Melancholia Impersonated

The eyes that look scared even when they're smiling ● Caelys ● 23 ● gif maker ● fic writer

[caelys]

One day you're 15 and listening to mcr on Christmas morning and the the next one you're 25 buying three cheers as your first vinyl

[neveragioia]

you catch these killers by getting into their heads, but you also allow them into your own.

[basementexplorer07]

[phantom-threaded]

"This is murder!" ANDOR | 2.08 "Who are you?"

[punk-speedchunk]

this is the funniest fucking frame in all star wars. this did damage, i got a headache laughing at this. comes outa nowhere. like i know he was suffering but ph my fucking god

[blorbrain]

Who among us cannot relate to Syril Karn in this moment

[lasaraconor]

[velvet4510]

Syril Karn and Dedra Meero are one of the most interesting fictional couples ever because they both are such awful people, they’re literally FASCISTS, Syril is so emotionally immature, Dedra has more than one psychopathic cell in her body, they’re messed-up problematic lunatics incapable of a truly healthy relationship, unable to understand love the way we understand it, they’re not likable, they’re not sympathetic, they’re VILLAINS, yet they each are as close as the other will ever get to a positive human connection, only she could drive him to do something even slightly kind (saving her on Ferrix), only she could help him set much-needed boundaries with his mom, only he could make her enjoy seeing another person happy, only the loss of him could crack her usually-steel composure and bring her to tears, and with years and years of inability to do anything but reflect on her past in a prison cell ahead of her, she’s not going to be forgetting him anytime soon, perhaps she never will.

[aliasmard]

come help me die, my daughter

[phantom-threaded]

ANDOR 2.10 "Make it stop"

[nijigasakilove]

“It’s everywhere now” is such a dope line. No matter how much tyrants want to suppress the spirit of rebellion and desire for freedom they can’t kill an idea.

“The frontier of the rebellion is everywhere. The imperial need for control is so desperate because it’s so unnatural. Tyranny requires constant effort.” -Nemik

Real world parallels are immense

[superectojazzmage]

Cassian: *going through one of the worst weeks of his fucking life as rednecks kill each other around him, his weird-ass ship craps out on him, and the Empire comes after his family*

Mon Mothma:

[kamillahn]

Andor - 'Welcome to the Rebellion' - S02E09

[caelys]

On a much lighter note - I am very happy with my serbian progress. I am now at b1 level after little bit over a year. The language is a blast to learn and I feel very confident, ignoring my padeži mistakes but those are normal for me since my native language does not have them

[caelys]

2 full months of job searching. I have over 100 declines from Starbucks type cafes to fast fashion shops and office jobs. I am applying to anything fitting my ba and ma and nothing. Min wage jobs also don't want me. I am searching for 20 hours a week and I get asked ridiculous questions like "do you have a barista certificate?". No I don't and you're searching for a student worker. Manage your expectations. I have lost hope

[caelys]

Just today I got 3 rejections. 1 is for a Saturday mini job and I got an email at 6:34 in the morning, so yet another AI bot rejected me cause once again nobody here works that time. 1 office job notified me that they already filled the position and a 3rd min wage one also rejected me.

What am I supposed to fucking do. I applied to fucking McDonald's 3 weeks ago and I have gotten no answer.

[caelys]

2 full months of job searching. I have over 100 declines from Starbucks type cafes to fast fashion shops and office jobs. I am applying to anything fitting my ba and ma and nothing. Min wage jobs also don't want me. I am searching for 20 hours a week and I get asked ridiculous questions like "do you have a barista certificate?". No I don't and you're searching for a student worker. Manage your expectations. I have lost hope

[caelys]

Fuck job hunting. I am desperately trying to find a part time job that is even remotely related to my field of study and it's so hard. Every single thing I have either gotten no answer or I have been denied by an ai cause no one works at 21 on a Sunday in this fucking country. It's so disheartening and I am tired. I got one job interview and it was immediately canceled when they learned I live in the nearby city and would require to commute with public transport.

Just kill me

[emmg]

Man, I fucking miss Blackwall. Nobody lied like that man. Solas was all half-truths and mysterious double meanings like a poetic fortune cookie. But Blackwall just straight-up pulled shit out of his ass with 0 fucks give.

Wings of Valor for valor type of shit

When the Inquisitor first finds him, this asshole’s out in some random field, bullshitting a bunch of wannabe Grey Wardens like it’s amateur hour at Liars’ Anonymous. Out here cosplaying with 0 shame

Varric gets suspicious, starts poking at him like, “Hey, buddy, what’s your deal?” and Blackwall just hits him with a “No.” Like, not even a good lie just “No.” Sus as hell, and somehow everyone’s like, “Seems legit, carry on”

Absolute icon. A lying sack of shit, but our lying sack of shit. Man deserves a medal for audacity alone