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Domi | Rus/Eng | she/he /they/I really don't care| art blog?(maybe shitpost) my telegram(more regular, but in russian) https://t.me/CupPfTearzz Blsky(eng) @d0m1nik4.bsky.social VK(rus) https://vk.ru/burndcereal

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fellas

im gonna be real... I no longer posses any money

Me and my coolass ballonicorn ita bag and my not as coolass unfinished pyro cosplay

I HAVE THE BALLOONICORN BAG!!!

I found a local seamstress(?) who was willing to take on such a hard project a couple months back- AND I FINALLY GOT IT-

More photos below im literally crying

IT FITS SO MUCH STUFF! theres a document pocket insode and aaaaahdshh its so beutiful cant wrap my head around it's being my design made to life

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became 20 years old a week ago/ made a redraw of a 3 year old thingy/ actually kinda symbolic cuz its like my two parts of my stupid brain and they were apart before and now they are besties/ drinking is bad, kids

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genuinely want to play tf2 but dont have time or power to

i miss playing with him...

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a bunch of stuff with my ocs

1- Chaos showboating or something, Domi trying to sleep

2- Toymaker trying new masks and bodies, Dasha carrying him around like a sad cat, Lord trying not to crash out because his wife carries another man around.

time and shelly are here too or smth

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Please Reblog This If It’s Okay To:

Send questions about yourself

Ask questions to/about your characters

Ask about your headcanons 

Send questions about your works (fanfics, art, music, RPs, etc) 

Ask about popular ships/headcanons

Ask about plot ideas you’ve had but haven’t acted upon yet (snippets of AUs, a scenario you wish to write/draw but haven’t gotten to yet)

Questions about other ships/headcanons that aren’t as popular or are rarepairs

Questions or comments about favorite tropes, headcanons, characters, foods, weather, or anything else you are okay in answering!

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oh god he hates me

preview for my uhh second ever montage

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maybe I do want to be someone's babygirl and be held and told that I and what I do matters...

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"I have depression." - character who has been through extensive therapy.

"I feel dead inside all the time and nothing helps!" - character who does like, regular introspective thinking and is aware of the concept of mental health.

"Leave me the fuck alone I'll be fine once I get over my stupid shit." - repressed character.

"It's fine I'm just having an Empty Time. What? Yeah, empty times, you know, when everything is like bzzzzzz in your brain and you don't shower for two weeks. Why, what do you call it?" - ooooughhh now we're talkin

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#this post is a jillion times better than all the posts that complaina bout therapyspeak #this one SHOWS the relationship between characterization and conceptualization #of depression #as an example of that relationship in general (via @rubynye)

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literally all the examples are me wtf

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i feel like a fucking failure, I think my parents are going to hate me soon because all I do is fail in studies and all mom does and can do is try to calm me down through text

Everything around me gets destroyed, my government tries to close everything and isolate us

Social media that's available hates art and artists, it feels like everything hates and I start to hate too

I don't want to be like this, people say that I look exhausted, like I'm in a middle of a crisis. I am, I'm now sure that I am ...I need help, but I do want to go to a doctor...

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one specific professor in my uni takes away my will to live with every lecture and seminar

I won't lie that he's good at teaching and shit

But he fucking laughs at students having problems, laughs at them being late. Every time we have classes with him, I have some fucking panic attack, I'm fucking scared of him

He had been giving me extra essays because I messed up formatting ONCE and he keeps finding shit I did wrong and gives me even more extra essays I can't I'm fucking tired it's been the whole month like that

T this point even if I do anything right it'll just be my time to answer at the seminar and I'LL HAVE TO WRITE THE ESSAY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

Crying- that's what all I do this month, I cry and write essays for him, I have other classes and homework, I have fucking course work that I have to answer in may AND I DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO IT BECAUSE I WRITE ESSAYS

I'm honestly so fuckng tired, I can't, i feel like I'm going to do something bad, but I know I won't

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definetly not me learning how t draww sniper just to doodle out what happened in real life with me and my friend but with mercs we like or smth

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The thing

And his friend(?)

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medic stuff I have

I like him but he's still hard to draw..

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i have accuired a pair of unicorn headphones for free which i happily slightly repainted to be ballonicorn themed

this is literrally the only way i can cope with stress - making tf2 relat ed stuff oh god

also i now have a second pair of painted headphones with themes: 1(main pair).Tally Hall; 2. tf2; vvvvvvv

the things

also ballonicorn headphones have like AWFUL sound(like everything sound muffled af) but they have like a microsd card slot so if ill finally make a pyro cosplay and go to a con or an artist valley i can listen to idk tally hall and tf2 soundtrack

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Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

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what am i even doing

i will definetly make it one day

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UPDATE!!!!

I FOUND SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE IT FOR ME AND WE MET AND DISCUSSED THE PRICE AND MATERIALS

AND I'M GOING TO DELIVER THEM THE MATERIALS TODAY!!!

ITS REALLY PINK AND THICK OXFORD FABRIC IT HURTED MY EYES WHEN I SAW IT BUT GOD IT'S CUTE

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a render (based on a preview for my tf2 montage or smth) of my really basic pyro loadout which i like because it's silly

my friend made it btw

vvvvvvvvvv original vvvvvvvvv

aww look he's traumatazed by my skill, sorry, buddy

translation:"how you shouldn't play Team Fortress 2"

which is based on an even older preview for a stream vvvvv

"an illustrative guide on how you shouldn't play tf2"

I JUST REALZED IT SHOWS THAT I DON'T PLAY ON A COMPUTER ANYMORE BECAUSE I HAVE A LAPTOP LMAO