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#☆ starmail #𓅃 i'll set it right ☆#<- kh #𓅃 dreams and honor ☆#<- ffvii #𓅃 choked by the red hand ☆#<- scpf mtf #𓅃 i am the perfect weapon ☆#<- tron #𓅃 i'll kill you‚ you hear me? ☆#<- ghosts #𓅃 with you 'till the end of the line ☆#<- marvel #𓅃 this is it. ready to make history? ☆#<- black ops #𓅃 that's okay‚ i need to right some wrongs anyway. ☆#<- kill switch #𓅃 let me be reborn like the world ☆#<- fc5/nd #𓅃 trust me. ☆#<- advanced warfare #𓅃 the enemy of my enemy ☆#<- modern warfare #DONT LOOK AT THE DATE I POSTED THIS. KMS #SURELY THERES NO REASON I WOULD HAVE BEEN HAVING A PARTICULARLY BAD TIME ABOUT THE TIMELINES ON THE 20TH.....

talking to myself about ghosts and realising some things

#?? the automatic name i used on merrick while speaking was thomas. firstname basis with my insane boss question mark #and then later i called him tom #which is worse actually. i respect that man but i dont know how sure i am that being friendly with him would be a good thing #in the same breath i called keegan 'russ' so its definitely not a default firstnaming thing #like. okay i Knew that merrick was the one who was around the most during my recovery and while i was being a drunk asshole #which is probably mostly because i was his friend's son and he felt obligated to look out for me to some degree #despite how much i wanted to punch him at first. lmao #. come to think of it my reaction to the team when i first looked at this was ummm.#keegan = nothing. i have no opinion on that man. cool voice i guess #myself and logan = :funny: im gonna throw up #merrick = grounding presence i respect. mentor or uncle type #elias just made me upset icl. i was kindof mad at him for no real reason and had such opinions as “idk he just sucks. merrick was better”#????? im not sure i like the implications of those two men being in the same category in my head #there were reasons for me feeling that way about dad i guess #complicated childhood relationship to him where i never really felt seen + blaming anybody and everybody for how things ended #+ the general upset about everything + the specific upset about what happened to him and the sort of grieving “how could you leave me” anger #but i dont actually know what's up with thomas being categorized as some sort of Alternative to dad to me #mostly because most of our personal relationship would have developed postgame and i remember jack shit from then #i only really remember him saying shit like “you need to stop drinking. youre not getting anything done like this”#and “jesus christ youre going to split your stitches Lie The Fuck Down”#which would have been like. during and directly post recovery #theres maybe more after we gave up the search or something #but i dont remember anything from that time for reasons that are obvious ! i could have died and i would genuinely not fucking know #i dont think i did because im pretty sure my ingame narration during evil exposition was me talking through the events to someone #bo2 style #but who fucking knows #𓅃 i'll kill you‚ you hear me? ☆

burialaboveground

been i/me ing somebody from halo but you can't fucking make me

burialaboveground

this has been hitting me in the head with hammers actually. slow turn towards microsoft

#hey so. whats their fucking problem #question mark #been having a lot of firstperson thoughts that are incredibly telling #i dont want to #i literally Do Not want to #but also ouhhhhh dont compare me to that fucking guy ill kill him #untagged thing

pukicho

Just saw a fish get his head torn asunder by a massive cleaver. Hope he’s okay.

superhero-justice

He is not.

pukicho

I'm trying to remain optimistic

#trying to pretend it's not my problem

made the giant fucking mistake of trying to listen to some guy's opinion on gunchase. went mostly fine barring the constant "fuuuuck :funny:" up until he started complaining about how our conversations with dad felt 'artificial' because of logan's muteness. ohhhhhh im gonna boil you