it was the first time you and mike were out with the whole party since starting your little agreement. you didn’t realize just how awkward it would be. constantly sharing looks, avoiding each other gaze, catching the other one looking. every time someone else mentioned mike you looked down, trying to keep your face as neutral as possible. he did the same when he heard your name.
you were all out at the mall, shoving cold metal spoons filled with frozen milk down your mouth. all of you cramped into a booth. you sat between mike and max. this made you feel like you truly died without realizing and entered hell. lucas wanted to sit across from max, some cheesy line like, ‘i want to be able to gaze into my girlfriend’s eyes’, bleck. dustin claimed he had to sit by lucas, because they had some personal science project they needed to talk about, even though everyone knew they would be too distracted to work on it. will just so happened to sit down first claiming his spot. you wanted to sit by max. the cards just fell that way, and you were stuck inbetween your worst nightmare. the guy you secretly had a platonic fling with, and the girl you’re lying to about it. yes you were lying to the others too, but it was different with them. max and you were the only girls left. after el passed away, you promised to stay close, never hide anything, and always stay sisters. but there you were lying and hiding things from her. it was only a just punishment that you were sanwhiched in between the lie, and the one the lie is a being told to.
“mike dude, you haven’t even touched your ice cream.” Dustin spoke, breaking mike away from his 1,000 yard stare into his rocky road. ironic, he thought, rocky road, my life is a rocky road. mike could be dramatic sometimes.
“uh yeah,” mikes mouth was agape, “yeah i just, lost my appetite.” mike looked away from dustin, and pushed his ice cream forward.
“what’s up with you, you’ve ’ve been acting off all day?” will asked, across from mike, concern written on his face.
“yeah man, what’s going on, and is it bad enough that i can finish off your ice cream for you?” dustin asked. mike rolled his eyes, and pushed the ice cream to dustin. dustin smiled and quickly raised his eyebrows.
“im fine, i just didn’t sleep much last night.” mike answered, looking around scoops ahoy, desperately hoping there would be a change of subject.
ever since he saw you, he felt tense. when it was just you two, it was fine, there was no secret, you were both in on it. mike was never good at secrets. they made him feel guilty. yes he could lie to the whole world and never once mention the interdemensional monsters, but his best friends knew about that, so hiding something so small from them, felt so wrong. he was the leader of the group after all, he was supposed to be honest, to be truthful. what he was hiding from them was not honest at all. he thought he could do it, be cool, but as every single person at hawkins high knows, mike is not cool. he’s jittery, he answers questions too fast in class, he argues with the teachers, he can’t keep when he’s right to himself, and he loves to let everyone know he knows something they dont. but this was different. the thing he knew, that no one else did, was something he couldn’t gloat about knowing. it was eating him alive.
“why not?” max asked suspiciously. oh i dont know, he thought, maybe the fact that i kept checking that stupid shoebox to make sure the contract was real, and not some sick fantasy i made up in my head. he tossed and turned in his bed all night the night before, the night the contract was made. he thought a lot of things, and he would go from one end of the spectrum, to the other. god this is so stupid, something’s bound to go wrong, he’d think for a few minutes. oh my god i am a genius, i get to make out with a girl whenever i want, he’d change his mind. no shes not some girl, she’s my best friend, im disgusting for thinking of her that way, he would tell himself. and then he would think about you the way that disgusted him. and when he thought about that he couldn’t help but think about when the next time he would kiss you would be. that’s when he would look at the contract again to make sure this was a real thing, and not some pervy wet dream. then the cycle would start again.
‘the fundraiser, that’s what it is isn’t?” dustin spoke for mike. “yeah its been keeping me up too man.” dustin shook his head. mike just stared blankly at him. dustin was concerned about the av club fundraiser that they would be holding at the back to school bash, a stupid fair hawkins put on to try and raise money for the schools.
“yeah, yeah that fundraisers, its just really been on my mind.” mike sarcastically spoke.
“i know man, i get it, i totally get it.” dustin consoled mike, as he ate away at mikes leftovers.
“idiot.” max groaned out.
“how is the stuff for the fundraiser going?” you quickly asked, needing the topic to no longer be about mike for your own sanity. you didn’t sleep much either. you didn’t feel as guilty as mike did, you never questioned if it was some fantasy. you kissed boys all the time, it was nothing new. but what was new, was how good it felt. you mentally traced back all the people you kissed, certain that there had to be someone better than mike. you couldn’t find someone. your brain was filled with that thought all night, you even dreamt about it.
“eh it’s going okay.” dustin shrugged, “just gonna need help at the back to school bash because it’s supposed to be busy this year. and since lucas has practice that day, it’s all hands on deck.” he glared at lucas but lucas only put his hands up in surrender.
“right,” will shyly spoke up, “about that dustin.” he was nervous to continue, scared to hurt his friends feelings.
“what?” concern written all over dustin’s face. he looked at wills guilty face and immediately clocked it. “don’t you dare man, don’t you dare cancel on me too.” dustin shook his head.
“my mom scheduled some stupid college visit the same day of the fair. she did it without asking and refused to cancel it when i told her.” will began to plead, hoping he could be forgiven.
“whatever,” dustin rolled his eyes and sighed. “max? please.” dustin tried to give her puppy dog eyes but it only cringed the girl out.
“no. i told you im not helping with that. i am not an av club, so it is not my problem.” she shook her head and scoffed. dustin sighed and looked over to you and mike.
“you guys are still in right?” you and mike looked at each other, the first time you made eye contact with him that day.
“yes, obviously dustin i wouldn’t miss it for the world.” you smiled at him. you looked back at mike to see he was still looking at you. the millisecond your eyes connected felt like an eternity. you saw his eyes brush down to your lips. you’re stomach immediately dropped. his mouth was slightly agape, like he wanted to say something and couldn’t. he sighed and slowly looked away. you lingered on his face only a second more, worried that what you did may have ruined the relationship you had with him.
“thanks” dustin huffed out, annoyed at the others. will only pursed his lips, feeling guilty for his mothers decision.
“anyway mike, why was it you couldn’t sleep?” max looked back at mike suspiciously again. fuck. he thought. i thought we were past this. he said to himself. your head shot towards max, wondering why she was pressing mike so heavily.
“max what are you doing?” you whispered to her.
“making conversation.” she whispered back, not taking her eyes off mike. mike only looked around at the group, lucas, dustin, and will all confused.
“oh uh-” he tried to think of lie. homework- no it’s summer. think mike, think. “holly.” he blurted out. everyone’s eyebrows furrowed confused, looking around at each other. “she uh- she had uh-ah a friend over, they uh- thought it was funny to keep -uh bothering me, yeah. kids, funny yeah. remember those days?” mike awkwardly rambled, and laughed to himself. max raised her eyebrows at him unconvinced.
“what was her friend’s name?” she kept pushing. lucas kept looking at max confused on her demeanor, dustin continued to chow down on the ice cream, watching, entertained. will watched, unamused.
“what?” mike was taken aback.
“max can uh, i need to use the bathroom wanna come?” you spoke out trying to push your way out of the booth, slamming your side into hers to get her to move. she obliged and scooted out of the booth allowing the two of you to exit the table.
you grabbed her wrist and walked away from the table, looking back at the table a couple times to see when their attention would no longer be on you two. you pulled her into the bathroom.
“what the hell max?” you whisper yelled.
“what?” she played dumb with a devious smile on her face.
“don’t bull shit me.” you smiled and rolled your eyes. you dropped your smile and went serious. “seriously max what are you doing.”
“trying to get him to tell me what you won’t.”
“what are you talking about?” you played dumb.
“oh cmon, you and mike obviously have something going on, you’ve been playing eye tag the second you saw him.”
“so?” you were trying to play it as cool as you could.
“nothing really max, it’s just been weird since you know, i told him that it was no more.” you felt so awful lying.
“that was- uh that was a joke.”
“yeah i know- sorry.” you both laughed. “look if you keep pressing mike he’s gonna spill.”
“i know, that’s the point.”
“well unfortunately if mike spills in front of everyone, it’s not gonna be the same reaction that you had.”
“when you found out mike and i kissed you said ‘no y/n you have to end it. so irresponsible.’ right?”
“now let’s imagine if dustin were to find out.” max furrowed her eyebrows. “instead of ‘oh god no’ it would be more like ‘you kissed mike? oh my gosh was there the electricity? are you going to start dating? maybe get married one day? have children together? wow this is great. amazing even.’ and i just can’t handle that.”
“yeah- no- yeah you’re right.” max sighed. “i just want to know the truth, and if you’re not gonna spill, i am positive mike will.”
“well there’s nothing more to spill, than what you already know max.” she sighed and glared at you.
“fine. but if if i find out you’re lying to me, you’re dead got it?” she pointed a finger at you.
the two of you walked out of the bathroom and went back to the table of boys. you and max stood at the side of the booth, and every head turned to look at the two of you.
“we wanna go shopping.” max spoke. the boys groaned.
“do we have to go?” lucas asked.
“yes.” max replied. dustin and mike looked at each other and scoffed. will had a slight smirk on his face.
“where to first?” will asked through his smile.
“i was thinking the gap.” you said. as you did they were all getting up, filing out of the booth as you and max led them out into the rest of the mall.
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you and max were looking through clothes, holding things up to yourselves asking the other if it looked good. you’d look over at the boys every once in awhile, seeing them giggling or making fun of some clothes they’d seen.
“look at this.” max said holding up a very feminine dress, covered in flowers. “this would look so good on you.” she held it up to you, as you grabbed it.
“really?” you held it in front of you, and felt the fabric with your other hand.
“totally.” she smiled. “try it on.” you smiled up at her.
you put the dress on, looked in the mirror and turned to the side a little, seeing it in every angle.
“hurry up, i wanna see it.” you heard max from outside of the room.
you sighed as you stepped out of the room, taken aback at the fact the entire party was standing out there. they were all standing beside each other, and their heads snapped towards you as you exited the fitting room.
“oh my gosh you look incredible.” max gasped out. “doesn’t she look incredible?” she nudged lucas. lucas raised his eyebrows, and looked up at you.
“yes, yeah its very nice.” he smiled.
“super nice,” dustin spoke from beside lucas. “so nice that I think you should buy it right now, and we can get out of here!”
will rolled his eyes at dustin and spoke out. “you look great y/n” you smiled at him as a thank you. every head turn towards mike, waiting for him to say something. he was the only one who hadn’t spoke out yet.
“oh- uh yeah -yeah the uh, flowers, they’re great.” mike pursed his lips, and awkwardly looked at you and the others. everyone’s eyebrows were furrowed in confusion, his compliment not landing for anyone.
“i think im gonna get it.” you smiled to max.
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the group walked through the mall, max and yours arms full of bags. everyone was deep into whatever they were discussing, everyone expect you and mike. you took this as your opportunity to pull him aside. you halted your steps, allowing the group to move ahead of you. they didn’t notice, all talking. you grabbed mike by his arm, pulling him back near you. you let the group continue to walk leaving the two of you a few feet behind. his eyebrows twitched at the unexpected touch, his eyes flickered down to your arm on his bicep. noticing his glare, you removed your hand from him.
‘we need to talk.” you whispered. he seemed nervous. “you’re being totally obvious about everything.”
“i know, i know, im sorry, im just nervous,” he whispered out.
“if you can’t handle it, then maybe we should-“
“no, no its not that.” he interrupted you. “its just the first time with the group and im nervous, not to mention, max isn’t helping.” he groaned out.
“yeah i know, dont worry i talked to her.”
“what did you tell her?” he asked concerned. “does she know?” he whispered even quieter.
“no- well, not really, mostly no.”
“mostly no? what does that mean?”
“i’ll explain more later i promise just, can we hang out later?”
“to talk about max and stuff?” he asked.
“yeah that and,” you looked up at him with a slight grin on your face, “maybe other things.” you broke into a full smile. a slight blush came onto his face.
“whatever it is you two are talking about, do you care to share it with the class?” dustin spoke, breaking the two of yours stares from one another.
“uh a campaign, yeah, she had some ideas for a campaign.” mike lied.
“like what?” max asked, suspicious again.
“well we cant tell you or it would give the whole thing away.” you smiled, locking your arms, and walking with her.
“well then how come you get to know?” will asked jealously, with a teasing smile on his face.
“i was thinking of trying to write my own campaign, try out being the dungeon master for once.” you smiled at will.
“yeah and i was gonna help her out, guide her through her first time.” mike added on.
the group continued to walk out of the mall, and head to mikes house, all teasing one another and joking around. mike and you finally eased up the tension, allowing the group to flow much better than it previously had.
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all of you arrived to mikes house, dropping bags into the ground as you entered, all of you comfortable there. max and you saw nancy in the kitchen as you entered.
“nance, look at this dress y/n got it’s so cute.” max said. you opened your bag and pulled the dress out, holding it up against your body.
“that’s so cute!” nancy gasped as she felt the fabric. the boys went and sat on the couch, all of them unamused by the girls.
max and you filed into the living room, and the boys sat up straight.
“what’s the plan?” max asked the group.
“wanna watch a movie here?” dustin asked the whole group. you and mike looked at each other, knowing both of you yearned for alone time together.
“oh uh- actually today doesn’t work for me.” mike said. “yeah i’ve got to uh- finishing cleaning my room before people can hang here you know. just what my mom wants…” he trailed off, unsure if his peers would believe him.
“oh.” lucas replied. “max wanna come over to my place then?”
“sure, unless y/n wants to hang out.” she raised her eyebrows towards you.
“no you’re good, i needa clean my room too anyway so no worries.”
“will wanna come to my place and help get things for the fundraiser ready since you’re totally ditching me.” dustin asked will.
“yeah that works with me.” everyone began to stand up and file out, saying a quick goodbye to mike. you held your place in the wheeler house though.
“are you leaving?” max asked.
“yes, yeah i just need to use the bathroom real quick. don’t wait up on me i’ll catch up.” you lied to her.
“okay,” she looked between you and mike. “no funny business okay?” she whisper yelled at you.
“yes jeez i know i really just have to pee okay?” you glared at her. “bye guys. if i don’t catch up with everyone im sure i’ll see y’all tomorrow.” you waved at everyone as you headed up to the bathroom. you opened the door to the bathroom and sat on the ledge of the tub, waiting for mike to signal that they were gone. suddenly you heard a knock.
“y/n it’s me.” you heard mike say into the door. “they all just left.” you walked up to the door, grabbed the handle and quickly opened it. you pulled mike in, and slammed him into the door, causing it to shut. your urgency shocked mike and his eyes were wide. you leaned up and pressed your lips to his. he was taken aback at first but quickly obeyed. he opened his mouth, allowing your lips to suction his. your hand rose up to the back of his head, leaving the waves of his hair to fill inbetween your fingers. his tongue rubbed your lips, asking permission to enter your mouth. you allowed it, and felt as his tongue rammed against yours. your slobber was combining with his, your kisses were sloppy and desperate. you pulled back to get a look at his face. he was completely red and couldn’t stop smiling.
“i’ve been waiting all day to do that.” you smiled out. he smiled back and leaned down to kiss you again. it was slower this time, but just as messy. you moved in rhythm together, flowing as one. his hand slowly moved from your shoulder down to your side. he carefully inched to your waist, and then to your hips. he was being brave, and you could tell. you wondered how much longer until he decided to grab your ass. you were ready, nearly impatient for it to happen, until a loud knock came from the other side of the door that you had mike pinned on.
“mike hurry up i need to piss.” you heard nancy yell. the two of you pulled back from each others faces quickly. but you were both still holding on to each other. his hand left your hip, and immediately grabbed the door handle that was beside him. she banged on the door again, and jiggled the door handle. you were silently grateful he held the door handle knowing you forgot to lock it. he quickly turned the lock, allowing the door to be secured.
“i’m about to get in the shower.” he yelled out, you stepped away nervously.
“well let me in to pee first.” she pleaded.
“i’m already naked.” he yelled out angrily. you try to hide your laugh, amused at his immaturity.
“once your in the shower at least let me use the bathroom asshole.”
“oh come on, the curtain is there it’s not like it’s a big deal, i need to pee.” nancy yelled back more hostile this time.
mike looked around, unsure of what to do. he looked to you, to the shower, and then to the dirty clothes, his eyebrows raised coming up with an idea. “okay okay, just give me a second.” he yelled to her. he went over and turned on the shower. he went to the dirty clothes, and grabbed out a shirt, pants, and undergarments to lay on the ground, that way it looked like he undressed for the shower. he grabbed your shoulders and whispered “we have to get in.”
“what?” you whispered back.
“i’ll try and block the water from getting you, but this is the best idea i can come up with right now.” he looked at you and then to the shower, you sighed but agreed. he stepped in first, his back facing the stream of the water, allowing his clothes and back of his head to slowly get more soaked. he reached his hand out and allowed room for you to step in. you grabbed his hand and he helped you in the shower. he quickly closed the curtain.
“okay nancy, have at it.” he yelled to the girl on the other side of the door. you could hear her open the door from inside the shower. you were facing mike, seeing him get incredibly soaked while fully dressed.
“was that so hard?” nancy muttered out. as she came into the bathroom.
you were getting a little wet, but mike was taking most of the blow. you looked up at him, and he was looking around the small shower, tapping the side of his leg hoping she would be done soon. he felt you looking at him so he looked down at you. he smiled to you, apologetic of the situation. you smiled back. you were caught up in his eyes, and the way his hair looked when it was wet, seeing how it layed on his face. then you heard nancy flush.
“NANCY! don’t flush-“ then the water came out of the shower head steaming hot.
“oops” nancy laughed out, doing that on purpose.
“ah-“ you accidentally let out as the hot water slightly burned your skin. immediately mike took his hand and covered your mouth from saying more. both of your eyes looked at another wide, scared she heard you.
“was that you mike?” nancy said in disbelief.
“uh- yeah.” mike called out.
“god you scream like a girl.” she laughed and walked out. mike slowly let his hand down from your mouth and both of you sighed in relief. he laughed slightly at the situation. this caused you both to laugh into one another. he turned around and turned the shower off. he turned back around to see you staring at him. he leaned down and placed a small, but nice kiss onto your lips.
“let’s get dried off.” he spoke with a smile and opened the curtain to get out of the shower. he stepped out and held his hand out again, helping you out. he grabbed two towels and handed you one to dry off. “you can borrow some of my clothes if you need.” he said. “let’s go to my room.” you nodded in agreement. you saw him peak his head out of the bathroom door, looking both ways to make sure no one was out there. he turned around “coast is clear.” he fully opened the door and led you into his room. you stood there, drying off with the towel he gave you, as he looked through his drawers for something for you. he turned around with a crew neck and a pair of sweatpants in his hands, that were folded very neatly. you knew his mom was the one to put them away, because mike was not this neat about anything. “here ya go.” he pushed them out to you.
“thanks.” you grabbed them from him, and then looked up at him. his lips were pursed and he was going back and forth from looking at the stack of clothes to looking at your face. “mike? can you-“ you pointed your finger towards the ground, and twirled it around, singling for him to turn around.
“oh yeah- sorry.” he laughed and turned around. you slowly took your wet clothes off and as your skin was exposed, you stared hard into the back of mikes head, making sure he wasn’t turning around or trying to sneak a peak. although there was this part of you that wanted him to look. the part of you that wondered what he would do, say or think. the part of you that always wondered how others would view this part of you. you felt like you could be vulnerable with mike, without having your feelings hurt. he was the perfect guy to show this side of you without getting hurt. because he could do you a favor, the same way you did a favor for him. you wanted to speak out, tell him to turn around. but it felt wrong, too soon. something that you hadn’t talked about yet, something you weren’t sure was in the deal with this new contract you and mike had. you were taken out of your thoughts when you realized you were fully dressed now.
“you’re good.” you said out loud and he turned back around.
“okay my turn.” he chuckled and you turned around as he got dressed. once he finished he grabbed your shoulder, and turned you around. “what all does max know?” he asked as he faced you. you walked to sit on his bed, as his hand dropped from your shoulder.
“okay, let’s start from the beginning.” you said as he sat down next to you. “when we first kissed. like the very first time, when it was just a favor for you, i count stop thinking about it.” you looked down, nervous and embarrassed. “this is kind of humbling to admit, but mike-“ you looked back up to see him looking softly at you “- you are genuinely the best kiss i’ve ever experienced.” his eyes lit up, but yours were sheepish. “i couldn’t stop thinking about it, i was going crazy and needed to tell someone so- so i called max and i told her. just about the first kiss that’s all.”
“that is was a bad idea and needed to end immediately.” you looked up at him with concern. “so obviously i never told her about the part where we decided to be friends with- i guess friends with extra benefits.” you explained.
“is that why she was so suspicious today?” mike asks, and you nodded.
“but i told her that you were just nervous since last we talked it was me saying we can never do that again.” you quickly explained. he nodded, understanding.
“y/n?” mike peaked his eyes up at yours.
“yeah?” you asked, soft tone.
“am i really the best kiss you’ve ever had?” you saw his face go into a teasing grin, eyebrows raising.
“yeah yeah don’t let it go to your head.” you rolled your eyes and pushed mikes shoulder.
“too late.” he smiled out and leaned in to kiss you again. you smiled through the kiss and laughed a little before you gave in.
“mike!” the two of you heard his name called out. you broke space between the two of you, and mike groaned because of your constant interruptions. “mike!” you heard louder and closer. you heard the door open as his name was called to karen, his mom.
“oh hi y/n, i didn’t know you were here!” she said to you with a smile. “will you be staying for dinner.” you looked in between her and mike. mike shrugged his shoulders, as to say that’s fine. you looked back over to mrs. wheeler.
“yeah sure!” you smile at her.
“great, in about 15 minutes mike, come down and set the table okay?” she looked towards mike with a stern look.
“yeah okay, got it.” he replied back. she smiled at the two of you and closed the door. he looked up at you and smiled. you smiled back. “oh uh- i meant to ask.” he nervously spoke out. “it wasn’t explicitly stated in our rules- so i wasn’t sure about uh- ashly you know?” you squinted your eyes and racked your brain. who was ashly? and why does it matter.
“who’s-“ you began to speak.
“oh yeah ashley, that’s her name. the one i went out with.” he explained. you muttered a small ‘oh’ nodded your head and smiled. you were nervous to hear what was next, but didn’t know why you were nervous. “anyway we never said anything in the rules about uh dating- like other people.” he looked up to you, needing to know what you would say back.
“oh well- i mean we’re not dating.” you said and he shook his head. “and i said we could do this until we found someone serious right?” he nodded his head “well how are we supposed to find someone serious if we’re not allowed to date other people you know?” you slowly spoke out. he looked at you nodded, slowly looking away.
“that makes sense. yeah i’ll call her, maybe she’s free this weekend.” he smiled at you, slightly trying to see how you would react to that information.
“yeah great.” you smiled back and nodded. there was silence. not the usual silence between you and mike. the kind that’s bearable, that isn’t awkward. this time the silence was unbearable, awkward. mike cleared his throat, it broke the silence like a hammer to glass. shattering, loud, intense.
“i should probably- uh go set the table.” mike got up, and watched his as she stood in front of you. he gave you an awkward smile, and began to walk out of his room.
“mike?” you spoke out, and stood up to his level. he turned around and raised his eyebrows, as if he were waiting for you to stay something, something he had been wanting to hear. “this isn’t awkward right?” he dropped his eyebrows and shook his head.
“no, no not at all. not unless we make it awkward right?” he smiled
“right.” you chuckled. “i’ll be down in a second.” he nodded and walked out of the room.
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dinner was fine. you did your best to make sure that nothing was awkward. it’s not awkward unless you make it awkward right? you said your goodbyes to his family and mike walked you out of his house. the two of you stood outside, you had your shopping bag in hand, holding both the bag and your bike at the same time time.
“thanks for having me mike.” you smiled, holding your bike up with both hands on the handles.
“yeah yeah, anytime.” he laughed. “see ya tomorrow?”. mike asked.
“yeah see ya tomorrow.” you got onto your bike, and smiled up at mike, about to leave.
“y/n?” mike spoke out. you looked up from your kick stand to meet your eyes with mike. “the dress today, you looked great.” he smiled. you chuckled.
“yeah?” you asked he nodded. “thank you mike.” you paused. “why didn’t you just say that there?”
“well, no compliments yaknow? i just got nervous.’ he laughed and rubbed the back of his head.
“well you can compliment me depending on context. like the sleepover thing. if its the whole group you get a pass. hows that sound?” he smiled and nodded in agreement. “and thank you.” you thanked him for his compliment.
‘yeah, no problem.” you pushed your kick stand up, and biked away. you looked back every once in awhile at mike, staring back at you, hands in his pockets.
authors note: i had so much fun writing this part, idk if im the biggest fan of how it turned out but im excited for the next part but having a little bit of writers block. i know how this will end just need all the in betweens tehehe
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