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im always so envious of people who are best friends with their mom but i can sleep at night knowing knowing at least i will be a well adjusted adult

i make ONE post celebrating my recovery and tumblr starts recommending me thinspo blogs

just called my mom about my brother breaking the ipad so she doesn’t yell at me later. is this my golden child arc.

my brother ragesmashed my moms ipad and I know she’s gonna blame me because I use it for art sometimes

i keep getting that stupid fucking buble zero calories zero guilt ad and it’s making me feel like shit. also having a body image based ed as a trans person is so weird because i can never relate to those body positivity/neutrality posts. i cant just self love self accept my way into having a dick

tried suibaiting my mom. she bit me.

#kinda kinky ig #okay backstory she was yelling at me for not telling her work was cancelled because of covid and she started calling me this chinese slur #idk the characters or even how to romanize it but like bin tai i think #but yeah i walked away and told her to fuck/k herself

thinking about how no medical professional will take me seriously because yes as a kid i was uncomfortable with femininity but nothing reflects that except for me because i had to suck it up and be a girl anyways and ended up repression a lot of gender struggles/passing it off a weight issues (because that was a 'normal' thing for girls my age to experience) and all childhood photos of me are extremely fem because i wasnt allowed to be anything else and ive been outed to my mom like three times (maybe more she just didnt talk to me) and have come out twice and she still ignores it (unless shes calling me like a f slur or something so im stuck in limbo so close to fucking killing this bitch!!

idk what changed but a lot of my queer-based politics have gotten a lot less radical as time goes on. i think its because i do want to be stealth (at least for college) and the more time i live as a non passing constantly misgendered trans person i dont think i can be out with it much longer

#can you tell i hate my internship

last night fuckin sucked

#i was stimming too loudly i guess so my mom yelled at me and took my laptop away #even though i explained to her i need it because the sound outside was too much for mer #and then my stimming got...violent i started beating the shit out of myself #cheekbone bruise kinda sexy though #and i dont think hate fireworks anymore because after they slowed down i pretended i was shooting my mom so uh lets not unpack that #and then i had a dream thor bought me icecream thanks thor

this blog was meant to be a fun diary of sorts but ended up as a vent blogs so please unfollow if thats triggering for you

im seeing my dad later today we're supposed to go upstate(?) like we always do for father's day hey siri play dean kinnie playlist

some of you guys completely missed the point of animal farm

#sorry for commieposting but damn #discord mfers need to chill out elon musk isnt gonna fuck you #but also like if you wanna debate me please be prepared and educated because i feel like im talking to a toddler #dont get me started on the demsoc libbies either #you cant reform these systems and institutions thats not how things work

i hate it when people add on to posts with "this!!!" and not anything meaningful. i gotta scroll for like five minutes looking for an id keep it in the tags

#this sounds so mean im sorry #but please

this girl is fucking rubbing her leggings and i know its not a big deal but jesus christ i wanna break her hand

#its 8 am and im already fucked #non serious threat

i had a dream where i was a really rich trans guy and my parents were great about it damn. only if

#dreams #gospel of matthew

fuck food repulsion is back

#tw ed #i skipped lunch because i left mine at home #which threw me off my healthy eating habits schedule ive had going since january #and i was locked out for 30 min because i forgot my keys #so i couldnt eat right after school #and i became dizzy / nauseous so i couldnt eat then #and then my mom made mushrooms which are the worst for my sensory issues #dont relapse dont relapse dont relapse dont re

started bullying the girl who told this guy my deadname + always misgenders me. nobody likes you i fucked your mom and your dad is gay

#fighting fire with better fire

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