二元性

you or me, amplified.

[bvrderline]

further apart, the closer that we are.

[daintygirldreams]

the more I fall in love,

the more you pull away.

haunted by the ghosts of my past,

I don’t know how to make you stay.

- j.b.

[bvrderline]

im sad

i wish it hurt

i feel nothing

please hurt me

make me sad

so sad

that i’ll know i’m alive

[bvrderline]

did u also grow up as the “gifted kid” with a ““unique personality”” only to find out a decade later that ur so-called personality is literally nothing but symptoms?

[bvrderline]

im either all or nothing. black or white.

i could only look at someone and feel everything all at once. fixed for a lifetime yet broken beyond repair. madly in love but still drowning in endless hate and disgust.

idealizing,

constantly idealizing.

unbelievably safe yet miserably abandoned by everyone. unique but easily replaceable. perhaps delusional.

it’s a never ending cycle. an infinite loop. an unbreakable chain of filthy lies. the very essence of a twisted soul.

[theunrequitedlover]

[bvrderline]

i wish i could tell how much of my personality is the real me and how much is my illness

[bvrderline]

i can only overshare or shut up and stop talking for a month and there’s no in between

[bvrderline]

i regret oversharing more than anything

i wanna take everything back

why did i tell them how i felt back then? why did i show them that part of me? why did i tell them those things?

could i just shut the fuck up for once

[riho-kurokawa]

「俯瞰」

[adoradere]

[poisonovs-venus]

The normal reality bores me, I crave life made of ecstasy, impulse, danger. I’m not made to be a normal person.

[leftbraintrauma]

filthy liar - 2-17-17

[queerlysad]

[naokinoko]

[ojibwa]

[chemicalrituals]