Two animated characters from "Cookie Run: Kingdom." On the left, there is a character with a large, golden shield and a blue flower emblem.
(if there's text on the pic ignore it I put it on directly from Pinterest)
Most ppl can take this as a somewhat weird-ish shadowvanilla thing, but this is also for a very specific person (@cacaofawnie specifically hehehhehehehehe)
This is a bit of a songfic cuz uh yeah idk how else to put this so uhm yeah expect some like cinematic shit or something cuz I like imagery
ANYWAYS-
Song: Aishite Aishite Aishite English cover by Will Stetson
I don't know how long I've been wandering, crying alone, broken, but it's been a long time. I've had nobody, no one, not a soul, not a true home, just an endless cycle of deceit and false loves
Far away, far away, distant and out of place
There was a necklace shaped
I've been alone far too long, I've lost my way, it seems. I think these words as I sigh and look up at the stars, tears glistening in my eyes, unnoticed by anyone but those looking close enough
I just want a home, I just want a home
It cried through the night, feeling sad and alone
I spot your light, shining brighter than the stars I gaze upon, and feel a sense of fear. Your words so kind, your touch so gentle.. It's too good to be true. I tremble, afraid, not of you but of myself, and of the possibility of being cast aside again
Please don't angry
Don't leave and abandon me
Crumbling, cry to be free
I clutch my chest, as if in pain, though it seems more emotional than physical these days
So come tie it tight
Til the bile inside you
Overflows, warding the ones you call close
That was when my eyes shown with a madness few experience but many have seen reflected in others, in stories and in reality
Isn't this so much more fun?
So kind, a lie I'm your only one
It's unclear whether or not you saw my madness, but your smile shone
Charming and bursting with love
I'm kind and meek
Why can't you see?
That's when I smiled back, though I clutched my chest tighter
It's hurting me
My sweet
My thoughts, though unsure of the feeling you call love, seemed to spiral out of my control
Give me your love, give me your love, give me your love
More, oh, more oh
Give me your love, give me your love
Going insane by love so much
The tears returned, flowing down my cheeks like miniature waterfalls, glistening in the moonlight
Drowning in pain, drowning in pain
Curse in the brain
Take it, please, take it AWAY!
That was when I chuckled
But it seems you're far too late
I walked closer, my steps silent against the grass, slightly wet from evening rain, but you seemed to know I was there anyways, as you looked at me with that kind smile of yours
Though you may grow from your head to your toes
Still this small little necklace shows
I then, for once in years I cannot count, let my vulnerabilities be laid bare
I still feel pain, but I can't contain
These ignorant people or boring to taste!
You listened, but doubt lingered in my mind. Were you real? Were you true? Did you love me? Or am I deceived again?
I won't be bested
By all of the rest in this
Pitiful class, I'm the head
I tried to shake away the thoughts, but they lingered like a parasite in my head
And more than the girl, oh
Much more than the girl, oh
I want the eyes of this whole rotting world and-
Meet me in back of the gym
A letter penned with charm and wit
Somehow the feelings don't fit
My love for you was just too big
You filthy, detestable pig!!
You took my hands, still with that gentle smile, and my tears seemed to flow even free-er. I trembled.
Give me your love, give me your love, give me your love
Take it, all of me
Let me be yours, and you'll be mine
Take my grief and bury the key
You moved closer to me, one hand moving to my face. And at that moment, I guess hearts might've formed in my eyes, though I don't understand love
But I want more, you're such a bore
Still I want more, more than you bargained for
AHHHH!
Sorry for what's coming!
You then kissed me, just on the cheek, but it was enough to crumble what was left of the walls I've conjured around myself to live.. And then, everything burst out, unable to be held back by me
Give me your love, give me your love, give me your love
More oh, MORE oh
Give me your love, GIVE ME YOUR LOVE
Going insane by love so much~
Drowning in pain, keep it the same
Drowning in pain, more, oh more, oh
People call these happy days?
Everything seemed to melt away, even just for that moment, as you embraced me
People call these happy days..
And that's when I knew......
I've truly found my home
~~~~~~end~~~~~~~~
Sorry it's long, and sorry if the structure and things don't exactly make sense, this is the first time I've tried to pack meaning into basically anything..
Also sorry if it seems like mischaracterization heh..
Two animated characters from "Cookie Run: Kingdom." On the left, there is a character with a large, golden shield and a blue flower emblem.
(if there's text on the pic ignore it I put it on directly from Pinterest)
Most ppl can take this as a somewhat weird-ish shadowvanilla thing, but this is also for a very specific person (@cacaofawnie specifically hehehhehehehehe)
This is a bit of a songfic cuz uh yeah idk how else to put this so uhm yeah expect some like cinematic shit or something cuz I like imagery
ANYWAYS-
Song: Aishite Aishite Aishite English cover by Will Stetson
I don't know how long I've been wandering, crying alone, broken, but it's been a long time. I've had nobody, no one, not a soul, not a true home, just an endless cycle of deceit and false loves
Far away, far away, distant and out of place
There was a necklace shaped
I've been alone far too long, I've lost my way, it seems. I think these words as I sigh and look up at the stars, tears glistening in my eyes, unnoticed by anyone but those looking close enough
I just want a home, I just want a home
It cried through the night, feeling sad and alone
I spot your light, shining brighter than the stars I gaze upon, and feel a sense of fear. Your words so kind, your touch so gentle.. It's too good to be true. I tremble, afraid, not of you but of myself, and of the possibility of being cast aside again
Please don't angry
Don't leave and abandon me
Crumbling, cry to be free
I clutch my chest, as if in pain, though it seems more emotional than physical these days
So come tie it tight
Til the bile inside you
Overflows, warding the ones you call close
That was when my eyes shown with a madness few experience but many have seen reflected in others, in stories and in reality
Isn't this so much more fun?
So kind, a lie I'm your only one
It's unclear whether or not you saw my madness, but your smile shone
Charming and bursting with love
I'm kind and meek
Why can't you see?
That's when I smiled back, though I clutched my chest tighter
It's hurting me
My sweet
My thoughts, though unsure of the feeling you call love, seemed to spiral out of my control
Give me your love, give me your love, give me your love
More, oh, more oh
Give me your love, give me your love
Going insane by love so much
The tears returned, flowing down my cheeks like miniature waterfalls, glistening in the moonlight
Drowning in pain, drowning in pain
Curse in the brain
Take it, please, take it AWAY!
That was when I chuckled
But it seems you're far too late
I walked closer, my steps silent against the grass, slightly wet from evening rain, but you seemed to know I was there anyways, as you looked at me with that kind smile of yours
Though you may grow from your head to your toes
Still this small little necklace shows
I then, for once in years I cannot count, let my vulnerabilities be laid bare
I still feel pain, but I can't contain
These ignorant people or boring to taste!
You listened, but doubt lingered in my mind. Were you real? Were you true? Did you love me? Or am I deceived again?
I won't be bested
By all of the rest in this
Pitiful class, I'm the head
I tried to shake away the thoughts, but they lingered like a parasite in my head
And more than the girl, oh
Much more than the girl, oh
I want the eyes of this whole rotting world and-
Meet me in back of the gym
A letter penned with charm and wit
Somehow the feelings don't fit
My love for you was just too big
You filthy, detestable pig!!
You took my hands, still with that gentle smile, and my tears seemed to flow even free-er. I trembled.
Give me your love, give me your love, give me your love
Take it, all of me
Let me be yours, and you'll be mine
Take my grief and bury the key
You moved closer to me, one hand moving to my face. And at that moment, I guess hearts might've formed in my eyes, though I don't understand love
But I want more, you're such a bore
Still I want more, more than you bargained for
AHHHH!
Sorry for what's coming!
You then kissed me, just on the cheek, but it was enough to crumble what was left of the walls I've conjured around myself to live.. And then, everything burst out, unable to be held back by me
Give me your love, give me your love, give me your love
More oh, MORE oh
Give me your love, GIVE ME YOUR LOVE
Going insane by love so much~
Drowning in pain, keep it the same
Drowning in pain, more, oh more, oh
People call these happy days?
Everything seemed to melt away, even just for that moment, as you embraced me
People call these happy days..
And that's when I knew......
I've truly found my home
~~~~~~end~~~~~~~~
Sorry it's long, and sorry if the structure and things don't exactly make sense, this is the first time I've tried to pack meaning into basically anything..
Also sorry if it seems like mischaracterization heh..
I like bad endings but I'm realizing that I like them for different reasons than some of y'all 😭 I like bad endings when they serve as a cautionary tale or wake up call to the audience as a way to better get the moral of the story across, because my priority is media literacy and fiction's impact on reality. Some people seem to only like bad endings because they're edgy and aren't actually thinking of whether or not a bad ending would even make sense in the context of the story or do the narrative justice.
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