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my legs are finally starting to leg

august september

10th december 22nd december

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it’s working, right? they’re getting smaller, right?

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yeah you know what maybe it’s toxic but I hope he notices how skinny I’m going to get and tries to fucking save me when it’s too late

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somewhere between

and

[bravesecrets-deactivated2024111]

The feminine urge to give up on my dreams and die

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my legs are finally starting to leg

august 10th december

22nd december 23rd december 3rd february

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one day I'll watch as you're leaving

and life will lose all its meaning

(for the last time)

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5 lbs before christmas

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feeling hollow>>>>

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guess who’s sat on a beach in 30 degree heat fully dressed because she’s too fat to sit in a bikini :)

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why can’t I be as thin as nina fucking dobrev in the vampire diaries like surely it can’t be this hard

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lose 7+ lbs in 19 days is a go

this is the goal:

and the mission starts now

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6lbs to go ladies

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4lbs to go

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3lbs to go in 6 days …

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going on holiday: having to wear

a swimsuit:

[but-i-am-hell-bound]

lose 7+ lbs in 19 days is a go

this is the goal:

and the mission starts now

[but-i-am-hell-bound]

6lbs to go ladies

[but-i-am-hell-bound]

4lbs to go

[but-i-am-hell-bound]

lose 7+ lbs in 19 days is a go

this is the goal:

and the mission starts now

[but-i-am-hell-bound]

6lbs to go ladies

[but-i-am-hell-bound]

lose 7+ lbs in 19 days is a go

this is the goal:

and the mission starts now

[but-i-am-hell-bound]

hi bitches

I’m home

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the damage done over the entire festive period (christmas eve to new year’s day) is 6lbs

that’s the least I’ve gained over a challenging food period since I developed my ed

i wish my brain would understand how doable that is to lose instead of panicking about gaining it