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[cael-angel]

cael ☆ they/them

eng ☆ pl

18 ☆ aroace lesbian

nonbinary ☆ angelkin

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☆diagnosed depression, anxiety and autism, undiagnosed ed, suspected adhd and ocd

☆i will be venting on this blog, if anything triggers you, block don't report ty

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☆music: osoroshia kakumei, maanam, midori, julie, mcr, przeprosiny, i hate sex, pidżama porno, takayan, vocaloid, miraidempa, republika

☆fandoms: hello charlotte, utdr, genshin impact, tgswiisagaa, pjsk

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☆basic dni, i block freely

☆minors can interact but please don't dm me if ur under 17

☆i can't donate

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#*ੈ✩‧₊˚ the sun，being of light

☆regular posts

#*ੈ✩‧₊˚ the wind， carrying your message

☆asks

#*ੈ✩‧₊˚ the sky， weeping softly

☆vents

#*ੈ✩‧₊˚ the stars，shining through the night

☆angel stuff

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current anons: 🕊️💖

last update: 10.07.26

[cael-angel]

logically knowing that you're pretty but not being able to believe it is its own kind of torture

especially if you were an "ugly kid" growing up

[cael-angel]

Hello dear!!!! I hope you're taking care of yourself!!! Your account is just so lovely, I can't help but get cozy in it....!!! Mind if I stay?~

-lovely anon, aka 🕊💖

aww thank you, you're so kind anon!! i'd love for you to stay here<33

[cael-angel]

i haven't felt loved since i was 14 and i think it explains a lot tbh

(the person i was with then left me for my cousin btw)

[cael-angel]

changed my mind, i need someone to be obsessed and parasocial with ME

[cael-angel]

POLISH BANDS? THATS RARE AND REALLY COOL TO SEE (from someone who listens to some tho I lean more to Pijacka banda and Hańba)

i listen to quite a lot polish music >_< but mostly less known bands that i happen to see live

i've heard of these before but i don't think i've actually listened to them, i gotta check them out^^

[cael-angel]

tw $h

i hate that my scars are barely visible, i mean, they're there, but you only really see them if you know about them

i want people to know i'm struggling, i'm thinking of relapsing only so i can go deeper this time but i've been clean for over six months and don't wanna ruin that

[cael-angel]

born to be called pretty and smart by a group of girls that treat me like their pet, forced to go to work and experience the horrors

[cael-angel]

𝙊𝙢𝙜𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙧 𝙨𝙤 𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙚!! 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢?? :0

they're from a manga called "inkya gyaru demo ikigaritai!", you can read it on mangadex >_<

[cael-angel]

i love being parasocial

[cael-angel]

𝑇𝐻𝐴𝑁𝐾 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐹𝑂𝑅 𝐴𝐿𝐿 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝑆𝑃𝐴𝑀𝑆 𝑀𝑂𝑂𝑇𝐼𝐸!! ♡♡♡

you're welcome^^ your theme is so pretty btw

[cael-angel]

hihi!! a lil awkward w/o my border but kii gives a big thanksies for the follow!!

hiya^^ youre welcome;3 and also, i didn't see that i have adding photos in the asks turned off, i turned them back on >_<

[cael-angel]

being called a good girl wouldn't fix me but would definitely help

[cael-angel]

i need to be loved and praised and cherished but i feel that every compliment i get is fake and it makes my mouth bitter

[cael-angel]

when u hang out with your dad and have a good time and then u remember what he did

[cael-angel]

i need to be obsessed over someone NOW

[cael-angel]

everything hurts