this so I don’t go back to it and can have my comfort in fiction :)
Tw: disordered eating, purging/throwing up food
All comfort! Not encouraging this behaviour at all!
Thinking of Azul comforting you after you feel like you ate too much when you’re trying to eat more than one meal a day, he knows what it’s like to obsess over calories and he knows it can be so stressful, he’s right by your side telling you it’s ok, don’t rush the process and eat what you feel safe eating, you can do this
Thinking of Azul comforting you and taking care of you after you rushed to purge your food out, he’s right by your side with a water bottle in hand and he’s slowly helping you get back up from the bathroom floor so you don’t fall and hurt yourself. He’s right next to you, there will be better days soon, you have all the time in the world and Azul will be holding your hand through it all.
“Just how many stars do I need to hang around me to finally get somewhere I can be all done?”
TW: suicide, self harm
Visiting you in the hospital after a failed suicide attempt, this is another self indulgent post! Can be read platonically or romantically
NOT PROOF READ CUZ SCREW THAT!!
Just doing 2 characters to test the waters if anybody likes my dookie writing… (and cuz I’m a lazy bum). If y’all want any other characters with this please let me know!
Content contains: past self harm mentioned, attempt by bleeding out (implied)
Please note: This is NOT romanticisation, it’s comfort only! I have written it with my feelings after my failed attempts (which I thankfully did not go to the hospital for!) so this may not suit everyone! I have written this with my experience in mind and how it all happened. If you are having suicidal thoughts I suggest to contact a hotline or go to therapy, or start by talking to that kokobot. Take care of yourself
Deuce Spade
In all honesty, he’s hurt you never told him how you felt. Not because he felt entitled but because he would have been more than willing to try and help you
Deuce shows up to the hospital with a bouquet of flowers, carefully picked to avoid any ill meanings
He knows being alone in a hospital can effect you mentally so he tries to visit you often when he can
Also brings you some small things to brighten your day like a little trinket he knows you’ll like, of just your favourite snack
He’s worried sick about you (he’s been worried tbh), so he wants to show that he’ll always be here. Even though he can’t go back and save you that time, he can show that things can change for the better, he saw that it can after all
The hospital room was cold and would be almost dead silent if it weren’t for the buzzing of electricity and chirping of the morning birds outside your window, the sun was shining so brightly into your room but even then everything looked so grey, you wondered- what beauty is there to stay for here? The world still looks dull, the shining sun isn’t even as bright as people say, did it ever really shine at all? Your thoughts in the hospital silence was interrupted by a certain boy knocking at your door, you turned to see gentle eyes looking at you, filled with nothing but worry and also some happiness to see you’re ok.
“Good morning, (Name). I brought you breakfast today, and some flowers- I also have this tea if you’re in any pain, my mom really recommends this-” despite Deuce’s attempts to be casual with you, he started showing how nervous he was pretty quickly. “Deuce, it’s fine. I know how you’re feeling, I know this situation is pretty odd-” “But it’s not fine!” Deuce quickly cut you off, you stared in shock at how quickly his tone shifted “You’ve been saying it’s fine, you’ve always reassured others despite you having to face the worst in situations! Yet I never got the chance to do the same for you!” He sounded like he could burst into tears at any moment, he looked up at you then his face switched into a guilty one at seeing your shock.
“I’m… I’m sorry, (Name), I shouldn’t have interrupted you, this isn’t about me. But.. I just want you to know I’m here, all of us are, and that things really can change for the best no matter how long it takes, you don’t have to stay in a dark place…” he held your hand gently, his eyes were pleading with you to trust his words, to try to keep and going to see that it gets better.
And suddenly, the sun seemed a little brighter and the world was a little less dull
Ace Trappola
He’d honestly be pissed off. Not at you, not for this. But he’d just be pissed that he couldn’t stop you in time, he couldn’t give you a safe space to run to, and now he has to see your arms covered in bandages while you can barely move in that hospital bed
The worst part was he knew you were struggling, he knew something was off when you’d rather melt in the heat than were short sleeves, and he knew his eyes weren’t playing tricks when you rolled them up a bit too high you rushing to pull them down was confirmation. So why couldn’t he just show how much you mean to him??
He tries not to show how upset he is, but it’s difficult for him not to get angry seeing you in the hospital, due to that he starts avoiding it resulting in him barely visiting you and mostly texting you
And it goes on for a while until Ace just snaps and decides ‘fuck it’ and goes to see you, because he’ll be damned if he loses you after this
It was quiet in your room, there wasn’t much to do today other then get some check ups and say hi to friends checking in on you whether it was by text or in person. But where was Ace?? He barely came by anymore, and when he did check in he seemed so dry talking to you. Did he finally decide to leave you? Was this something that solidified his decision? You guess it was to be expected, anybody would decide to call it quits and give up after seeing such a bloody site. Just when your thoughts were about to fully consume you the door slammed open almost making your heart jump out of your body! “What the- Ace? Don’t just open the door like that you’ll give me a heart attack”
“S-Sorry but- but just listen, ok!?” This was the most frantic you’ve seen him, and it doesn’t seem like there was a reason he’d be like this other than you “Go ahead, I know you’d want to end it all after this” you were ready for whatever you had to say, you knew Ace wasn’t a fan of people who couldn’t face the reality of things “What?! Are you kidding me!? I’m not ending shit, especially not now!” His tone showed how offended he was at the very thought of that, and all you could do was stare in disbelief “No matter how pissed I am I know I’m never leaving you! I just don’t get it, I always wanted to stay by your side so why couldn’t you have just came to me instead of trying to leave me!? And I know you aren’t in the wrong, I’m not mad at you but you can’t blame me for being confused! I don’t get it!” He voiced all of his frustrations to you, it was like something went off and he couldn’t stop himself “I was there from the start, I want to be with you til the end so just… stay, ok? I’m not good with comforting, I know that I’m no therapist. But please just let me be there if possible…” he was completely breaking for you, and he held your wrist so gently too. This was a complete 360 from your usual, cocky, Ace. But that didn’t seem to matter now because all he’s thinking of now is you staying
okokok just a thought of mine.... how would vil be with someone who does sh?? like. ok he's ALLLL over taking care of skin n appearance ad all that stuff but like. how would he feel if his partner or friend cut themselves ??? he'd prolly understand it but at the same time what if he's like "youre ruining your skin"????? SORRY IF THIS MAKES NO SENSE BUT LIKE ITS JS A THOUGHT... HOW WOULD VIL REACT TO TS 😭😭
alsoalsoalso I love ur lil drabbles n stuff teehee ur so peakalicious🥰🫶🫶idk if u do anons or not but I might be back here so.... 💫anon teehee.... trust....
When I saw this ask I actually went ‘PLEASE BE A SH ASK PLEASE’ (cuz I’m unemployed and have issues)
Vil would see it as ruining your skin ngl but not entirely! He isn’t dumb, he’d know it’s an addiction and he’d encourage recovery 100%, taking it slow tho by maybe encouraging harm reduction.
He’d be very supportive, he’ll come give you medical supplies if you don’t have any or just don’t have enough. Would even offer creams or oils for older scars if you’d like any, but if you’re fine with them and want them to stay he won’t push anymore. After all, there’s beauty in scars too even if they came from not so beautiful feelings :)
(Also I started giggling like a maniac when I saw that compliment to my drabbles thank you 🥹🥹🥹, and you’re welcome back any time 💫 anon <3)
Hi… more thoughts while I try to get over my writer’s block. Trigger warnings in the tags below!
NOTTTT ENCOURAGEMENT I AM NOTTTTT ENCOURAGING THIS I AM NOT TELLING PEOPLE TO DO IT NOTTTTTT ENCOURAGEMENTTTTT MAKING THIS CLEAR
Jamil…
Cutting with Jamil 🥹🥹🥹 Jamil would mostly burn himself, it’ll be easier to pass them off as kitchen mistakes but he also occasionally cuts himself. This is the one thing he has freedom and control over, he doesn’t have to hold himself back or anything, he can do what he wants how ever he likes.
When you self harm with him though, he makes sure to monitor you while he’s doing his own thing, he knows the depths pretty well so he’ll know when he should step in before things get too dangerous (it’s already dangerous, but he doesn’t want it to go even further).
He bandages your cuts and you bandage his and then you two just hold each other after, no begging to stop, no scolding on how dangerous it is, none of the things you already know. Just comfort and promising to always be there for each other
