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hiii i’m nik! i’m an autistic trans masc butch lesbian who rlly loves jeongyeon :3

ao3

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this blog will mainly be for my twice fics/hcs/anything really related to twice!

master list coming in the future.

requests are currently closed! i’ll be a bit busy at work for a few weeks and i wanted to catch up on the rqs i’ve gotten already! <3 ty for being understanding!

rules:

- minors and cis men dni. i will block ageless blogs.

- zionists, trump supporters, transphobes, bigots of any kind dni.

- please be respectful. i work two jobs and don’t always have the mental capacity to write, so things may take time!

- just don’t be an asshole pls lmao

what i write:

- i am jeongyeon biased, so a lot of my fics will probably center around her! i am najeongmohyo biased so i tend to feel more comfortable writing them. i can write for other twice ships, though. just ask and i’ll see what i can do! <3

- i might write for other groups! so far i’ve only written fics about twice, but i may also dabble with red velvet or itzy.

- i’m comfortable with the following:

omegaverse

g!p

hybrids, petplay

bdsm in general?? idk i’m fine with rough stuff lol

terato/monsters in general

trans/genderqueer stuff idk y’all will absolutely see butch and trans masc jeongyeon LMAO

- if i find that a rq is something i’m uncomfortable with, i’ll let you know. no offense to anyone at all!

what i won’t write:

- any male idols sexually

- x readers. i do read and might reblog them, but i don’t ever plan on writing them. that could change!

- anything outside of twice/groups i’m uncomfortable with writing about. i stan a lot of groups and would love to talk about them, however i’m just not going to write fics/hcs for them!

- i’m uncomfortable with the following:

anything involving minors

little space/agereg

incest

scat/puke

feederism

- as i said before if im uncomfortable with something i’ll let you know! i may add to this list as time goes but we’ll see.

i think that’s all for now! i hope you all enjoy my fics :3

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idk if you’ve seen the viral hwasa good goodbye blue dragon stage with park jungmin, but the whole time I was watching it I couldn’t stop thinking about how that’s literally ujb’s dynamic… there’s so many concert encore fancams where jihyo’s doing her thing & it’s jeongyeon staring at her and just watching. EVEN THAT ONE ENCORE WHERE JIHYO WENT BAREFOOT BECAUSE HER FEET HURT FROM THE HEELS, IT WAS JEONGYEON WHO WENT AND BROUGHT HER THE BOOTS

i hadn’t seen it but i went and watched it to answer this ask and wow. it’s so them. i know a lot of people talk about how jihyo looks at the others- i mean how can you not, lmao- but what we rlly don’t talk about enough is how jeongyeon looks at jihyo. there’s always so much pride in her eyes when it comes to jihyo. there’s love, too, but so much of it really is pride. she’s jihyo’s number one fan, genuinely. and at the same exact time, she’s also jihyo’s number one support! i adore the many ways that jeongyeon takes care of jihyo. like jeongyeon rlly is jihyo’s safe space, her comfort, her protector just as much as jihyo is that for jeongyeon. it’s instinct for jeongyeon to take care of jihyo. idk if you’ve ever seen those videos of butches who swap shoes with their femmes when the femmes’ heels start bothering them but that’s SO ujb to me. jeongyeon would do anything to make sure jihyo’s well taken care of. it’s literally her love language. ugh. they’re so perfect for each other lmfao

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delulu rambles ahead lol: has anyone else noticed how much rookie era short hair jeong + kang daniel + sejeong look alike??? i fear that jihyo 100% has a type and it may or may not have been influenced by the existence of jeongyeon lol. The fact that back when jihyo had her knitting hobby, the first member to recieve a scarf from her was jeongyeon (there’s that video of it too)… and kang daniel’s fanpage noticed their relationship because he wore that gray knitted scarf jihyo made…

at first i was like omfg there’s no way but i pulled up their pics and… damn, yeah, you’re cooking anon!! listen, i rlly do think that, even when they were just friends, jihyo fell first. she’s always lowkey been chasing after jeongyeon (insert that story of jihyo saying “oh, we’re the same age, i finally have a friend!” and jeongyeon proceeding to lock herself in the vocal studio for three months straight here) and it’s rlly cute. i think what caused jihyo to realize it was love was the fact that she sees jeongyeon everywhere- in everything and everyone. from her ex boyfriend to the dying little cactus on her nightstand to the pieces of corn she’s buying from a street vendor, there’s always been a second thought of jeongyeon. so yes, i support this theory!! the scarf thing is also rlly cute, too. jihyo rlly does treat her friends like they’re partners sometimes but there’s specific people she goes the extra mile for… and one of them is jeongyeon, lmao.

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https://x.com/pharblor13/status/2059881193030500548

this is me @ collar around my neck chaeng except "they/he *lesbian* chaeyoung"

omg that’s oomf… but yes i get it so bad. i should write more of that au one day!!

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i really don’t get why people dismiss ujb dynamics every time something domestic happens 😭 like suddenly it’s ‘they’re just best friends’ and ujbers aren’t allowed to enjoy anything. it’s so frustrating seeing people constantly downplay their relationship and closeness just because they don’t see it the same way. i’m so tired of the sister/divorce/she has a bf narrative.

anw, thinking happy thoughts instead since ujb WIL happened and now i’m just imagining them launching in the city of love

sorry to have left this in my inbox for so long but! i do agree, it’s genuinely frustrating to see. but i do get why it happens. this fandom is just really attached to the “royal”/“government” ships, lmao. and sadly a lot of people haven’t seen or just can’t see ujb outside of being friendly bc they’ve deeply attached jeongyeon and jihyo to other members. and i get that! the first fics i ever read were 2yeon; it was my first favorite ship, too- and i still care about them so deeply. i remember that i didn’t start to really ship ujb as hard until zone, and then when i looked back on their moments before that it just clicked into place for me. maybe more people will start to get into ujb after this, but maybe not. it’s all about preferences.

but what isn’t great is the sheer amount of people acting so… harshly about it. that’s where my frustration lies rn. which, again, i do understand why people are sad. i just wish some people weren’t so dismissive of other ships. there’s a couple of twice ships i don’t really read or interact with, but i wouldn’t go out of my way to bash them, yknow? sadly that’s not the case for everyone bc like… i mean, the internet just breeds rudeness lmfao. anonymity makes people bold. and that includes onces who are so attached to their faves that they feel obligated to be hateful. i’m hoping the wave of “they’re like sisters” or “they’re just friends” will pass soon.

if it makes you feel better i’ll probably always be putting out stuff for ujb, so you can expect some fun stuff from me!! and feel free to send asks about them, too, lmao. this ask was sent before the paris shows and we didn’t really get much content from then. jeongyeon seemed sick and iirc jihyo said she slept most of her day away on bubble… so i’m enjoying the thought of them cuddled up in bed at their hotel, relaxing together. in my mind jihyo really only slows down for jeongyeon. like, a whole day in bed is so rare for her… the only explanation to me is that she wanted to be with her honey, lmao. i love the idea of them being lazy and sweet together so much. plus the little vlog of them and mina in italy was adorable, too… i LOVE jeongmihyo, ugh. anyways, i hope you’re doing well anon!! hopefully we get more content from them before the tour ends :’) i’m rlly gonna miss it!!

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https://x.com/jeongtism/status/2056120243450196018

puppy kitty ujb anon again, lmao

yes i joked about this on my own twitter too 😭 jeongyeon’s having the time of her life!!

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https://x.com/Ash_Sarbs/status/1989909113393090911

https://x.com/blackik16once/status/2054609857379234128

something something puppy and kitty ujb

puppykitty ujb is peak… also the evidence stacking up for jeongyeon’s favorite kink is really funny. none of them are slick.

also what’s funny is that up until recently i didn’t really associate puppyplay with ujb but like… who am i to deny it when we have them doing stuff like that. kittenplay with jihyo would be so fun, too. sorry i had to make it horny but like i am the ujb smut guy so what did you expect.

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cactus bloom anon again, unfortunately the idea of a ujb hanahaki au just struck me like lightning right after I sent the previous ask

tbh it could be either of them that catches it, but the idea of jeong coughing out yellow flowers not that long after the whole hiatus / depression / health situation just hit me in the feels… the angst that would come out of JIHYO being the cause of Jeongyeon’s worsening health this time, when she already was so scared that she could’ve lost jeong due to injuries & media reactions that were out of her control…

but also, my personal headcanon for ujb has always been that jihyo fell first, and jeong fell harder. Jihyo has been down bad for jeong since forever, but stepped back because 2yeon was the reigning duo back then & Jeong also wasn’t really into skinship, then around kmg era Jeong was EVERYWHERE, and we have the ujb shenanigans now… jihyo fell in love with gardening because of angie (if you see her i live alone episodes, she has sooo many plants + her family has a literal campsite), and jihyo absolutely would plant & take care of the flowers she coughs up because they are the living embodiment of her love for jeong, even if it’s hurting her, even if it’s unrequited…

welcome back anon… thank you for this. personally i’m not someone who reads or ever planned to write a hanahaki au, mostly bc i don’t love reading angst (shocker considering how much of it i write lmfao)… like, i srsly am not built for doomed yuri at all. but these ideas really did hit me hard. i was in my ujb feelings last night when i first read this, so maybe that’s why lmao. i love both concepts.

the first one really speaks to me bc it’s like… i always think that for jeongyeon there was never a hard line between platonic and romantic feelings for jihyo. things just gradually evolved over time. she’s not someone who wants a huge confession, not really into pda or fanfare. jihyo’s her friend, she loves her more than she could ever say, and she’s grateful for everything. but then one morning jeongyeon wakes up, and there’s a tightness in her throat that just won’t go away. and suddenly she’s coughing up bunches of yellow daisies while jihyo’s calling her to have their usually morning chat. and she doesn’t know what to do anymore bc it all clicked into place. she’s really in love with jihyo and it’s going to kill her. and she lets it go on for too long bc God Forbid jeongyeon do something to help herself on her own accord… ugh. god yeah that would tear my own heart out just writing it.

but the second option… lord. i also fully believe that jihyo fell first and jeongyeon fell harder. but jihyo’s been in love with jeongyeon for So Long that it became part of who she was- like, since they were teenagers, jihyo’s loved jeongyeon much more than she ever wanted to say. and now every night she’s in the shower trying to pull peonies out of her mouth without damaging them so that she can plant them. she treats them like she does her own love for jeongyeon- like it’s fragile, like even the slightest wrong move would ruin the entire thing. even if it hurts, she can’t tell jeongyeon; she can’t ruin what they have. bc to have jeongyeon at all is already perfect enough. so she lets it hurt bc that’s genuinely all she can do, she nurtures it bc she cares and loves it even if it causes her so much pain. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH thank you for this anon i will be thinking abt it for days, lmao

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the tweets about jeong being jihyo’s cactus that’s blooming again got me in my ujb feels :((( especially because they wrote those songs FOR eachother like???

like, there’s something to be said about how ujb’s colors are yellow & green… how plants need sunlight to survive… jihyo was the sunshine that lit up the darkness for jeongyeon…

not to mention how soulmatey ujb are. basically everything they mentioned in their 2wice date with how they’re both lefthanded + lived in the same building + have 2 other sisters (where jeong is the youngest & jihyo is the eldest) + same age. even their opposite traits still make them fit so well together… jeong is tall, jyo is short. jeong is a puppy, jyo is a black kitty. jeong is the youngest of 3 in her family, jyo is the eldest of 3. jeong likes wearing more clothing, jyo likes wearing less.

anon i have been thinking abt this since i got it last night 😭 like its just so perfect and a really sweet way to look at their relationship. i love how much jihyo took care of jeongyeon, how she still continues to care for her. but i think my favorite aspect of how jihyo cares for her is just how much she really pulled jeongyeon back into herself. and i’m sure all the members had a hand in that but jeongyeon is never more herself than she is with jihyo, if that makes sense? she’s learned to be comfortable on her own, has learned to be strong and self reliant. but at the end of the day, she glows next to jihyo. and youve said it perfectly. cactus and bloom are both such special songs, and knowing there’s probably some sort of connection between them makes my heart ache in such a tender way. ugh, i love them so much.

and the rest of your ask is sweet, too. one of the things outside of the best friends to lovers trope that always pulls me back to ujb is just how well they fit together. all of what you’ve mentioned plus like… i swear jeongyeon is the perfect size to hold jihyo. like jeongyeon was built to hug and be jihyo’s wall to lean on. the fact that her chin fits perfectly on jeongyeon’s shoulder… UGH. opposites attract, absolutely. but they function together in a way that’s almost impossible to capture with words. it’s just beautiful :’) i adore them both. thank you for sharing this with me!!

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if you told 2018 baby once me that a shipping war in twiceland would break out because of ujb I would never have believed it…

i wouldn’t have as a baby once in 2023 either LMAO 😭 it’s been a strange few days bc it’s been so amazing to actually get the pictures and see ujb being happy and cute together. but it’s like… omg i can’t enjoy it bc i’m seeing people being weird 💔 mainly on twt but even on tiktok. it kinda sucks that we can’t have our moment… and this is coming from someone who also really loves 2yeon and sahyo, like guys pls 😭 nobody’s divorced!!! write what you wanna write and post what you wanna post, but don’t drag another ship down in the process yknow? anyways. i love ujb i love seeing my girls so happy together and even if this is all a joke i’m glad it happened bc those pics will always exist, lmao!!

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there’s so much ujb content coming out and they’re so domestic in Jihyo’s vlog lol, the way they were babying Chaeng was so funny. The 2 nagging moms of Twice, that scene was exactly like my mom getting frustrated with me being so slow with helping her that she just did it all herself lol.

and then the skin care section was my favorite, the camera cuts away but you could see jeong sitting on the bed behind Jihyo, so my headcanon is that they slept in the same bed that day like a sleepover lol

yesss omfg that vlog was so good. it always makes me happy to see jihyo relaxing but that rlly showed just how much of her relaxation involves jeongyeon and ugh, i felt spoiled lmfao. and the parts with chaeyoung were so cute too 😭 she moves too slowly for jihyo’s liking and it’s so clear but i loved watching her and jeongyeon baby her so much… huntrix line is SO underrated. and don’t get me started on the skincare part… jihyo saying she wished jeongyeon would do that to her every day and jeongyeon just telling her to come over. ugh my sweethearts i love them so much. and yes you can’t unconvince me that they didn’t share that bed. deep down i know jihyo is a huge cuddler and that is especially true with her jagi. ugh. I LOVE UJB!!!!

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recently reread i just wanna be your girl, love them so bad :')

aw i’m glad you enjoyed!! i rlly need to finish that fic, that au means a lot to me. hopefully soon!!

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https://x.com/g_a_u_s_s_i_n_g/status/2050149336122540251/photo/1

this tweet reminded me of collar around my neck (i'm exactly where i want to be) which, btw, is one of my favorite fics rn. beautiful use of petplay aside, reading about sexy respected trans bodies (which ik is kinda funny to say abt the fic where he gets absolutely defiled lol) is so so great. like, thats why i'm on the internet. this is my niche. also the tweet ruffled some rude ass feathers so careful looking thru quotes or anything

for anyone reading this though i do wanna put a tw for possibly unsafe? body modification before you go to the link. and also before you read the rest of this post, lmao.

but! omfg i saw that tweet yesterday!! and yes i 100% agree, i literally thought abt that jeongjichaeng fic the moment i saw it. bc that rlly is some shit they’d do LMAO. chaeyoung’s into all sorts of weird stuff like that, and i was thinking of working it into the fic but i ended up not to (kinda forgot bc there was A Lot going on). and jihyo is, too. she absolutely gets off to the thought of being the one to do it to chaeyoung. jeongyeon’s not as keen on doing things to that extent (nothing beats a classic paddle and whip session… what a word choice lmfao) but whatever makes her partners happy makes her happy, too. that fic has turned into an entire au in my head and i’d love to write more one day… and yes, that means more of jihyo and jeongyeon being deranged with their favorite little pup. like imagine all the fun they get to have when they get the playroom in their new apartment set up? ugh, i want to write it so badly.

and on the topic of trans bodies, i’m glad you enjoyed it!! i want to incorporate more transness into my fics, especially sexual ones, bc yeah- as a trans person, our bodies should be celebrated as being beautiful!! and the last part about petplay, thank you so much :’) i was worried this fic would be boring bc chaeyoung wasn’t talking but i think people liked that aspect. well, clearly someone did, but this is super sweet!! i really do appreciate the compliments, like these anons mean a lot to me. thank you for sharing with me!! <3 i hope you continue to enjoy my future works

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i’ve been so ujb pilled recently and out of all the ujb fics ive read you have nailed their dynamic the best i look forward to every one of your posts. i also went to the clt show so when you posted yesterday i was so geeked! thank you for all your good work and being so talented<3

omg… i’ve been joking with my friends abt people in the crowd reading my fics so this confirmation is just crazy 😭 but that aside: thank you so much!! this rlly means so much to me. ujb rlly is my favorite ship and i’m glad i can capture them in a way that other people enjoy. this rlly made my day. hopefully you’ll enjoy what i write next!! tysm again <3333

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hi guys. i saw twice in charlotte a week and a half ago and had to write a whole oneshot about it bc jeongyeon took that damn jacket off <3 you can find it up here! keep the tags in mind bc there’s absolutely somno, lmao. here’s the summary:

i hope you guys enjoy!! see y’all again soon :3

[alltherestisdrags]

happy birthday | mohyo

words: 4.6k

rating: explicit, f/f, no warnings applied

tags: +18, mohyo, dallas d2 canon compliant, smut, fluff I REPEAT FLUFF, porn without plot, porn what plot, I was bored, cunnilingus, oral sex, vaginal fingering, dry humping/humping, squirting, yearners THEY ARE YEARNING, unnie kink, idiots in love, oral fixation, pet names, jagiya!!, rushed sex, crying after sex, birthday presents, happy birthday jihyo, I'll probably delete this later, sharing these for me and my 5 oomfs, no beta, minors & cis men dni

A/N: hi! as promised, the mohyo fic I've written after jihyo's birthday is here. I've grown to love this fic more, but I'm still not sure if it's good enough to be on ao3... definetely not my best work.

so as I'm still trying to get used to the app, I wanted to use this as a chance to test the waters! it's all calm and quiet here, but if you want to reach out when you read, I'd appreciate it. hope you guys like it!

more on my ao3

Momo stared at Jihyo, who still wore her silly unicorn headband and sash as if it was glued to her body. She loved her like this, all hyped up and cute while begging for the unholiest things one could ever ask for. “You don't want to shower first?”

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“Off,” Jihyo said the moment they stepped into her hotel room, tapping on Momo's shirt which she's thrown over her encore fit. If you could even call it a fit. She barely had anything under it, showing off her back for everyone to appreciate as much as Jihyo did. “Take it off, want to see.”

“We'll be late if we shower first, let's do it after.” Jihyo stepped forward, grabbing the hem of Momo's shirt after realizing the Japanese was zoning out again. She pressed a soft kiss on her collarbone after getting rid of the fabric piece, her heart immediately melting the way Momo blinked dizzily through all that. “Too tired?”

“Never for you,” Momo shook her head in panic, she didn’t want to push Jihyo back, not at all. The fatigue was getting to her a little, but it wasn’t anything she can't deal with for the birthday girl. She had to take off for the Misamo schedules soon, and Jihyo would be too far away to touch. It meant no quickies, no kisses behind the curtains, no sleeping in her arms when she asked for it. So no, she was never too tired for Jihyo.

“Missed you,” Jihyo pressed their bodies together, hands wandering all over Momo's back like it was a territory she needed to memorize, everyday, from scratch. “You didn't even wish me a happy birthday yet.”

“I haven't?” Momo asked, grabbing Jihyo's cheek and pressing a kiss right on the tip of her nose. She looked so much better than she was yesterday, but they would have to spend most of their day in bed with IV to help her recover faster. The fever that kept coming and going was the biggest of Momo's concerns at that moment; so she only realized how dry her celebration was unlike the other members.

It was a kiss on Jihyo's dried lips, breakfast in bed, and a back massage that sadly didn't go far because of the younger's condition. No flowers like Mina did, or a series of sweet messages and organizations like Jeongyeon and Chaeyoung. She didn’t even really remember where her phone was, ditched to the side after sharing one story with a little crown sticker on Jihyo's head. Still, with those silly birthday gears she looked like the prettiest person on earth to her. Of course it wasn’t enough.

“You're right,” Momo mumbled, reaching down to get rid of the unicorn headband and sash that started making irritating sounds.

Jihyo's half up-do and makeup was still perfect, giving her an ethereal view as she looked up with those huge expressive eyes. She was a little tired, face still slightly puffed thanks to her cold but that made her look even cuter as if it was possible. Momo couldn’t believe they were the same age in theory now. “You're right, jagi, let me make it up to you?”

The gift she had originally planned was late, she was trying to make her a set of scented candles but they weren't given enough time at home for her to finish working on them. She didn’t want to get her another watch, as she kept wearing the one she bought last year with so much love. But she knew what made her girlfriend relax and unravel after a long schedule. And Jihyo seemed to be asking for it.

“How do you wan–”

“Bed,” Jihyo answered her question, so sure of herself. Her fingers were hooked in Momo's belt hoops now, slowly dragging it down just enough to reveal her boxers, but the belt wouldn't let her completely get rid of it. Momo leaned in, pressing a tight kiss on her temple. It was rather too domestic considering what they were about to do. Jihyo smiled dizzily with the thought of it, letting Momo inhale her scent slowly and deeply before whispering, “Take me.”

She didn't have to say it twice, Momo always listened. Being easily picked up, having the older girl's nails digging into her thighs would never become a less exciting experience. She whimpered with the overwhelming feeling, the familiar pressure building up inside her embarrassingly fast –which was only natural after suppressing her hunger for so long.

What surprised her was how much she wanted Momo even after devouring her for months. There was something about that silly, handsome face that made her clench her teeth even before they got back together. God, did she love her. She felt like this woman would worship the ground she walked over.

Momo was the best irresponsible decision of her perfectly built life.

The more they would discover their sexuality, the more complicated it would get for them after their debut. They would break the moment where Jihyo couldn’t blame her wet dreams on their friendship anymore. Their first, drunk kiss was still something Jihyo loved replaying in her mind, turning her on so much that Momo would make fun of it for years.

“Help me out,” Jihyo said out of breath, trying to unbuckle Momo's belt with shaky hands, sitting on top of her. She didn't know how they would end up like this, but it was exactly where she wanted to be at that moment. She wanted to kiss her, kiss her to death but this fucking belt–

“Easy,” Momo stopped her, caressing her wrist gently as she reached down to do it on her own. She could see Jihyo's chest heaving so fast as she licked her lips with anticipation. She had always been an impatient girl, but this was just peak. “I'm not going anywhere.”

“Technically, you are,” Jihyo pulled Momo's pants down, leaving her in her boxers, legs spread open for her. She could clearly see the damp spot over them, exposing how she wasn't the only one expecting. Momo squeezed her hip lightly, trying to fix the pout on her girlfriend's face. That would make Jihyo stop for a second. “I'll miss you,” she whispered. Right on Momo's soft spot.

“Come here,” Momo pulled her down by the hem of her crop top, pressing their lips together as tightly as she could. She didn’t give a fuck if Jihyo had a flu and handed it over, she wanted to drink all her sickness away.

Jihyo whimpered softly, letting Momo bite on her lip even though she usually wouldn't allow it. Shit. They had a two-week break, well, she did. In the studio, off the stage. Which meant that no one would give a damn about the marks Momo would leave behind. The thought of it sent a shiver down her spine because of how much she missed it.

She missed Momo's rushed touch on her, soft tongue on her jawline, canine teeth digging into her flesh as if she wanted to get life out of it. It was a birthday gift, her cute, handsome, pretty, strong birthday gift that kissed her like she was the only girl in the world.

“Momo-yah,” She whined, giving her girlfriend's flushed lips a little peck. She didn’t realize that she was basically riding Momo's thigh until then. Stopping the movement of her hips, she rested her forehead on the crook of the older's neck, breathing heavily to not faint with the hint of cold still clinging to her system.

“Unnie, will you let me taste you?”

Momo gasped, feeling Jihyo's hand snake between their tightly pressed bodies, until it ended up over her damp panties. Knowing Momo was usually so sensitive or overwhelmed to have Jihyo's mouth on her, this was a rare occasion where it was really brought up. Jihyo loved it, she was insanely good at it, but that was the problem.

Momo felt like she could die like that. What a way of saying goodbye.

But Jihyo asking for it so kindly, calling her unnie of all the things and looking down at her with such needy eyes -on her birthday too- left Momo no choice but to nod dumbly. Jihyo's smile was so worthy of seeing, one that was bright enough to make you forget all your words.

“Yeah?” Jihyo bit her lower lip, trying to hide her overjoyed expression but it wasn’t working. She gave Momo a happy kiss on the lips, then another one, another one until it got heated again, making them gasp and moan into each other’s mouths. In just seconds, Jihyo's shorts would join Momo's pants on the floor, then her top. Until all that's left was her underwear.

“Hah– baby,” Jihyo grabbed her girlfriend's wide shoulders to get some strength. “I'm so wet.”

Momo could feel it. Jihyo was still humping on her damn thigh as they kissed, the damp cloth being the only thing separating their skins. “Already?” Momo asked calmly, throwing her head back to make more space, to allow Jihyo's kisses trail down her neck. “Cute, ah– have I told you this hair makes you look so cute?”

“Seriously, you're calling me cute now?” the Korean scoffed, sucking on the sensitive skin under her lips, determined to leave a mark. Her straight, long extensions were licking Momo's skin inch by inch with every move. “I'm literally naked on your lap, ready to be fucked, and you think that's cute?”

Jihyo's little obsession with being the hottest girl in the room was paying off sometimes. This demon. She would sit right up, getting rid of her bra in one swift motion. Momo's lips parted open as Jihyo's perfectly tanned chest got exposed, shining with the slightest bit of sweat, making her look more ethereal under the dim lights.

“Do you think this is cute?”

She lost no time pulling Momo's top up, leaning in and sucking on her nipple without even a fucking warning. Momo cried out, her hand immediately reaching the back of Jihyo's head. She would almost growl when Jihyo released her sensitive bud and whispered, “This is cute to you?”

She was trying her best to be smooth and stay cool, but the moment she felt Momo's salty skin under her tongue, she would have to fight the urge to moan. She pulled it between her teeth gently before sucking on it, humming deeply. “This is– is this cute, unnie?”

Momo gulped after hearing the needy tone of her girlfriend's voice. The depth of it would never fail to turn her on, but this was just making her want to flip them over and fuck her senseless. “You fucking won,” Momo said between her teeth, guiding Jihyo's head down as the younger girl changed her target to her abs. Jihyo planted her tongue flat on Momo's belly button, licking her way up wisely like a kitten who's practiced this for years.

“Not cute, jagiya, you're not cute at all.”

The way she kneaded her breasts with one hand wasn't cute, nor the slow pace of her fingers on her cunt over her underwear. Her tongue was so wet and warm over her stomach, Momo thought she could come just from that if she kept this shit going. “Fuck–” Momo gasped. Okay. Nothing, absolutely nothing about her was cute.

Jihyo wasn’t dumb, she had skilled hands and stamina of the devil. She knew how to make herself enjoy it as much as she knew how to make a woman come. So when Momo felt Jihyo's wet core pressed on her leg, she didn't even question how she would get rid of her thong without any help.

Little bit she felt dizzy with the feeling, enjoying the sweet distraction on her skin. Jihyo wasn’t planning to slow down the pace of her fingers, sliding them into her boxers to make direct contact with her wetness. When she collected the gush with her fingers and spread it all over her folds to rub her better, Momo's grip on her hair tightened.

“You're leaving marks, Ji– god!” Jihyo bit on the side of Momo's waist, as if she was a feast. Her stupid, stupid oral fixation was going to get them caught so hard one day.

“Am I allowed to leave marks there at least?” Jihyo whispered over her spit covered stomach, sending a shiver down Momo's spine. It wasn’t really a question, at least not when she was already pulling her boxers down. “You're soaked, you know that?”

“You think I can't feel it?” Momo lifted her legs to help the younger woman, who got off her lap just for a second before she climbed over it again. “Eat me before I change my mind.”

So Jihyo did, she buried herself between Momo's legs, pushing her thighs open as she licked a slow, painful stripe through her folds. Momo almost folded in half, remembering why it became too much for her sometimes. Because the moment Jihyo wrapped her lips around her clit and sucked, she couldn’t help the unmellow sound filling their hotel room. At this point, the whole floor and maybe half of Texas knew what they were doing in here.

Her tongue was burning hot as Jihyo controlled that muscle like a pro. The way she pushed it in as her nose spread her folds open– This was a bad idea.

Momo felt like her orgasm was close, too close, but it was building up so intensely that she knew she would make a mess the moment Jihyo gets bored and decides to ejaculate her. “Baby,” She hardly gasped out, trying to fight back her tears. “I'm going to– oh my god, you didn't even let me use the bathroom–”

Jihyo was smiling. Buried into her fucking cunt, her fingers pressing on her entrance as she fastened up her kitten licks, and she was fucking smiling.

“I decided on my birthday gift,” Jihyo pulled back, half of her face glistening with Momo's arousal. She threw her hair back, and locked their eyes as she pushed two of her fingers inside her girlfriend, slowly.

Momo's mouth fell open to an ‘o’ shape, a moan getting ripped off her throat. Jihyo pressed her abdomen with her free hand, and licked her lips before pulling out her fingers, just to hit back even deeper, right on her spot. “I want you to let go for once, for me. Let me have a birthday feast, hmm?”

Momo nodded without even thinking what she was agreeing to, the only thing she could focus on was how Jihyo would go down on her again. Her eyes were still locked into hers as she absolutely devoured her. That stupid tongue which always stuck out like a habit for sure knew a couple of things about satisfying.

Her fingers were pumping in and out with an impossible pace, but her tongue wasn't really focused on her clit or finishing her. She just kept licking every inch of her with such longing that Momo almost felt bad for not taking more time for her partner. For not letting go. They didn't always have time or energy for this, but knowing how much Jihyo enjoyed it, she could use at least some more of her I feel sick excuses to ditch schedules.

Scented candles were just an extra, they needed a vacation as a gift. A weekend getaway where they weren’t concerned about anything else but each other. Momo promised herself. On their next longer break, when they're both healthy, and when Jihyo's tongue is not flicking over her fucking clit–

They could do that. Any other day.

Right now, Momo knew she wasn't even capable of thinking properly while her hyper girlfriend used every single muscle on her body to fuck up her sanity. Her vision blurred as the pleasure built up, her stomach tensing, making her clench around Jihyo’s fingers. “Wait–” She tried to push Jihyo's head back, but Jihyo would slap her hand softly before whispering, “Wait ‘til I'm done.”

Momo would almost see white.

“Oh my god,” Jihyo moaned, feeling the older woman grip her fingers so hard that she couldn't pull them out. “Fuck, Momo-yah– you're tight.” The nerve endings on her fingers were sending signals directly through her own core. She did her best moving her knuckles inside Momo's heat, using her tongue and free hand simultaneously on her clit to get her there. It wouldn’t take long after that.

Momo's pitched cry filled the hotel room as she broke in her arms, gripping Jihyo’s hair so hard that she knew the poor girl would have a headache later on. Her legs closed around it as her whole body spasmed with the intensity of her orgasm. She would let go as promised, to the point where she squirted all over her girlfriend's face, on the hotel's bedsheets; ruining everything.

And Jihyo genuinely seemed to enjoy it. Because how else could someone look so content after hours of performing and still trying to get over the cold?

She would gently keep circling her clit through her aftershocks, licking up everything she could with a stupid smile on her lips. Momo felt like she was completely spent when she climbed over her and draped her whole body over hers with a tired sigh.

“You did so well,” Jihyo nuzzled her nose into the crook of Momo's neck, spreading all the wetness of the Japanese over her skin. Being flesh to flesh would always make both of them feel calmer and comforted. “Did I go too far?”

“Not at all.” Momo could only let out a deep sound from her chest, cleaning her throat right after. Her eyes were closed shut. She was busy trying to get back to real life and stop the shaking of her legs, but it was useless.

She let Jihyo caress her body, press kisses on her neck and whisper sweet nothings as she gathered herself back. “How are you so sweet?” Jihyo would speak almost in a baby voice as her fingers intertwined with Momo's on the bed. “I could eat you out all day, how does that sound?”

Momo would just giggle softly, as they started bickering about how Jihyo's been extra touchy with her lately. It was just their regular push and pull, peppered with a lot of kisses as Momo used her girlfriend like a weighted blanket, trying to get rid of the post-orgasm fog in her brain. Until Jihyo wanted her, again.

Her touches were getting a little too intimate, that would remind her why they were here at this position to start with. The pretty girl she got to call her girlfriend, the one who murmured sweetly in her arms was born today. Her birthday was almost over, but they still had a celebration to do.

“Momoring,” Jihyo stretched the word sweetly, as she realized how the Japanese was slowly shifting under her. It was only a matter of a second when she flipped them over, making Jihyo's back hit the mattress as she let out a giggle. “Let's stay for a while here.”

“Here?” Momo asked dumbly, cupping her girlfriend's face as she settled on top of her, trapping her hips between her legs. “In Dallas? You wanna stay here?”

“I don't care,” Jihyo pouted, shrugging as the older girl slowly caressed her face with her thumb. “Take me with you, to Europe maybe? Just wanna stay here… in your arms.” They both knew that it was unrealistic when Momo sighed.

Sometimes it was nice, having that personal space, being too busy to think about life– sometimes Jihyo wanted to quit it all just to stay here. When the exhaustion of the concert settled in, she was getting vulnerable in the ways no one else could understand but Momo.

“I'm sorry,” Momo just mumbled, kissing Jihyo softly before whispering over her lips, “I'm sorry, jagi, I know.”

Jihyo lifted herself just enough to interrupt the older woman with a kiss, melting into the way she kept caressing her face as they kissed deeply. It was reassuring, but the gentleness of it wasn’t enough to feed the need inside Jihyo. She wanted Momo so bad, she wanted her to stay. She wanted her scent all over her skin, her grip on her cheek; she wanted to share all of her oxygen with her. It was getting ridiculous. “Not enough,” she whispered.

“Not enough, unnie, need you inside.”

Momo's heart fluttered at the request, willing to go down and grant the birthday girl's wish before Jihyo grabbed her by the arm and stopped her. “Stay here,” she whined, biting her lip when she felt Momo's hand wandering over her crotch. “Keep kissing me.”

It was unexpected, considering how much Jihyo usually loved having Momo's tongue all over her body. Usually, it was Momo who longed for her to the point where Jihyo made fun of her. How the tables have turned because Momo actually had to leave when Jihyo was off to a break was making the older's stomach flip.

She didn't ask for Jihyo to be anything but herself, but sometimes, just sometimes this lovesick girl ending up on her lap was making her heart beat a little faster than usual. She was different when exhausted, sleep deprivation turned her into a kitten. And Momo felt like she could die to have that for twenty more minutes before they fell asleep.

Their kiss was more so spit and bites, Momo teething her perfectly built jawline as her fingers ran through her girlfriend's folds, almost moaning after feeling how wet she was for her.

“Tired?” She asked, circling on the sensitive nub under her fingertips. Jihyo would lose all of her words into a desperate whimper. “Can you take it if I go rough?”

Jihyo locked their eyes together as she nodded, enjoying the fastening touch on her core thoroughly. Really, since how long has she been waiting for this? Why did it feel like an eternity? Why did the time Momo fucked her empty at the backstage bathroom started to feel like a fever dream? Maybe it was just the cold but god– Jihyo didn’t remember another time where she felt desperate so be hers.

She was embarrassingly wet from all that humping and eating Momo out, hips twitching every time her thumb brushed her clit. The lewd sound it made when the older woman pushed two fingers inside her would almost quiet down her moan. Jihyo was ready and burning around Momo's digits, as she stilled inside her until she got used to the stretch.

She thought she was being considerate, until Jihyo lifted her hips and cried– “Fuck me,” The way she stared into her eyes was telling enough. “Fuck me hard, unnie, wanna feel you inside me when you're gone.” Oh god.

Momo couldn’t help the whimper slipping out of her lips.

When she started working her fingers, fast and deep, she thought she was about to come because how gone Jihyo was for this moment. Every time she opened that fucking mouth, Momo just knew that it would be filthier than the last time.

Pushing such a turned on woman to her orgasm wasn’t hard for Momo. She had a slight muscle pain after the concert, but it wasn't bad enough to slow down the unbelievable pace of her wrist. After a while, Jihyo couldn’t even kiss her as she moaned into her mouth. Her nails were digging deep on the Japanese's skin, probably leaving marks on her back– which they would have to cover up later on.

“Momo, please,” She gasped as Momo added a third finger, curling them right on her spot. The stretch, the way her thumb hit her clit every time she thrusted, the speed and force that made the hotel bed shake from its space… Jihyo thought she was about to faint. “Please, please–”

“Please what, jagi?” Momo asked out of breath, but she already knew the answer. She could feel that Jihyo was close, so much that just a curl of her fingers would finish her. And when Jihyo was in that head space, she was the loudest. She just wanted to hear it.

“Please, there, just– ah–” Jihyo's eyes closed shut, finally breaking eye contact and quitting her efforts to stubbornly kiss. Momo smiled faintly, trying to fight through the muscle pain as she kept fucking her. The sounds Jihyo let out in addition to her slick sounds– Momo was ecstatic knowing that she was the one who caused this mess. Their mixed arousals would get the whole bed soaked already, before she was even done with Jihyo.

“Momo–” Jihyo moaned her name again, from the bottom of her chest, and Momo thought she'd never heard her name sound so damn sexy before. She just pulled out her fingers completely before pushing back in with all her remaining strength, making Jihyo start shaking violently in her arms.

She would cry through her orgasms, a fact which took Momo long enough to accept that it was just tears of pleasure. A tear slipped down her cheek as her mouth dropped open, gripping Momo's shoulders for her dear life as the older girl still kept fucking her through her orgasm.

Momo gently pressed a kiss on her cheek, where her tear traced its way, and slowed down her movements. Though she didn’t dare stop even after Jihyo's moans calmed down, determined to carry her to her second orgasm. She knew her girlfriend's body like the back of her hand now, it wouldn't take her long before Jihyo fell apart again.

Just like that, her second orgasm was calmer, more quiet and less earth shattering. It was comforting, even. Momo would kiss her again, whispering, “I love you, I love you so fucking much.” as Jihyo silently kept shedding tears. That attitude surely didn't belong to the girl who fucked her girlfriend senseless seconds ago, but what else could Momo do?

Just looking at Jihyo was making her breathe shakily, her after sex glow making her look even prettier than she was. Momo sometimes failed to believe that she was real. She might've been just programmed to do whatever Jihyo asks her to do and it was never once a burden for her. So what could she do except cherishing every single moment of this precious being? She had no idea.

All she knew for all these years was Jihyo; loving Jihyo. So she kept doing whatever she knew the best.

Jihyo calmed down only when Momo planted her whole body weight over hers with a sigh, squeezing her a little in a very comforting way. Here they were, when the schedules ended and everything else faded in the background, they found peace and only existed as one body– pressed so tight together to the point where Momo didn't know where she ends and where Jihyo starts.

She started feeling a little dizzy, which reminded her that they were still hungry. They desperately needed a shower and some food rather than Jihyo's sweet birthday cake or Momo's arousal. But Jihyo was more than ready to fall into the arms of her sleep and nuzzle into the crook of her girlfriend's neck. “I'm a lucky girl,” She murmured, her voice slightly muffled. “Luckiest birthday girl in the world. Thank you, my love.”

Momo wrapped her arms around the younger woman even tighter and pressed a kiss on her temple. “You make me the luckiest girl everyday,” Jihyo giggled, catching her lips in a loving kiss after Momo finished her words. “Thank you for existing, thank you for being mine,” Momo would whisper.

“Happy birthday, jagiya.”

[butchyeons]

happy sunday everyone!! i’m back with the long awaited update to push me too hard. before you go any further, please read the beginning author’s note- it contains a trigger warning for mentions of physical and verbal abuse. if you choose to continue, i hope you enjoy. you can find the new update here.

as always, i hope you guys like the chapter!! i decided it needed to happen before the big finale, lmao, so you can expect the last one sometime in the future (i promise it won’t be as big of a gap as last time, i’m going to finish this fic before i move on). pls let me know what y’all think!! any and all comments or messages are appreciated. see you soon!! <3