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independent christian the composer . study on the bohemian ideals , the starving artist , fin de siècle orpheus , devotion , & love . by pantu ( 25 ; she / they ) . 18+ , triggering content may be present . musical based & headcanon oriented . carrd . personals don't interact . private multi ( sideblog ) .

... 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 , 𝚒𝚏 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 ?

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i currently feel overwhelmed & uncomfortable by the idea of coming back here, sooo i'm planning on having a private multi (for now), just to get the ball rolling and do some writing (which i've been NEEDING to do). christian, of course, will be there, along with a selection of my favorite muses from other fandoms. if you're interested, please like this post.

[c0mpositeur]

i currently feel overwhelmed & uncomfortable by the idea of coming back here, sooo i'm planning on having a private multi (for now), just to get the ball rolling and do some writing (which i've been NEEDING to do). christian, of course, will be there, along with a selection of my favorite muses from other fandoms. if you're interested, please like this post.

[gutterbrat]

hi. fuck ice. here is how you can help families affected by unlawful deportation

edit: and FUCK LAPD. here is how you can help bail out protestors who are in the trenches, facing mass arrests and putting their bodies on the line.

[broadwaybohemians]

Aaron Tveit at the 78th Annual Tony Awards

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this year's t/onys i'm feeling specially annoying knowing ke/anu re/eves is there

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yeah

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what's up besties. like this for memes?

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GETTING TO KNOW YOU (MUN VERSION).

respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.

roleplayer name: pantu. but also my irl nickname.

roleplayer pronouns: she/they

muse name: christian. but also a bunch of other inactive muses (ocs and canon).

preferred communication: discord all the way. though i take too long to answer messages pls forgive me

experience: i started writing on this platform like uhhhh 2012-2013? then left it until uhhh 2016 i think

preferred roleplay type: i usually stick to two, three paragraphs. i'm inconsistent with tense & pov sometimes but it's part of the fun ig

pet peeves & dealbreakers: excessive shade/negativity/confrontation??? either in or out of character. can't really deal with it.

plot or memes: definitely a mix of the two. i struggle to keep conversation going during plotting sessions sometimes, and sometimes little pockets of creativity come from just winging it, so. i like both.

long or short replies: not that short. i struggle with very long replies but i LOVE reading the ones you guys (genderneutral) do. chef's kiss.

best time to write: idk anymore, trying to figure it out LMAO

are you like your muse?: painfully so. but also not. there's a certain level of whimsy and fire sign behavior i lack.

stolen from: my love @ilingeron tagging: anyone tbh just say i tagged u

[rhythmstarfruitcitrus]

More incredible shots of Aaron Tveit from his London Palladium concerts

 📸: Danny Kaan/danny_with_a_camera (Instagram)

[videog4mes]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𓆩♡𓆪ㅤSUBTLE WAYS OF SAYING 'I LOVE YOU' ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ– a collection of subtle romance prompts. some suggestive. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤplease change pronouns and verbiage as needed.

— dialogue based prompts.

i wish you would see yourself the way i do.

i'm tired of waiting for the day you realize i'm in love with you.

i saw this and it made me think of you.

my days feel better when you're part of them.

i noticed everything about you.

can i kiss you?

if you keep that up, i might just fall in love with you.

i thought i'd never feel this way again … and then you came around.

would you like to stay the night?

do you want to sleep with me?

friends don't kiss me the way you did and then expect me to forget.

i just want to sit here, eat cake, and forget the world outside of us exists.

i think my hand was made to fit in yours.

don't forget me.

— action based prompts.

the sender tucks wild hairs behind the receiver's ear mid-conversation, rendering the receiver speechless momentarily.

the receiver reaches for the sender's hand after the sender placed a blanket around the receiver's sleepy form, wanting to pull the sender to join the receiver.

the sender wraps their arms around the receiver's shoulders/arms from behind, no words spoken. they simply wanted a peaceful moment with the other.

the receiver has playfully stolen an article of the sender's clothing and the sender tries to steal it back,  leaving room for playful and consensual forced proximity.

the sender runs through rain trying to catch up to the receiver after a disagreement that has kept them apart for a couple of days.

the sender stands in front of the receiver's door with a care package (full of candies, a teddy bear, and more) after the receiver had a terrible blind date.

[aarontveit]

AARON TVEIT @ THE LONDON PALLADIUM April 19th & April 20th, 2025 📷: danny_with_a_camera

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hey hey! it's been one month post op. honestly it's all i've been concentrating on. today i had a post-surgery appointment with my doctor, and things are pretty well! i started PT a few weeks ago, and it's been less painful than i anticipated. or maybe i'm just pumped about seeing that i'm getting better. there's far less swelling, my skin is healing nicely and the pain has been normal and easy to manage (anything is easier to manage than the state of my knee pre-op). i can move more and i have much more strength and control. i'm slowly ditching my trusty little crutches (though i still use them in public because i'm scared of public transportation AND inconsiderate people). in regards to my activity here, i very much want to be back, but i don't know when it's going to happen. and it's more than okay if you prefer to softblock due to ic inactivity uwu. so yeah! blonde bitch still in my brain he's just hiding or something. if you stick around, thank you mWAH

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yeahhh i'm gonna need a MR bootleg with jo/rdan and so/lea

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two weeks post op ft. my crutch (left) (god bless the arthroscopy & my doctor who was also my surgeon. the skin is almost fully healed and i started PT yesterday!!! omw to recovery baby) & ft. my emotional support man (right) (this is my first week off pain meds so i've been a mess and he's taken such good care of me)

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every hour or so i remember pa/ul me/scal was cast to play my favorite be/atle. and i start sweating

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knee hurts, i emptied my askbox and my drafts. i do have a pending starter call i need to get to, so i may work on that this week. i miss the guy <3