You said you'd read me like a book. @butchmarkrenton - Tumblr Blog

I am Evan/Janey.

I'm 29 and I probably don't want minors following me.

I really like Mark Renton and Jesse Pinkman.

I am autistic and disabled.

#another pinned post #janey talk

I was ready to buy VIP for Antwerp at 12pm, but there was none. Then by the time it came online, it was sold out wtf.

#dan and phil

im-drowning-not-waving

And yet I fight, and yet I fight

This battle all alone

No one to cry to

No place to call home

#layne staley #alice in chains

danrifics

Do I even need to say it?

#dan and phil

margielabomber

Irina Lazareanu street style

#irina lazareanu #pete doherty

elys1ane

pete doherty by mario testino (2006)

finns-gifs

#jesse pinkman

Where did my pupils go

#janey talk #caffeine withdrawal

whyenn-reader

as good of a time as any to share my list of activities I do during what i like to call Scheduled Soul Maintenence to avoid burnout

go on an aimless bike/ride/walk - move your body, do it for as long as you feel like it, discover new places near you weather that is a frog or a cafe

watch a new movie/read a new book/listen to a new album - get inspired, excercise having opinions and longer attention span, break out of consuming content and make a choice about what you want to expirience

create something in a medium i haven't used in a while - get out of a habit, rekindle a flame you haven't been upkeeping, making a friendship bracelet counts

go have a fun new drink/snack - arguably most important, have a little treat without rush, slow down and focus on physical sensations, treat yourself in a way that isn't landfillcore

meet with friends and/or go to a place where you meet strangers - human connection is good for you, (maybe some casual sex if you like that/try something new with your partner)

make some bad art - create for the sake of creating without any expectations

play an instrument - this can be anything that makes you reach a kind of flow state

go see something you haven't yet - get to know the cultural/geographical map of your area, this includes events, places, or just anything that makes you go out of your way to expirience something new, can be like a viewpoint or it can be a museum exhibit, anything you find cool

cook/bake something new - nurish your body, break out of cooking habits and routine, make it an event, plate it nicely too and i would like to point out that none of these have to cost more money than your usual lifestyle.

#self care #advice

someone donate all their money to me so I can meet Ewan Mcgregor

#janey talk #like not serious tho don't

barsilaybdroer

i read something about how ian curtis couldn't hold his daughter out of fear he'd seize and hurt her, and i can't stop thinking about it. that is so fucking sad

barsilaybdroer

read the whole wikipedia article on him and. oh god

butchmarkrenton

hey elliott, if you have the time/money I'd really suggest watching the movie Control!! it's pretty accurate imo, and the book 'touching from a distance by deborah curtis', his wife.

this is one of my past special interests, sorry lmao