⋆˚｡⋆✧˚Skyyler's diary˚✧⋆｡˚⋆

My online diary when I need to get things off my chest and mind,i don't take advice

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Hi im skyler and this is my online diary since I love putting my stuff on the internet and I do not really want people close to me knowing somethings

My main blog is @skyyler-morningstar

Other [email protected](on tt),@skyler_foolish(on wattpad) and skyyler_morningstar on ao3

Things about me:

Im aromantic and non binary

I use any prounons

I have autism,hypermobility and very probably dyscalculia, dysorthography and dyspraxia

Fandoms Im in/thinks i like -homestuck,pjo,qsmp,fnaf,creepypasta,hades game,learing about diffrent mythologies,cultures and theri religions,art,history,also im a fanfic writer and many more but I don't remember

i'm a hellenic polytheiest

DNI-DARKSHIPPERS,PROSHIPPERS,ANTI-THEISTS,RADQUEERS,MISOGYNIST,MISANDRSIST,SEXISTS,RACISTS,TRANSPHOBES,XENOPHOBES,HOMOPHOBES,RIGHT LEANING PEOPLE

Other things-pls don't try to give me exesive advice or befriend me Im comfortable with the friends i have and I had bad expriance with PPL in the past.

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"I want to have autism"i fucking promise you YOU DO NOT WANT TO HAVE IT

MY CLASSTEACHER,DOESN'T TAKE ME SERIOUSLY

THE AMOUT IF FUCKING TIMES,THIS WOMEM ACTED LIKE SHE KNEW BETTER THEN CAUSE SHE HAD MY FUCINH DIOGNOSIS AND STICKS STICKLLY TO THAT FUCKING PAPER,LIKE NO JACKASS YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT"best for me" I KNOW OT CAUSE I KNOW WHAT IS IN MY FUCKING HEAD,

I aksed her ONE TIME if she can give me a caculator cause I don't know what the fuck is happening on that fuckass math paper infront of me(shes also my math teacher) and she told me no CAUSE MY FUCKING DIOGNOSIS IS NOT SAYING IT,then she acts suprised i don't want todo work and thinks like getting me diffrently seated would fix anything like no I STILL WOULDN'T DO IT CAUSE YOYR ASS DISCUIGES ME

"Oh maybs she was good intentions" she probaby has but is done so so poorly i want to just hide in those funky ass restsrooms to not come to those fucking lessons cause she was supried"there are more boys with autism then girls" like it isnt just misogyny in the diognosis processs,also if did had good intentions i wpild get help rather then getting a quick look while im amost baling my eyes out at a test or even just asking me about things rather then assuming FOR FUCKS SAKE

Also i will go on a bit of off topić but she did asked werid things about the ukrainian kids about the war in ukarian,idr remember what were the aks but yeah

I will make a part 2 about the fuckings things that come with having autism

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Beging aromantic is werid cause how do I notmaly explain that I don't feel any romantic attraction to someone but I fucking love shippinh(no dark shopping or proshippung fuck that stuff),romantic songs and romance fanfics

But I also feel the same when it comes to like sexual things cause Yes I fantazize about having sex with a women and I goon but the thought of having sex with someone makes me uncomfortable aswell as fucking sexual comments about me

I also feel very uncomfortable when someone comments on my body espacilly while I hace gender dyphoria

And the worst part is that ONE DAY I WILL HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT TO MY COUSIN WHO IS FUCKUNG HOMOPHOBIC AND TRANSPHOBIC probably that yo,the person who knew your whole life is from under the rainbow flag and comes from the tranches of T unmbrell and A umbrella,my mom and her fiance are also transphobic and homophobic,the enemy is closer then they think

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I still remember the time me and my best friend orpheus took lines made out like this sparking candy

More context-one time My mom brought me and my twin big back of a brother like those little toilets with lolipops and sparking powder that you dip the lolipop in and me and orpheus took lines,i feeled funky atferwards and orpheus head hurted

We took out own risks dont to that

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I recently had a dream where trump was doing a swiming competition in a super market where I injected something into him and he started to chase me but he was the size of a discusting ugly goblin and was moving in slow montion

Also for a little moment for a unknowed reason I was planing wedding outfits for squiddo and ashswag

Which with the squidswag wedding outfit makes sense i been consuming a lot of content of them but wtf is trump doing here

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Im watching aguy commentinh a paradocumentery where one of the plota has a kid with ADHD and ITS SO FUCKING PAINFULL TO WATCh

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CAN MY DUMBASS TWIN BROTHER NOT EAT MY FUCKING GLUE STICKS I NEED THOSE

This motherfucker ducking bitew MY glue sticks untill THEY ARE UNUSEBLE and the worst part im cosplaying quackity from qsmp i fucking need those

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"Oh i want thick hair"I PROMISE YOU,YOU DO NOT WANT THICK HAIR,ITS DUCKUNG 5 AM AS OF WRITING THIS AND EARLIER I NEED TO KILL A SPIDER WHO VERY POSSIBLY JUMPED OUT IF IT,NOT TO MENTION THE FUCKING TANGLING,IT MAY GOOD LOOK STYKED AND IN PHOTOS BUT I PROMISE YOU IT ISN'T FOR SHIT

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I love my best friend i really do love him BUT HES SOMETIMES SO FUCKING DUMB OR THE UNIVERSE JUST HATES US,this mother fucker today ate salmon and DRINKED MILK WITH IT,the universe also fucking hates us,its either hes sick or his parents needs him to fucking go get cleopathars autorgaf

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Long rant

Ps-don't point out my spelling mistakes

I geniutilly want to lowkey cry when I think about school cause its hell,and I know im a littlr fucking asshole sometimes but I gen I cannot stand my math teacher,some people,my princeble snd fucking PHILIP AND HIS STUIPD ASS PARENTS

I cannot deal with those people anymore,my math teachers will look me dead into my eyes and say that I need to chenge my seat cause im talking to my friend or I need to keep my fucking notore orgnized like it would fix mu grades,I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ASSTITDICKTRANGLIE THAT NO ONE EVEN NASA USES,my princeble this woman just sits in her office and does nothing abkut issuises in this fuck ass school,she just gives warning atfer kids fucking piss on the walls,smear shit snd other things or even just fixing small issius,no SHE WASTES THE FUNDS,in the school there is a box that canceld out most of the sounds which is great but the FUCKING DOORS ARE GLASS,imagine that you are amost crying and go to the box to cry but everyone can see you so your only resort to cry peacefully in the smelly bathrooms

The people-AMOST EVERYONE OF THEM ARE RACISTS,TRANSPOBES,HOMOPHOBES AND OTHER SHIT,im not even joking,a fucking classmate if mine pointed at carrabian people and said(if I remember correctly) either the n-word(all of my class is white btw) or black people.SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF THERE

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One of the many things i never understand is when people act like blocking is theri last thing or optimal when someone annoys them,i just be blocking people Who grind my gears,piss in my spaghetti.