as disturbed as before.

Calamity · ca·lam·i·ty · kəˈlamədē/ · (n) : an event causing great and often sudden damage. the cloth she was cut was cut from. the alphabet 'round her neck. sometimes is calls. sometimes she calls it. yet she'll always use like a knife.                                                                                               (Indie RP of Carmine/Jean Bow, an Antagonist ™ OC. sorta kinda loved by Rainbow)

[skullvest-archived-deactivated2]

DO NOT FALL.  forget the things you’ve heard about this place–about the NEW NEW YORK  it means time square’s like disney world.  it means hell’s kitchen’s called clinton.  it means the park is full of tourists. it doesn’t mean they’ll catch you when you fall because the old new york is waiting just below the surface.   it’s in the eyes of the clerk who declines your card–the bank manager who forecloses on your house–the surgeon who tells you your wife didn’t make it.    it’s the discomfort and disgust that your misery awakens in them,  as they look away,  at anything but you——as they lock you out of the club.   you’re left standing,  thinking—-”hey, i thought i’d made it?”  —- but no one cares about you when you’re damned.

just because giuliani has chased away the monsters–chased them away to the bronx,  to brooklyn–don’t think this place has changed.  not in its heart–not what it is.  

—————————————————-  DO NOT FALL IN NEW YORK CITY.                                                                        ( no one’s gonna catch you when you do. )

[fallxnprxnce]

What I do not care about with RPing:

Reply length

Reply speed

Typos

Continuity errors (especially for long-running threads)

Whether your RP blog is a sideblog

Your RP blog’s aesthetic

Unique fonts in posts

Unique muse icons

Special post formatting

What I do care about with RPing:

Having fun

Pride in and enthusiasm for writing our muses

The chance to make friends with you

Entertaining and challenging ourselves as writers

Our thread(s) contributing to the development of our muses

Having fun

Looking forward to seeing where our story will take our muses

Growing as a writer with you

Having fun

[memecage]

[strawbunnymoon-deactivated20240]

Bi culture: Being attracted to women with short hair and men with long hair

[imdrinkingyour-milkshake-deacti]

[asoftwrongness]

[exghul]

DREAMS OF GODS & MONSTERS .

**   edited for convenience of sentence prompts.

❛   once upon a time, an angel and a devil pressed their hands to their hearts and started the apocalypse.   ❜

❛   you’re not crazy, and you’re not going to be.   ❜

❛   it will not happen to me. i’m stronger than the others.   ❜

❛   come home. we forgive you.   ❜

❛   let’s be samurai.   ❜

❛   what the hell isn’t going on?   ❜

❛   i’ve given my order.   was i less than perfectly clear?   ❜

❛   your heart is not wrong.   you don’t have to be ashamed.   ❜

❛   an alliance means more than the number of swords.   ❜

❛   we are the beginning.   ❜

❛   you see, child? your heart is not wrong.   ❜

❛   could it be the truth, that you want peace but need to justify it to your soldiers?   ❜

❛   i’m sure there’s a metaphor in that somewhere.   ❜

❛   it will come to pass if we bring it to pass.   ❜

❛   what power could bruise the sky?   ❜

❛   they should treat it like an alien invasion. there are protocols for that. ❜

❛   the beasts. they hunger for you. ❜

❛   and with that, the riots began. ❜

❛   these few that survive are foes of yesterday’s war. ❜

❛   don’t think of him, think of her. ❜

❛   soon, you will all learn what promises are worth. ❜

❛   if anyone ever does love me, it’d be nice to be able to touch them without drawing blood. ❜

❛   in one second a tide turns, and a tide cannot be unturned. ❜

❛   i will kill today. then perhaps i will die. ❜

❛   i pledge on his ashes that i have come to you for coalition, not for blood. ❜

❛   he courted the death of this entire company today, and will be disciplined. ❜

❛   wouldn’t you rather bathe with me?   ❜

❛   dear gods and stardust … are you kidding me?! ❜

❛   like fear, it is always, always suffered in silence. ❜

❛   i can’t imagine you give apologies. ❜

❛   how do you act like you’ve lost your soul? ❜

❛   you betray everything you believe in. ❜

❛   i was the thing you despised. am i still? ❜

❛   you can’t atone for taking a life by saving another. ❜

❛   things can change. by those with the will. ❜

❛   your fire burns low and you’re still the brightest thing in the room. ❜

❛   punish me and i’ll punish you, imposter. ❜

❛   some of us are masters of our desires, others are slave to it. ❜

❛   once upon a time, a girl went to see a monster menagerie where all the exhibits were dead. ❜

❛   you said i would be worshipped as a god. ❜

❛   yeah, well, you’re an ugly god. ❜

❛   next time, please time your almost dying with more consideration. ❜

❛   i’ve seen more stars than anyone alive. ❜

❛   i’ve killed more stars than anyone will ever see. ❜

❛   life is only a thread tethering the soul to body, and once you know how to find it, it is as easily plucked as a flower. ❜

❛   you’re right —- you are a conniving, deceitful hussy.   ❜

❛   take the three middle fingers of a swordsman’s dominant hand and they’re useless in a fight.   ❜

❛   one two three, don’t trip on the corpse of your sister.  ❜

❛   everyone grovels in the end.   ❜

❛   your soul sings to mine. ❜

❛   i keep getting second chances that aren’t rightly mine. ❜

❛   once upon a time … a journey began, that would stitch all the world’s together with light. ❜

❛   you’re a vulture. black powder waiting to ignite. ❜

❛   i kiss your eyes and leave my heart in your hands. ❜

[kitmemes]

WILL  HE  ——    ❛  i’ve  got  knots  all  up  in  my  chest .  ❜    ❛  just  know  i’m  trying  my  best .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  sad  &&  i’m  a  mess .  ❜    ❛  will  your  tongue  still  remember  the  taste  of  my  lips ?  ❜    ❛  will  your  lover  caress  you  the  way  that  i  did ?   ❜    ❛  i  don’t  need  to  know .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  make  sure  you’re  okay .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  make  sure  you’re  all  safe .  ❜    ❛  will  he  play  you  those  songs  just  the  way  that  i  did ?  ❜    ❛  will  he  treat  you  like  shit  just  the  way  that  i  did ?  ❜ PILLS  ——    ❛  please  don’t  run  away .  ❜    ❛  where’d  you  go ?  ❜    ❛  i  thought  we’d  last  forever .  ❜    ❛  i  need  you  back .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  know  why  i  feel  this  way .  ❜ DEMONS  ——    ❛  they’re  taking  my  heart  now .  ❜    ❛  my  demons  told  me  everything they  whisper  in  the  night .  ❜    ❛  this  is  not  a  threat ,  i  promise .  ❜    ❛  it’s  a  warning ,  baby ,  i  just  want  you  to  know .  ❜    ❛  i’m  behaving  myself .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  gotta  die  so  soon .  ❜    ❛  please  just  let  me  go .  ❜    ❛  i’ve  seen  enough .  ❜ WINDOW  ——    ❛  i  see  nothing  out  the  window .  ❜    ❛  watching  all  the  leaves  grow .  ❜    ❛  it  feels  better  in  my  dreams ,  though .  ❜    ❛  the  sun  will  shine  no  more .  ❜    ❛  i’ve  been  holding  on  too  long .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  sleep  forever .  ❜    ❛  just  leave  me ,  forever .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  need  an  antidote .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  wanna  drive  slow .  ❜    ❛  speed  up  with  our  eyes  closed .  ❜ BITTER  FUCK  ——    ❛  i  find  it  hard  to  be  myself .  ❜    ❛  i  shed  my  skin  for  everybody  else .  ❜    ❛  you  made  me  sad  &&  you  made  me  mean .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  mad .  ❜    ❛  i  feel  unclean .  ❜    ❛  you  made  me  a  bitter  fuck .  ❜    ❛  they  call  me  a  bitter  fuck .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  a  bitter  fuck ,  because  of  you .  ❜    ❛  your  bitch  just  came  all  over  me .  ❜    ❛  i  won’t  fuck  with  you  if  you  don’t  fuck  with  me .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  give  a  fuck .  ❜ WORLDSTAR  MONEY  ( INTERLUDE )  ——    ❛  don’t  hate  me .  ❜    ❛  am  i  crazy ?  ❜    ❛  so  tenderly ,  you  watch  me  burn .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  wanna  die .  ❜ PLASTIC  TASTE  ——    ❛  i  can’t  do  this  face  -  to  -  face .  ❜    ❛  i’ll  admit  that  i’m  afraid .  ❜    ❛  let  these  moments  go  to  waste .  ❜    ❛  excuse  me  for  my  plastic  taste .  ❜ I  DON’T  WANNA  WASTE  MY  TIME  ——    ❛  i  don’t  wanna  waste  my  time  if  i  can’t  be  by  your  side .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  gotta  talk  about  nothin ’  nice  if  you  wanna  come  down .  ❜    ❛  she  don’t  gotta  know  about  nothin ’ .  ❜    ❛  if  the  stars  collide  will  she  relieve  my  soul ?  ❜    ❛  when  we  feel  alive ,  i  know  she’ll  let  me  go .  ❜    ❛  when  you  real  my  lips ,  i  know  you  feel  all  cold .  ❜    ❛  i  promise  you ,  my  heart  is  made  of  gold .  ❜    ❛  you’re  only  on  my  mind  when  i  need  you .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  gotta  know  about  what  you  do  when  the  sun  goes  down .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  gotta  know  about  nothin ’ .  ❜

[falloncarringtongifs]

[calamitycleaved-blog]

“    I HAVE BEEN TAUGHT BY MONSTERS

                                AND LEARNED AS FAR 

                      AS THEIR TEETH WOULD REACH.    ”

         ( indie, fandomless Antagonist ™ OC. mutliple verses. penned by Rainbow.)

[voguedolce]

YSL 2002

[calamitycleaved-blog]

“    I HAVE BEEN TAUGHT BY MONSTERS

                                AND LEARNED AS FAR 

                      AS THEIR TEETH WOULD REACH.    ”

         ( indie, fandomless Antagonist ™ OC. mutliple verses. penned by Rainbow.)

[alreadyghostts]

Svrcina - Who are You?

[arabellesicardi]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I must persist in my terrors.”

— Gustave Flaubert, from a letter to George Sand featured in The George Sand & Gustave Flaubert Letters

[blasphimy-blog]

                                     CONSUME / ASCEND.

[niceaf]

In the aeroplane over the sea // Neutral Milk Hotel