I hate how smooth this skin is I hate how the outside doesnāt match the inside I hate how I canāt do anything about this I hate how easy it would be to just do it but I canāt itās literally right there I can see it I just have to pick it up and do it but I canāt because no one lets me I hate how hard I want this I just want to cut myself I want to cut myself so deep I can see my bones I want to see my organs I want to lose all my blood I want to fill myself with scars I want to cut myself but I canāt I just want to feel alive again


















