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☬ 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔 𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖙 ☬

A MAN ON THE INTERNET SAID TO MIX BLEACH AND AMMONIA AND THEN USE A STRAW TO GENTLY BLOW BUBBLES INTO THE LIQUID WHAT CHOICE HAVE I BUT TO OBEY?

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i was such a cornball i should lwk just delete everything atp

ed fucks up your life so bad

at my lowest weight ~bmi 14 i wanted to kill myself so bad, i couldnt move i couldnt digest shit, i stopped talking to my friends and felt so horrible and sikc and depressed 24/7 it was one of the worst times of my life

i purged multiple times every day and spammed expensive energy drinks and protein bars, like 3 monster energies a day, messed up my heart rhythm a ton and gave me chest pains. i used to be junior varsity athlete but all my muscles atrophied until id get arm cramps from fucking lifting up a bottle, and had to quit team entirely. i stopped showering and brushing my teeth cuz i was too tired to and couldnt get more than 6 hours of sleep a night because i was too hungry to fall asleep.

i didnt think about anything else other than calories, my grades, and how much i hated myself and wanted to die, i had no life, not even just like i didnt go outside or talk to friends but i literally didnt have any hobbies or personal interests anymore and could physically think about nothing other than food and weight loss

i feel so bad for wasting like 50% of my high school years on pursuing a stupid retarded goal that ended up doing nothing to improve my shit self esteem and wish i could get the time back and use it for something else better

#weight loss #low cal diet #weight loss diet #ed blr #ana rexx #i want to lose weight

oguhghug today i got sour patch gum, low cal pineapple jelly cups, dr pepper zero, cookies and cream quest bar, 200 cal cans of soup and a pack of ghost energy.... what if i am just simply the Rich and Fortunate one

#weight loss #low cal diet #ed blr

starting a new fast this weekend gonna have nothing but gum and dr pepper

hella excited

#weight loss #low cal diet

bvtt-hole

lwk was crashing out the past few days but im better now !!! locking in and starting this diet tomorrow will be posting accountability shit

i gen need to lose more weight, lowering gw by another 5 lb at least

bvtt-hole

fuck this shit i changed my mind im going to recover and eat at maintenance

and then im going to do lean bulking and im going to get back to normal

fuck this shit honestly

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Looking for ppl to follow !

If you’re an active blog as of Aug 2025 that posts stuff related to ed things , please reblog c:

Please be over 18, I’m 25 and don’t feel comfortable following minors thank you

bvtt-hole

yes pls

oh my god i feel so shit for breaking my 2 week no binge streak but i also feel so fucking good and energetic and amazing rn idk how to feel

like ive literally been sleepwalking and on the verge of fainint g this past month even though ive been having like 400 mg of caffeine a day but i after 1 binge i suddenly feel like jumping off the walls

#3dblrr #weight loss #low cal diet #3d blr #3d diary

oh my god tomorrow is my last day of work before getting laid off for good 🥹🥹life is so beautiful

ygs dont uderstand how much i love quest bars esp thois one it tastes so good it almost feels illegal

#ed blr #i want to lose weight #weight loss #low cal diet #3d relapse

lwk was crashing out the past few days but im better now !!! locking in and starting this diet tomorrow will be posting accountability shit

i gen need to lose more weight, lowering gw by another 5 lb at least

#low cal diet #weight loss #ed blr #3d diary #light as a 🪶

paused from purging to see hb text me this 💔💔

when will i lock in and lose 3 lb

ive been so out of control these past few days its over

anyways today i had 2 bananas (200 cal??) 2 slices of pizza (400 cals???) 1 donut (200 cals idk bro) 1 slice of watermelon (100 cal ok idk anymore) a bunch of chips and guac (100000 cals) ok and i threw up nothing okkkkk yeah just kil lme just kill me kms

#weight loss #low cal diet

today was approx 500 cals

i had 100 (?) grams of a cucumber salad (idk mb 200 cals), 4 garlic crackers (150 cals), 1 banana (100 cals) and two coffee candies (35 cals)

i was meant to fast today...

#weight loss #low cal diet #weight loss diet

PURGING IS SUCH A FUCKING SCAM I JUST ATE LIKE 3000 CALOREIS AND I CANT THORW UP FUCKING ANYTHING

#urge to purge

360 cals tot today

2 bananas

1 pack of crackers, 150 cals for that pack

10 cals from monsterzero

that monster actually destroyed me its nighttime and i still feel horrible and nauseous i think im drinking too much caffeine :(

lwk all this weight loss stuff is bullshit a waste of time and not worth it

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