esoteric

angel navigating earth the perfect girl | 25

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guess who agreed to try this relationship stuff again

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so perfect | 🪞 🦢

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me and this man are never gonna be shit and i’m hanging on to dead memories that don’t matter. he hasn’t been the nigga i love in idk how long, we don’t do shit, we don’t go on dates, we don’t hang out, we not actively fucking it’s nothing for me to hold on to

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nothing between us ever meant shit

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right 🐬💕🫧

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i fear this is the end

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when the hell is the love of my life gonna find me

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i think the passion is gone

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i wonder what deep rooted issue caused me to feel like i need to be desired all the time 🫪

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i love you so much, i cannot lose you, so

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it really doesn’t matter what i think or feel or want from or for anybody else

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i always find my way back to you

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feeling deeply undesirable

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Clarice Lispector, from a letter in translation to Tania Kauffman, featured in All Letters of Clarice Lispector

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i might not ever be understood

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this past month has been the biggest “focus on yourself” ever

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i don’t want love anymore. i’ve seen enough