Yes, flattery is my strong suit as I am the writer of the heart, feeler of the honeyed haze, explorer of the tangled maze, it all rains down to my chest, my soul's genuine expressions of everyone and you.
I am sorry I didnt come back soon, dear Comett, I actually keep your notifications on so I can write back in time but looks like I missed this time, and I actually need to reply more late (once every 25-40 hours) in order to not trigger the tumblr's shadows with my long words, even with this very wide hour gap, can I believe I will still manage to fulfill your hope?
Nova is so sweet, I try to guess the name of her in my head and thought the name could be something sky or star related as I learned your name, Comett, and I guess I was right? I honestly cant get up and return back to my task when the kitty we brought home wants affection and pets all the time, she is very clingy and cant sit down without at least bumping her little head for pets for half an hour, and when I leave the room she meows for a very long time and I eventually pick her up into my arms again, and as a very clingy and affectionate person myself, it is a never ending loop of me having cuteness aggressions. Also her affection is only for my family, she isnt affectionate like that with other people which I find so sweet ᥫ᭡
I would love to hear about your writing more!! I mostly write poems now although I tried to write novels before but only few pages, I feel more motivation now due to a realization of a very special reason so I returned back to writing poems.
Now I am curious about what kind of funny dreams you have, maybe you would like to share one if you are alright with it? A comedy of the light or the dark? And maybe I will share a magical dream of mine and we would tell each other what we see in the night *⋆☾⋆*
I would love to say thank you so much for reading these long words of mine, people who cares and are interested to read like you are so precious in this world considering how small and limited the words got and people dont care to even give it a glance now.
May I know the hobbies you love now that I know writing is one of them?
I am kind of afraid that I will hit the wall of tumblr with how much I write as an anon, that it will take me to the shadows, that annoying shadow-bun lets say, and probably no one would be able to keep the blindfold on if I wrote to you as non-anon suddenly, so I will take the risk and continue for now, and if I disappear for days or a week or two due to that, please never worry even a bit, know that I will still watch in the shadow under the moon and wait for moon to rise up fully again... Unless.. You would like the veil between us to fly away so soon and the mystery to bury itself down too quick..? I dont know if you would find that enjoyable and interesting, as this reserved anon is kind of more opposite on the other side of the veil, the seriousness and intensity is still there for people who can see that in my words of sincerity, but it is in a much more different font and tone covered with light a lot more, hiding the cradling night for only people who care to discover, I wonder what your expression would be, dear Comett, would you like to actually know this presence's nickname with no way of return back to anon?
If no, it is completely okay, I will try to keep my answers much much more shorter, I just wanted to put attention here as I would never want you to think that I suddenly disappeared one day like someone not caring would do, and I wish that you are surrounded with people who care about you everyday and every second that shows you how precious you are, this is my last wish for you before sleep pulls me into the dream land, I hope you will see dreams that will make you smile and laugh that will relieve any heaviness, dear Comett, I hope to hear from you soon.
𝑵𝒐 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒛𝒆, 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒍𝒔𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆, 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆. 𝑰 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓. ★
𝑨𝒉𝒉, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝑰 𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒔! 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒂𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍𝒔. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒔, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕, 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕!
𝑰'𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒆. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚'𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌; 𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆, 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒅𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒚. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒎𝒚 6 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏'𝒔 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒘𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒐𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒊𝒄 𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒔𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒊𝒅𝒅𝒍𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒌𝒊𝒅𝒏𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒂 𝒄𝒖𝒍𝒕. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒎𝒐𝒃 𝒃𝒐𝒔𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 <3
𝑶𝒇 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈! 𝑰𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒏-𝒅𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒉 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝒏𝒐 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒂 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒓𝒂𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔.
𝑰'𝒎 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒆𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒖𝒑 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚'𝒓𝒆 𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒂𝒚, 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅. 𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒆. 𝑻𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚, 𝑰 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒆𝒙𝒄𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈. ★
𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒐𝒐𝒏.