transfemme sub who's never had someone go down on her like she deserves.
taking my time getting there. starting at her stomach. pressing slow warm kisses across it. feeling her tense slightly.
"so soft." against her skin. meaning it completely. pressing another kiss lower. "so beautiful."
a small uncertain sound above me.
"i mean it." looking up at her briefly. making sure she sees it on my face. "you're so beautiful. every single part of you."
her hand finding my hair. not quite believing it yet. but not pulling away either.
pressing kisses across her hips. one side then the other. taking my time. feeling her breathing start to slow. start to settle. her grip in my hair going from tense to something softer.
"these hips." kissing them again. slow and deliberate. "so pretty. so soft." feeling her exhale something she'd been holding. "i love them."
pressing another kiss to her hip. her stomach. looking up at her again. "i want to. i mean every word."
staying there longer than she expects. appreciating her. kissing her stomach. her sides. her hips. every place she's maybe been taught to feel uncertain about. pressing my mouth to all of it like it's the most natural thing in the world. because it is. because she's beautiful and she deserves to feel that.
feeling the tension leave her body incrementally. feeling her go softer under my hands. under my mouth.
her hand stroking my hair now instead of gripping it.
moving lower slowly. pressing kisses to her inner thighs. feeling her breath catch.
"yeah." soft. a little wondering. "yeah i'm okay."
"good." kissing higher. feeling her tremble slightly. "you're so soft here." pressing my lips to the inside of her thigh. feeling her shiver. "so pretty everywhere i touch you."
"i—" stopping. starting again. "nobody's ever said that."
pausing. looking up at her properly.
"well." so gentle. so certain. "it's true. it's been true the whole time."
watching something shift in her face. something loosening.
pressing one more kiss to her inner thigh.
then finding her properly.
the sound she makes. surprised by it. by how good it feels.
learning every small response. the way her breathing changes when i find the right spot. the way her thighs press toward me slightly. the way her hand tightens in my hair when something feels especially good.
finding that spot and staying.
not moving. not changing anything. just right there. devoted to making her feel good.
"that's— oh god— please don't move— please—"
hands pressing warm and flat against her inner thighs. holding her open. holding her right there. letting her feel every single second of it.
"so beautiful." barely pulling back. "you feel so good. i'm so proud of you for letting me have this."
a sob. her hand pressing to her mouth.
"don't hide." so soft. "let me hear you."
her hand dropping. the sounds she makes after. whimpering every time my mouth focuses on where she needs it most. crying a little and not knowing exactly why except that it feels so good and she feels so seen and nobody has ever taken this much time just for her.
"you're doing so well." not stopping. "so perfectly. so beautifully."
grinding against my mouth now. taking what she needs without apologizing for it. hips moving freely. chasing it.
"that's it." hands steady on her thighs. "take it. you're allowed to take it. it's all yours."
feeling her fall apart. the way her whole body shudders. the way she stops trying to be quiet or composed or anything except exactly what she is right now.
staying right there through every single second of it.
after.. when she's trembling. when her breathing is ragged and her grip on my hair has gone loose and soft.
crawling up slowly. pulling her into me immediately. her face finding my neck. arms wrapping around me tight like she needs to make sure i'm still here.
pressing a kiss to her hair. her temple. her cheek.
"so beautiful." rubbing her back slow. "so soft. so perfect." pressing another kiss to her forehead. "you feel so good. i'm so proud of you."
her making a small broken sound against my neck.
"nobody's ever—" stopping. voice thick.
"i know." so gentle. pulling her closer. "i know baby. i've got you. you're so safe here. you're seen here."
holding her there. keeping her warm. pressing kisses to her hair over and over.
"so beautiful." so certain. "i need you to know that. every part of you. so beautiful. so soft. i'm so grateful you allow me to touch you like this."
her pressing closer. arms tightening around me.