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Cassie | 18 | black

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im cassie (she/ her)! fandom floater. the quality of my writing almost always depends on which playlist im listening to...

★°࿔cassie's masters list★°࿔

Eddie Munson:

Echolalia (1.4k words)

A Greater Love (2.2k words)

Kiss (And Not Tell) (2.0k words)

Intermission (2.0k words)

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bimbo black readers i love you

shy black readers i love you

insecure black readers i love you

baddie black readers i love you

hood/"ghetto" black readers i love you

chubby black readers i love you

weird black readers i love you

nerdy black readers i love you

neurodivergent black readers i love you

mentally ill black readers i love you

they could never make me hate you <3

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Half written tangent that came to mind while writing my daeron fic but I think that you make it a point to share a bed with him every night. The nights he gets more than four hours of good rest are few and far between but he credits them to you. The nights he doesn't, and he jolts awake, he can rarely go back to sleep. So he watches you, there and breathing and alive. Sometimes it's the opposite, and you watch him sleep, smoothing the furrows in his brows when they appear.

The only time you don't share a bed is when you're pregnant. He's understandably weary about having children in general but knows it's inevitable. The fact that he's "met" or seen who he assumes is your child before either of you actually have freaks him out, and he spends the entirety of your celebratory feast fretting about if he will curse his child with whatever it is that he's been cursed with. You don't like the idea of sleeping apart at first, because you're equally weary about leaving him to wake up alone. But you know it's less practical for you to hold him at night and he doesn't want to thrash. More than anything, though, he doesn't want that energy around your baby. Thinks it'll damage...something. He already insists that you downplay the toll his terrors take on you. He makes it up to you by shadowing you more than usual throughout the day, though.

He makes a joke about the babe coming out with dark circles under their eyes just to see how it lands. You worriedly ask if you should inquire about some sort of eye cream for him.

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Thinkkk my problem is that I write in this second/third person omniscient hybrid that makes me edit every paragraph I write 40 times

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When are you going to post that daeron fic I'm exictedd

we're in a dean cipher situation again where i wanna see a little more of him so i don't mess up his character BUT im preeeettyyyy sure he won't be in this weeks episode either so i'm gonna have to just suck it and see😭and i've read every crumb of him so we're just gonna pray. it's my first time writing angst to smut so i'm trying to transition it smoothly BUT we're at like 1.5k words rn

to answer your question...most likely late next week or the week after because i am a college galll

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Are you still planning on posting that Andy story ? 💜

yup!! it'll most likely come after my daeron fic (i should really make a fandoms list...) but all i really have to do is buckle down and finish writing the actual sex🙂‍↕️

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i will be writing failmarriage!!!

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Your boyfriend is like a mean himbo.

He never stops talking (unless he thinks you want him to). He's developed a sixth sense specifically for when you need him to stop talking. He knows he's all poorly thought out jokes and comments that make your friends roll their eyes. He's not stupid, just a little dense.

You'd been quick to stake your claim on him when his family had moved over a county in fifth grade. He'd learned about said claim in seventh grade, after he'd joined the basketball team and was subsequently deemed worthy of being taken in by your friend group.

You've been together ever since. Uninterrupted for years. Years crucial to your development.

Andy likes being sweet and doing things for you. Partly because he likes how you look at him after. Like he could never do anything wrong and he's the best boyfriend on earth. But, since he's him, he's also a little spurred on by the fact that he treats his girlfriend better than his friends treat their girlfriends.

He genuinely loves you. Not just because you're pretty and perfect and smart. Not because you've been together for a stupidly long time. All he's been told since middle school is how good you were for him. How you complimented him well or balanced him out or whatever. And you do! You're kind of perfect for him, actually.

He's irritating, though. Even during sex. Especially after he learns what he's doing.

He’ll have you in his lap, your back on his chest and two of his fingers working you. He prides himself on how good he is at making you feel good. It's too bad he's had something to say about every little sound and move you made.

“You're so fucking-stop talking.”

You can feel him smiling against your shoulder.

“Seriously? You're like, swallowing my hand right now.”

Then he falls asleep like a baby, either completely splayed out or around you like a boa constructor. Constantly just on and around you. It's the best part of his day! He follows his girlfriend around and looks at her for approval about every time he says anything.

can y'all tell finals are over? not sure if this is super tag-worthy but just in case! Taglist: @cheesesandwichsanto @hotd-rrebloggss

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paul metzler: you  bet-zler!!

chris klein as PAUL METZLER in ELECTION (1999) dir. alexander payne

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I am really excited for your Andy fic 🖤

OMG TYSM?? im writing a little blurb for him rn that'll be out sooner than the fic with him and jason because i want to get fully used to how i characterize him. it's a lotttt shorter but i rlly wanna put smth out😭

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Writing Andy as the annoying bf you've probably had since middle school

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PLEASE DO US ALL A FAVOUR AND WRITE FOR JASON CARVER HE HAS LIKE NO FICS 🙏🏻

andy x reader x jason is in the worksss😛😛(it's been in the works for like 2 months((its finals week and i have no clue what im doin)))

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unfortunately i dewww have thoughts about them and i dewww think i will be whipping something up

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31 notes...the demand is lowk there let me get to work

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they on tiktok callin vecna a girl dad

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This being Andy's locker...the shelf is taking me outtt

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Fwb!Eddie is the most patient, tender lover ever then has the gall to act like there's no possible way you could like him.

The first time you ever sleep together is impromptu at best. You're not close enough to where things are awkward after, but he knows you. He knows that he doesn't want you to think he's some sort of horny maniac. Of course he takes it slow.

After it's established that this whole thing is just for fun, you'd think he'd be a bit more comfortable having fun. But no, he's thought himself into oblivion, and insists he'd freak you out if he brought up trying anything other than missionary.

He's only ever really fucked you once. Like head down, ass up fucked, and even then he was too close. Too intimate. chest pressed to your back and breath right on your neck.

He thinks maybe it's because you're not anything. The two of you aren't anything, he clarifies in his head. You are everything, he's slowly realizing. The two of you together though…well, that's everything too. But it has no name. No title to give it any stability.

Maybe that's why he can't do the one thing you've ever asked of him. Because you're not together, and he can't fathom the idea that you'd trust him enough not to hurt you because he thinks you shouldn't. He hasn't proved anything to you. You've only ever had him gentle. You like him gentle. He shouldn't screw that up.

So naturally, he does what he knows makes you feel good, always, because he's physically incapable of actually speaking to you about your sex life or how much he actually likes you. Because something might change. He fucks you slow, you ride him if you're feeling antsy. All is well.

He thinks a lot. He thinks about you a lot. He thinks about things he would never have to if he'd just speak to you. He's let an “i love you” slip once (miraculously unheard by you) but he's incapable of asking if he can try something new with you.

He knows you mean more to him than you should. He bites back a grin whenever the phone rings past ten because he knows it's you. He can feel himself getting giddy during the few seconds of silence before you say his name, before you berate him because he should say something first if he's the one picking up the phone. The lecture is half memorized and largely ignored by him at this point.

He knows he's probably too gentle. He knows he's too close and he knows he really has a problem when he realizes the thing he most looks forward to on the drive over to your house is holding you after.

You're both content, of course. With how things are now. Eddie just thinks a lot.

A/n: me writing Eddie who can't communicate who's shocked? I promise I'm writing the last part of echolalia…I'm just also writing every little blurb of these two that comes to my mind while I'm writing it

did I need dividers? Nope. But I got em from @chrisssiren

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I hear the sound of pen on paperrrr