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Chapter 21 of Sarabande of Healing is out!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Summary:
As Julia makes her escape, the Pirate embarks on a siege.
Notes:
Sorry for the delay, fellas! The final days of this semester dragged me through the dirt harder than I expected. But I survived and finally this chapter is done! Enjoy! Kudos and comments are much appreciated.
Here are some of the tracks that inspired my writing for this chapter:
OC Art, and Life Update:
A lot has happened since I've last posted.
My account on Discord got temporarily hacked, took a week-long vacation, did lots and lots of homework both during and after that, and now the semester is reaching its end this month. I've been very busy, so I got no time to do anything with my Tumblr account or work on Sarabande of Healing (basically anything that isn't immediately college-related).
While I'm still intent on continuing Sarabande of Healing, I'm interested in writing more original stuff in the future. I just don't know if I should post it in either Wattpad or AO3. I'm also considering doing fanart of stuff that isn't just Castlevania (though I'm still making those).
Anyway, all's good on this front. Thank you for taking the time to read this post. I'll see y'all later!
(The art is for a zine I'm making for Creative Writing)
To anyone I'm moots with over Discord...
I got hacked. Out of the blue, I got an email that someone other than me entered my account. And now, I've violated a bunch of Discord laws for shit I didn't do. So if any of you got a message in your DMs of me posting some random pictures, that ain't me.
Now, my account is disabled and I'm working my way on fixing it. I'm sorry for anyone who are disturbed by this. Even I'm both sad and pissed right now.
An excerpt of Chapter 21 - Deep Below a Tower of Dolls...
Even though it wasn't what Julia expected, Zucca barging their way into this cell to save her was like seeing a miracle before her eyes. She allowed the little pumpkin to hold her and lick her cheeks, which tickled and made it wet with its saliva.
"How did you find me, Zucca?" She asked, curiosity had gotten the better of her.
Zucca simply made unintelligible noises at her, a rather unsatisfying way of explaining itself. Julia appreciated the effort anyway, patting the little pumpkin by its head. Perhaps I'll teach him to speak proper words next time.
"I'm surprised you came here to save me, Zucca. Here I thought you were supposed to look after-" Julia meant to say before she stopped in her words. She had barely grasped what would actually be going on outside. "Wait, were Hector and Rose here with you too?"
Dreadfully, Zucca nodded with a sad frown on its face. It's just as Julia feared. By this point, Hector and Rose would've noticed something was amiss with her belated absence and go out to find her themselves. And if Zucca was here instead of Rose, then that means…
"Where's Rose? Hector? Did these vagrants get to them?" Julia pressed hard with the questions without pause.
Zucca was trembling, as if it's trying to process all her concerns at once. Even though he mustered a nod a little afterward, the palpable fear in his face was enough of a confirmation to all her worst imaginations. Gears were already spinning in her mind, working up some plan to escape. Julia's chances at the moment were very slim, but the sight of Zucca shivering in her lap somehow made her less worried.
She recalled her mentor's teachings, "A magician can draw their strength from anything around them. Even something as small as a pebble could change the tide of the battle, as long as you know how to use it."
Julia smirked as the gears clicked, staring at Zucca with a devilish intent.
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Niklas swore his eyes weren't fooling him, but he swore he saw the silhouette of a pirate ship stretching out into the distance during his rotation around the south wall. From afar, the darkness conjured up a ship sailing through the thick foggy sheet around the fortress. At first, Niklas thought his mind was playing minds on him; being able to see in the dark and not needing to scavenge for a decent meal certainly made him dizzy at first after becoming a vampire for Lady Striga's brigade. Though the constant need to feed on blood annoyed him, it was nice not to feel powerless anymore. The might of a newborn vampire was intoxicating, and the promise of immortality drove him to the depths of pride immeasurable.
That was, until the cannonball flew in and blew part of the wall next of the wall in a fiery explosion. The whole fortress shook awake as more cannonballs wrecked the walls and blew apart his fellow guards in a swift gory fashion. Niklas took another look at the ship and saw flashes of fire coming from the flank, followed by sounds of thunder booming, right before more cannonballs roared toward them at high speeds. The residue stank of silver and Niklas knew this wasn't just a measly raid by the peasants.
He managed to collect himself and turn toward his confused mates. "We're under attack! Send word to Lady Striga and check on the prisoner-"
Niklas only saw the shock painted on his crewmate's face before he heard another thunderous bang. In an instant, he only felt the cannonball touch the back of his head before it blew his skull open on its warpath of destruction.
Chapter 20 of Sarabande of Healing is out! (and some other updates)
Summary:
Julia means to save her sister with an unexpected discovery.
My schedule is a mess. After surviving a few midterms and homework last month, I managed to finish this chapter (I did some revisions just today). The chapter was originally titled "The Nightmares of Julia Laforeze" but I changed it because it was too basic.
This chapter was originally going to be a lot longer, with Julia's backstory taking up the first half and an action-heavy prison break in the second half. Because that would be already too long, I decided to split said chapter into two again like I did with Mortvia's backstory a while back.
While I'm still gonna write this chapter, my attention is divided between that and this zine I'm making for my finals (lemme know if y'all want them posted here!)
(Also, some music that influenced this chapter. It gets me in the right mood when writing, especially the chapters that aren't focused on Hector.)
Another snippet of Chapter 20...
Her mother crouched down to her level and pressed the flower to her nose, sniffing its scent. "Oh my! This is beautiful. Thank you, Giulietta! You're going to be a fine witch alright!" Her mother rubbed the top of Julia's hair, which left the young girl giggling. In her desire to find joy in reliving her lost childhood, she failed to notice the light outside quickly fading away, painting over the idyllic brightness of the noon with the gloomy darkness of dusk in mere seconds. "You're so gifted… so bright… You have so much potential…" Her mother's voice slowly became less innocent, less sweet and more sour. "And yet…" The flower in Julia's hand quickly withered away, her mother's hands disappearing. Now she was bathed in darkness, hearing nothing but the sounds of a rope tightly tugging sideways. Julia was scared to look up and see where her mother was, but she was compelled to turn her head up anyway and witness the horror above her. It was her mother yet again, floating in the air. Her beautiful dress, now muddy and tattered. Her hair cut short, her hands tied to her back. And around her neck was a knot, attached to a rope hanging from the darkness above. Julia was frozen with dread as her mother's face, once etched with her final empty gaze, stared grimly at her with those dull lifeless eyes and that crusted grin off her mouth. "… why? Why didn't you save me? How could you let this happen to your poor mother?!"
Sarabande of Healing: Chapter 20 - "The Laforeze Sisters' Sad Destiny" (a brief snippet)
Julia knew this was it. For once in her life, her dreams of grim futures and prophecies has finally gifted her with something she has always wanted.
A rare book of spells lost in a cathedral soiled by a demonic presence, a tool used by a dark magician. A spell hidden in its pages, left unused by its cruel master, called to her. Its aura was warm and soothing, like the gentle winds of springtime. It reminded her so much of Rosalie before that incident, before flames burnt her sister and left her broken. She must have it, that spell might be her only way of saving Rosalie.
After searching for it in the cathedral with a new companion in tow, she finally found it. In the days after they returned home, Julia took the spell-book in her chambers and impulsively dedicated her past-time to uncover its mysteries.
The book was as bountiful as her visions had promised. Every time she ushered a spell out of a dead language as it was inscribed, her heart raced like a stampede of rhinos. She was exposed to a litany of magic unheard of before, some helpful and some awful, taking each of them to heart. My, my, Chester, she found herself thinking of that magician. For a despicable heathen, your appreciation for the arts cannot be understated.
And for days, she continued this job in the confines of her chambers. Most of them were particularly obscure yet unhelpful, others just creative ways to curse and hex people which she brushed off without a second thought. I've had enough of those for a lifetime, her mind went to Rosalie and her affliction. It's for the best that the others will not know of these spells. Especially Hector.
She kept looking for the spell that drew her to the book, obsessively translating it away from everyone's eyes, all the while keeping up a mask as a loving sister to Rosalie and a mentor to Hector. But it didn't take long before she found it, the spell that drew her to the bat. Her heart dashed around inside her torso like an agitated cave bat.
The Sarabande of Healing, even its name was as majestic as it was hopeful. A spell that purifies the afflicted of any wounds, or curses, purging these ailments from existence forever. Julia felt tears of relief filling her tired eyes. Though it had a set of instructions to make it work (what spell built from the ancient times aren't?), she couldn't care less about how difficult it was going to be. Hold on, Rosalie. Soon this agony will become nothing more but a bad dream.
if emerald fennell REALLY wanted a blond cathy falling in love with a white man, she could just have used cathy 2 and hareton, wich would have made her adaptation unique since fucking nobody adapts the second generation. but alas
Soooo they actually turned Isabella Linton from a victim of abuse to a willing participant? To a pet play?
As a 'dog’?
For those who are saying that 'at least in the movie, she was given her full agency’, honey, Emily Brontë made sure she got plenty of that. In fact, book Isabella kept her wits about her enough that she finally made the sensible decision to go as far as she could from Heathcliff. She got a turbulent yet complete arc and her character development was remarkable. Hers was a character that most people would just dismiss without a second thought, but Isabella Linton had grown so much spine to the point that her son Linton got nothing at all.
So, for an 'interpretation' to reduce her to a willing participant to her abuser is atrocious. It's like saying what if all victims of abuse just snapped out of it and chose to 'enjoy it'? That way, there'd be no problem at all.
Anyway, ciao.
Chapter 19 of Sarabande of Healing is out!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapter Summary: Hector finds the heart of the caverns where Rosalie is kept, as Rosalie finds out the truth.
This is the longest chapter I've ever written, as well as the most exhausting. For me, I consider this the turning point of the story as things get rolling from here on out. Next chapter, I'm switching to a different character's PoV for a bit (guess who's it gonna be!).
TW (not of Lenore this time): Cannibalism, mentions of torture, non-con body modifications, etc. (I legit don't know how to describe the stuff that happens in this chapter, though I tried not to explicit with them).
(Also, the song that inspired this whole mini-arc).
saw @monochromatictoad post and took the freedom to! hope you dont mind <3 RULES * In a new post, show the last three lines you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as you feel like.
(small context) this is the re-writing of the beginning of my perhaps-lenector fic. i hate how fun she is as a pov. [ a beast in the shape of a woman sits in her comfortable armchair — in the distance, the crackling flames of a fireplace vaguely mimic the color of her hair, bringing an uncomfortable warmth to the room for any undead creature. it doesn’t make her budge from her place. ]
i am tagging @darkestmetamorphosis @cabe0512redux @kachimera and anyone who'd like to share!
Thanks for the tag @pancakbun! I'll do my own spin with this.
RULES * In a new post, show the last three lines you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as you feel like.
Context: I'm writing Chapter 19 of Sarabande of Healing, currently on the first few paragraphs from Hector's POV (I'm alternating between him and Rosalie's).
He checked his pockets and felt a sigh of relief when his hands grasped a few of the runestones that Julia (and he, after a few good lessons) carved up weeks ago. He placed his attention on one with a snowflake carved over it. It latched onto his hammer like a magnet against metal, and felt the warmth inside his grip turn cold like ice.
I'm tagging @beevean, @frozenkirby93, @hellscapechrysanthemum and anyone else who'd like to share!
Chapter 18 of Sarabande of Healing is out!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/59795473/chapters/209328381
Summary: In the cold darkness, Rosalie dreams of memories that weren't her own.
Between my clusterfuq of a schedule and writer's block, I couldn't get myself to work on this chapter at all. I decided to save half of it for next chapter so I can get this done. With that in mind, I don't need to put up a trigger warning for this chapter since the darker part of this backstory will be spared until later.
I won't waste y'all's time so I'm leaving my rendition of the main characters for this fic!
This is my favourite story from The Sword of Destiny
Chapter 17 of Sarabande of Healing is out!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/59795473/chapters/197033896
Summary: Hector wanders an aquatic catacomb, facing a horrific threat.
The only thing I could say is that these last few weeks haven't been very kind to me. It nearly made me feel too discouraged to make any progress on this fic. But I didn't give up, I needed to continue this chapter no matter how slow my progress has been. And here we are!
This is more or less an action-heavy chapter, with a bit of Hectaly fluff over there and some Lenector angst for good measure. Some brief mentions of Isaac, also. Next chapter will not only be more lore-heavy, but it'll be from Rosalie's PoV. Stay tuned!
Also, a few songs from the games that inspired this chapter:
A brief excerpt of Wandering the Deep Crystal Blue - Chapter 17 of Sarabande of Healing.
A few weeks ago, back in the Bahljet mountains…
"How do you and Julia do it?" Rosalie asked him, as he washed the dishes after a pleasant lunch.
"What do you mean?" Hector had just finished rinsing that bowl when she caught his attention.
Rosalie went straight to the point. "Detecting magic by scent, I mean. Like, how does it work? Do you have to cast a spell to make it work or…"
"There's no spell for it." Hector put the plates down as he sat next to her at the table. "It's fairly a natural thing for us magicians to have. To smell one's magic is the same as how you would normally catch others' scents. The stronger the scent, the more powerful they are."
"Odd," Rosalie simply sighed as her fingers played with a strand of her own hair. "How come I can't do it? Other than both of your body odor, I can't smell my sister's magic nor can I smell yours."
Hector was puzzled to hear this, that he initially struggled to say anything as a response. "Really? How long has it been this way?"
"All my life, I suppose." Rosalie merely shrugged. "You say it was normal for magicians. Does that make me abnormal?"
The Forgemaster shook his dull silver hair by the scalp as he explained. "I wouldn't say that but don't feel too discouraged, Rosalie. Magic is a mysterious thing. It has a habit of bestowing gifts on certain people when they're born without warning, and we have no choice but to accept it. But at the same time, it chooses people for a reason we just have to figure out ourselves. Maybe this is one of them. There might be many magicians out there, but only a few are born special than the rest."
Rosalie's face lit up, if only a little. "Thanks, Hector. Though if you wouldn't mind me asking…" Before she finished, she did something unthinkable by leaning closer to Hector beside her. Her bare hands, small and pink with the sun's warmth, wormed their way through Hector's and intertwined her fingers with his before guiding it near his face. "… What does my magic smell like to you?"
Hector was red like wine when she made that request, which sounded so innocent coming from her. Never in his entire life did someone ask him to scent them. He can't quite tell if Rosalie was tricking him into doing something or if she was this dense to get close to something like him. But he did it anyway after a while. With her hand clasping his, he pressed them against his nose and sniffed.
His brain short-circuited in response to what he invited into his nostrils. Her magic was faint and hidden but he can tell how powerful it was. It was absolutely fragrant, like lilies blooming in the summer mixed with fresh ripe raspberries. It was exceedingly sweet and spicy, it was unlike anything he had felt before. The tendency to bury his face in it was intoxicating, like he wants to drown in it. He could only imagine what her magic was capable of with such strength, such sweetness...
"Such beauty…" he thought just as he realized that he spoke it aloud. Like a rigid twig, he quickly snapped away from her hand in a heartbeat.
But as he came to, he wasn't the only one who was as red as a tomato. Rosalie was just as speechless and pulping red as him, which was evidence she too heard his little remark. For a brief moment, they were left facing each other and sitting like ducks in total awkward silence with neither being able to decide what to do next.
Slowly, a sheepish yet cute little smile formed in Rosalie's face. "Thanks," she simply told him, the sincerity in her tone was enough melt through even more of his stone-cold heart. This witch is vexing me greatly with each passing day.
Fortunately, Hector was spared having to bear another moment of this when Julia barged into the dining hall, carrying a handful of tomes at her side. "Done with those dishes, Hector? We have lots of studying to do."
Hector managed a groan. He still doesn't understand why Julia was so adamant to teach magic to him, a seasoned Forgemaster. But he spared not a thought for protest as Rosalie left the hall to the two, with a smile that reeked of total satisfaction as she went. Hector huffed up a big heap of air in shame, as he tries to desperately to wipe that blunder of a memory from his brain.
Grant Danasty and Julia Laforeze, as they appear in my fic Sarabande of Healing.