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give me canadian exy players | give me socially awkward kevin day
MY WIP: kevin day x canadian oc (anything ab the wip will be using that tag). literally ask me about it too. anything. i love to yap ab this even if i'm still in early stages of it
#1 kevin day x jason todd shipper
computer how to make the great divide by noah kahan about kevin day?
"and i thought getting older meant knowing it's too late to try. and i tried getting sober, i swear i did better this time." except it's kevin at the end of his first week playing for the new team that drafted him, for the first time in his life all alone.
"we got cigarette burns in the same side of our hands, we ain't friends." except it's kevin and jean who'd both been tortured by riko/tetsuji in a way to give them matching scars.
is there anyone else on this hill besides me and sisyphus and kate bush and connor mcdavid
love of my life, if you're still going to update the socmed au could i get some polish neil josten pls? ❤️❤️ he's one of three things that make me feel patriotic and i bubble with joy when i see him say kurwa in a fic
ooh i loveee! i will make him polish via his paternal great-grandparents. he's going to be waving that flag and threatening to join exypoland whenever the us court tries to overlook him 🫡
Ok so im invested (tasted like damnation is my aftg side blog) so here's something im chewing on with kevin day x jason todd: kevin is still in a way owned by the moriyamas in the way that hes giving them a portion of his salary right? Well i think having ties to a new england based crime syndicate while in new jersey (gotham) would be something that piques the interest of one local crime lord who is very protective of his city. Perhaps thats what makes Jason approach him?
oooh i like this.
kevin's in a new city, and for the first time, he's fully on his own. no riko, no tetsuji, no andrew or neil or the rest of the foxes. like this is the first time since his mother's death that he actually has to be somewhere without anyone who knows the real him. it's scary, but it's also a way to maybe start new. to act, at least for a bit, that there's nothing wrong with him, so to speak. to actually live the way the media/fans think he's been living.
and he tries it, and for a little while, he kind of feels that it's not so bad (if he ignores all the fear). but less than a week into the new city, on his way home from a late game, he gets cornered by someone. and he obviously knows gotham's reputation, and has heard of the vigilantes that fight crime better than the police force itself. but he didn't really think it was real (not surprising, considering his past and the evil people he's been surrounded with. no one came to save him.)
and at first, when jason's questioning him, kevin tries so hard to put that media personality forward. he deflects any veiled mention of the moriyamas (because that's been like the one condition of his sort-of-pardon-while-being-owned.) jason is initially annoyed/mad, and he does corner kevin against the wall in an alley. but even with a knife pressed to his ribs, he doesn't budge on that. and well, jason is intrigued. the annoyance shifts because he can sense that kevin is scared, under all of that media training, but he will never give anything up about the moriyamas. it's not about being a soldier for a crime syndicate, it's much more... complicated than jason could've imagined.
so he lets him go, but with a veiled threat that he'll be watching him. and he does. sees kevin with that media trained personality everywhere. everywhere. jason starts to drop in sometimes, walking home with him while subtly trying to pry more information. it becomes a habit of sorts, even if kevin is very tactfully mum about the entire moriyama situation.
maybe at some point, another person from gotham's underworld learns of this connection and tries to hurt kevin (?). jason expects the moriyamas to save him/to retaliate, but when they don't, jason at least realizes that whatever is going on is very one way. kevin is indebted to the moriyamas, but they don't care for him. for reasons unknown to himself, that's when jason offers his protection to kevin. says he can make sure no one from gotham comes after him.
maybe for the first time in his life, kevin says no. not because he doesn't need the protection, but because he enjoys having at least one person to talk to that he doesn't have any debt towards. (even if he won't admit it himself).
jason still joins him on walks to or from practice sometimes. jason still tries to pry about the moriyamas, even if it's halfhearted. but the conversations start to shift slowly. towards talking about exy practices, and recent attacks.... towards the closest thing to normal either of them have had in a long time.
kevin day x jason todd
Okay...let's talk.
I think their neurosis cancel out actually. Like you have two single minded individuals relearning the world in opposite directions.
like exactly!! i have a hard time getting my thoughts about them down coherently, but i will try.
for this, imagine a world where kevin gets drafted to gotham's exy team after graduating psu (he didn't go back to belmonte because his contract was over and instead declared for the draft). and jason is around the same age as him (23?) and has been red hood for a few years, to the point where maybe he's less explosively angry (i suppose it likely still simmers somewhere inside of him but he doesn't blow up over it anymore). but anyways. onto the two of them.
internally, they're very similar. they're both boys whose development was interrupted by violence that destroyed them (jason, with his death. and kevin with his hand, which might as well have killed him if he couldn't have gotten back to exy). they both enter their adulthood carrying these identities that were built for survival, rather than for theirself.
when kevin arrives in gotham, he's technically at the beginning of his life. he escaped the ravens, he survived the nest, he made it out of riko's grasp. he graduated, he was drafted to the NEL. objectively, he's hit every milestone he should've. but kevin's story had never been about escape... it was about adapting. about surviving by making himself indispensable. outside of his career, he still doesn't know who he is. he can't help but ask himself: if i'm not useful, what am i?
jason understands this immediately because he has the inverse version of the same wound.
jason's life after resurrection revolves around the collapse of meaning. kevin survived and therefore became obsessed with proving his worth. jason died and became obsessed with the possibility that worth never mattered in the first place.
bruce loved him (he knows this, he's accepted it by then). the family loved him.
jason died anyways. and the joker lived.
the system never broke.
jason copes by distrusting structure, institutions. he doesn't believe in the systems or that they're doing good. kevin lived his entire life moving from institution to institution (you can argue both for and against PSU being involved in this). he copes by adhering to the structure they give him.
jason has multiple identities. there's no connection he feels between any of them. the boy he was at 8. robin. who he was right before he died. when he first came back from the dead. there's no string connecting every single identity. kevin has exy, and maybe jason envies (idk if this is the word i want to use?) that about him at first. kevin's been through so much violence as well, but the core of him is still the same. the love for exy is still there.
romantically, they're like the oddest version of opposites attract. parallels attract?? they're a very slow-burn pairing. neither is emotionally straightforward. kevin tends to intellectualize his feelings and bury them under work, and jason feels things intensely but has difficulty trusting them. they spend a long time existing in a space where they're clearly important to each other without either wanting to define it.
their intimacy would come from being able to understand each other without words. before they're even in a relationship that's got to be one of the things that makes them pause and go: oh. one of them retreats. of course. gets a little cold feet. but it's nothing a rain-soaked confession can't fix (sue me i think it's actually perfect for them. gives them a hopeful/cheesy moment when their entire lives have been mostly dark and bleak).
phew. kinda got away with the word vomit there. and it turned a little more character/parallel study than i expected it to. but anyways. i just think there is A LOT of potential in this pairing. (if ayone make any thoughts/fics/edits/anythingg based on this pairing please tag me or send the link. I WANNA SEE!) anyways. i'm going to open up untitled document and start this fic :)
feel free to drop by inbox with thoughts or questions because i'm going to write this! and i'd love to hear any thoughts/ideas
kevin day x jason todd
i keep making my ocs canadian
computer how to make the great divide by noah kahan about kevin day?
"you're so, so pretty, boy. i'm paranoid i made you up" except it's andrew thinking he hallucinated neil while he was on his meds
"cause i got chewing gum and a bunch of stuff i'd like to know. like, have you ever been to japan? or taken that eurostar to france?" except it's andrew asking neil about his time in europe while on the run.
"i've been dropping hints all night that i'd love if you held my hand, goddamn. and then maybe we could make-make out. clothes off and fall to the ground" except it's andrew throwing a metal tab at neil to get his attention so they could make out.
"you're so, so pretty, boy. i'm paranoid i made you up" except it's andrew thinking he hallucinated neil while he was on his meds
wait am i missing your kevin day x oc fic because i don’t see it anywhere and i only see one post in the tag
ahh no you're not missing anything! it's still very early in development (like besides my oc, i'm still working out pre-tfc storylines and stuff). i will randomly however post about it every now and then (at least i plan to as i work on it more). a post about my oc himself is maybe coming out soon as i get his backstory written down cohesively and stuff. but this fic likely won't be posted for a while, so until then, anyone who wants to ask questions or chat about it (as i get to posting more about it) is always welcome to drop by my inbox!
admiring from afar - RAVEN!NEIL SOCMED AU
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crazy crazy shit going on this part. we got some good old andreil flirting :3 and then the whole banquet... and then that. yikes. but at least there's growth between kevaaron (boyfriendss) bcz the kevaaron from a month prior would've had a big fight and stopped seeing each other :/ not this time tho! anyways look at this (andrew would def start a goalie fight) n e wayssss reblog if you enjoyed! share ur thoughts love to hear em <3 and shoutout to the one person who caught onto seth and riko being each other's dates in the prev part lolloll i'm also like super tempted to do a kevaaron written part of when they meet but i've mostly been writing my kevin x canadian oc fic and i try to balance my writing + socmed so i don't hate one of them.... idk we'll see (talk to me / ask me stuff ab my kevin day x oc fic -> i will not shut up about it if you let
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admiring from afar - RAVEN!NEIL SOCMED AU
prev part || part twelve (you are here!) || next part (coming soon)
part thirteen (coming soon!)
admiring from afar socmed au masterpost || part one || prev part
crazy crazy shit going on this part. we got some good old andreil flirting :3 and then the whole banquet... and then that. yikes. but at least there's growth between kevaaron (boyfriendss) bcz the kevaaron from a month prior would've had a big fight and stopped seeing each other :/ not this time tho! anyways look at this (andrew would def start a goalie fight) n e wayssss reblog if you enjoyed! share ur thoughts love to hear em <3 and shoutout to the one person who caught onto seth and riko being each other's dates in the prev part lolloll i'm also like super tempted to do a kevaaron written part of when they meet but i've mostly been writing my kevin x canadian oc fic and i try to balance my writing + socmed so i don't hate one of them.... idk we'll see (talk to me / ask me stuff ab my kevin day x oc fic -> i will not shut up about it if you let
short stories you may have missed: none this time! send in reqs of things you want to see!
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admiring from afar - RAVEN!NEIL SOCMED AU
prev part || part twelve (you are here!) || next part (coming soon)
part thirteen (coming soon!)
admiring from afar socmed au masterpost || part one || prev part
crazy crazy shit going on this part. we got some good old andreil flirting :3 and then the whole banquet... and then that. yikes. but at least there's growth between kevaaron (boyfriendss) bcz the kevaaron from a month prior would've had a big fight and stopped seeing each other :/ not this time tho! anyways look at this (andrew would def start a goalie fight) n e wayssss reblog if you enjoyed! share ur thoughts love to hear em <3 and shoutout to the one person who caught onto seth and riko being each other's dates in the prev part lolloll i'm also like super tempted to do a kevaaron written part of when they meet but i've mostly been writing my kevin x canadian oc fic and i try to balance my writing + socmed so i don't hate one of them.... idk we'll see (talk to me / ask me stuff ab my kevin day x oc fic -> i will not shut up about it if you let
short stories you may have missed: none this time! send in reqs of things you want to see!
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