( ✖ -- *• lost track of time & space !!

(  — ☾✶ : . cain adams, 23. junkie fuck poet !! i'm not scared to die, i'm a little bit scared of what comes after. do i get the gold chariot? do i float through the ceiling?

[aiakcs]

“ but i’d say that’s a pretty GREAT trait to have, don’t you ? ”

[cainvsms]

“ resilience ? yeah, sure, man. good job. “

[cainvsms]

✖ -- * • text ⥨ ferris

FERRIS: why then?

CAIN: i wanna talk to my brother

CAIN: told you i wasn't giving up

[mphgabe-blog]

“ what kinda books are you into ? i’m a fan of sarah maas, myself. don’t you get bored, though ? ”

[cainvsms]

“ uh... fiction books. i dunno. i always liked a wrinkle in time. never read anything sarah maas. i don’t usually get bored. just get up and have a walk and a smoke if i do. “

[mphgabe-blog]

“ tell me, then, harry the hater. what d’ya do for kicks ? ”

[cainvsms]

“ uh... these days, i read. that's about it. "

[cainvsms]

✖ -- * • text ⥨ ferris

FERRIS: did you lose something again

CAIN: probably somewhere along the way

CAIN: but that's not why i'm talking to u

[aiakcs]

“ you break my heart every time, cain. ”

[cainvsms]

“ and, yet, you always get over it. “

[urbvn-bae-deactivated20150723]

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ are you sure ? because if i CAN help and your goddamn big head is lyin’, god help me…”

[cainvsms]

“ ----- ‘ey. let it go, babe. ‘s fine. “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ christ, you’re a bitch. your shit, my shit - all ends up in a toilet, cain. look, can i help you out or anything ? ”

[cainvsms]

“ no, ara. it’s fine. i promise. “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ of course i’m gonna worry. ”

[cainvsms]

“ well, quit. you got your own shit to worry about. “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ oh, hush, y’ love it. - is it leeds ? ‘cause i’m like 110 percent sure i could knock him out with one leg.”

[cainvsms]

“ you an’ me both. it ain’t leeds, though. don’t worry about it, all right ? “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ christ, what’ve y’ done now, y’ great steaming bag of horse shit ? ”

[cainvsms]

“ love you, too, doll. ---- nah, haven’t done anything now, just before. just owe some people some cash. “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“now now. that one’s entirely y’r own choice, honeybuns. speakin’ of - i ain’t seen y’ around for a couple days. been anywhere excitin’ ? ”

[cainvsms]

“ nah. just been hiding out. been here two weeks and already i’ve got people trying to find me. “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ ah, but i’m gonna complain either way - y’ just can’t win ! ”

[cainvsms]

“ yeah. last i remember, i am stuck with ya. “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ man, fuck that - it would make me miss the wet, cold shitty weather over here, to be honest with ya.”

[cainvsms]

“ see ? no reason to complain, then. “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ can you tell i never took geography ? american temperature freaks me the fuck out. i was pullin’ the piss ‘bout it being literally boiling’ an’ y’ take it as such an acceptable answer - the fuck’s with that ? ”

[cainvsms]

“ yeah, well, it does get 120 degrees and negative 15 degrees in the same country, so i don’t blame you. never lived in a place that hot. those people are fuckin’ insane. “

[adaresaoirse-blog]

“ fuckin’ hell, cain. aren’t you from the states - where it’s constantly like 100 degrees ? how are you not cold ? ”

[cainvsms]

“ i’m from new york, love. it doesn’t get 100 degrees there. and it gets fucking cold in the winter. “