one more light.

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jiscos‌:

     “ what the fuck !  “ an exaggerated curse came from jo as she let out a short little huff. in front of her sat the deflated working of a tent and the poles needed to put it up right clanged together in her hands. “ are they expecting me to be a friggin genuis to figure this shit out ? “ she moved them around trying to figure out how it all went together to form an actual upright and sleepable tent, “ somebody please help me, clearly i’m not smart enough to put a tent together … “

“jo, are you okay?” she grabbed the other’s hand, “i can build it for you if you’d like... i learned on one of my church retreats, it’s not as hard as it looks.” grabbing the poles from her hand, she grinned as she sat beside the tent and began to feed a pole through, “i promise it’s not as hard as it looks.”

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if you had to choose a "successor" to take manon's crown (yourself included) who would you choose and why?

“you talk about manon as if she wasn’t a person, it’s disgusting. i hope she’s up in a better place, you know? i don’t think anyone could replace her as a human. that’s such a rude thing to say, i pray for her family.”

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🤝 + …desperately.

it had been a long day and bethani needed company of another kind, looking over at the other girl as she bit her lip. sliding her ring off of her finger as if to play into the joke of her alter ego, she set it on the other’s dresser before crawling towards her. hands moving from thighs to her hips as their lips met. 

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i need you

“are you okay?” she keeps a smile on her face though her voice was laced with concern. “what’s happening?”

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🤝 + 8 !

“oh jo, thanks for catching me…” everyone was watching at cheer practice as she attempted to be a flyer for the first time. didn’t go as well as she thought. “i’m such a clutz i’m sorry.” her hand was on her thigh and the small of her back as the blonde put her back on the ground.

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would you ever have a one night stand?

“i’m really surprised that you’d ask me of all people.” a nervous laugh, “sex is a sacred thing, shared between two people after marriage. that’s why i have this ring. obviously.”

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ask me anything

ask me anything

do it

[sagamemes]

fifty reasons to touch someone.   a variation of this. send me a 🤝 + a number ( add ‘flip’ to reverse it )  for your muse to touch mine…

…to say ‘good morning’.

…to say ‘goodnight’.

…to say ‘goodbye’.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as a ‘no’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because you are running out of time.

…because i am running out of time.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

[ dealer’s choice / randomise ]

[rpmemestm]

send  ‘ i need you. ’ for my muse’s reaction

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psareva‌:

Truth be told, Areva hadn’t expected anyone to notice that they’d been down lately so to have Bethani notice and go out of her way to make things that would hopefully lift the younger girl’s spirits, Areva smiled brightly and happily accepted the cookies. “I don’t want to take your book,” they protested, pushing it gently back at Bethani. They didn’t like the idea of taking something that didn’t belong to them, especially something as precious as that. “Thank you.” 

“you act like you don’t live with me... take the darn book!” she snorted, shoving back into her hands. “you also act like this is my only one. i have two more in my room for bible study. please, if you want to read it don’t be burdened by it being mine.” taking a cookie from her pocket, she smiled as she bit into them, “i hope they’re what you like, it’s a old sugar cookie recipe from my nana...”

[loona-tv]

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starter for @psareva

“hey hey hey!” bethani ran up behind areva with a grin. pulling cookies out of her pocket and balancing them on a tiny bible she kept with her at all times. “i made you some goodies, you seemed kind of down the last couple of days... i also marked some passages that made me feel better when i had a frown on my face... but you don’t have to read them.”

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starter for @jiscos

“is all this cardio really necessary jo?” bethani gasped as she ran on the treadmill for what seemed to be the third time today. “i feel like i’m gonna die!” to be honest, this is not what she signed up for when she signed up for cheer but bethani greene was no quitter. just because this was a little more difficult than intended doesn’t mean she was going to give up- unless she slipped and flung off the treadmill then maybe she should give up for the day. and that’s exactly what happened with a small thud as she hit the wall lightly, “i’m okay...” she laughs to herself, truly her luck.

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txt: mathieu ⇆ bethani.

mathieu: if i said i was willing to pay for whatever you ordered, would you go get some food with me

mathieu: i ran out of other distractions and i don’t have practice rn, so...

mathieu: bethani, you have 3 minutes to answer before i change my mind

bethani: i mean

bethani: i don't really know you other than student council but free food is free food !!! :0)

bethani: where are we going ???

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justicechoii‌:

    “you’re okay, you’re okay.. relax.” justice mumbled as he opened up his arms for the much smaller girl, tugging her into a gentle embrace as he tried to at least make her feel better. it had to be scary for her. whenever he saw bethani, all he could think of was sheer innocence. and coming from a guy like justice choi? that said A LOT. “i mean, you could still technically lie…” he said, eyes widening once he realized that he vocalized a thought. “—ignore me. don’t worry.” justice instantly pulled at the sleeve of his long sleeved shirt, holding it out for her as if to use as a tissue to clean herself up. “you’re fine.. as long as you told them the truth, everything will work out in the end. promise.”

a sigh escaped her, “do you think they knew i had a drink or two?” it was rather embarrassing for her, and if her parents or siblings found out she’d be dead. “i told them the truth, i don’t really know manon you know? i never knew her. so why would they question me? you know?” wiping her eyes on his shirt sleeve as she huffed, “am i a bad guy?”

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odctes‌:

“  it’s  okay.  ”  odette  said,  softly  nudging  bethanis  shoulder.  “  you  can  say  it.  you’re  gonna  miss  me.  ”  she  teased.  “  thank  you  though.  i’m  excited  to  go  to  law  school,  i’m  tired  of  the  technical  stuff.  i  just  want  to  get  out  there  and  actually  help  people.  ”  odette  thanks bethani  before  nodding.  “  you  know,  you’re  kind  of  a  lifesaver.  ten  more  minutes,  and  i  might  have  died  of  starvation.  ”

“that seems rather dramatic but i’ll believe you anyway...” she giggled, taking the salad out of her backpack and sliding it over to odette, “-and here is the dressing and a fork!” pulling another small container and the fork out of her bag. “you’re all set now. i hope you like caesar salad.”

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jiinsols‌:

“not my fault,” jinsol contended with a shrug of his shoulder. “i’m tall and you’re just kinda … not. i’m hovering by nature.” he had a sketchbook tucked under his arm and a fistful of freshly sharpened pencils in the other hand. distracted, as usual, it took him a minute to grasp on to bethani’s words. “eugh,” he twisted his face up in disgust. “those are the worst three words i’ve ever heard strung together in one sentence.” he pouted. “english? i’m flattered that you think i have the patience or brain capacity to take an english class. no— you’re mixing me up with another tutee, aren’t you? i’m offended. i thought we were exclusive, beth.” he teased, feigning heartbreak as he clutched his chest. “not that you were tutoring me that much before,” he grinned widely, his words declared in a hum of satisfation, “…think it was kinda the other way around.”

“when you say it like that it sounds disgusting...” bethani jokingly gagged, “you make it sound like i’m some inexperienced child.” which wasn’t completely a lie but she hated admitting that. when jinsol said the word exclusive a pang of guilt rang in her chest, flashes of doing almost the same thing with odette, minus the tutoring, played through her mind. twisting her necklace out of a nervous habit she looked up to jinsol, “is there any other reason you’re here then?”