I wasn't going to say anything because I want my blog to be a drama-free environment where stories can be told, but as of late, this has only been getting worse, so I must say something while I still have it on my mind.
CALAMITY. Yes, I am name dropping you and calling you out right now in the open. Up until this point I have been very patient with you. Before your meltdown, I did enjoy the few threads we did have and from my perspective at the time, you seemed like an okay person who I would have gladly continued writing with and letting our worlds collide. Even sometime after your meltdown, I somewhat sympathized with you in regards to your struggles with mental health, despite me agreeing with everyone that you were causing too many problems, that I saw parts of myself in you because I too have had moments in my youth where I have blown up at people for perceived slights.
To be quite frank with you, I don't know what you are anymore. My initial view of your character was not only misjudged, but misplaced, because I now see you for the piece of dogshit that you really are.
It started with little things,how you would aggressively vague post about people not replying as quickly as you'd like, or even the bizarre asks that you've been sending to me and a couple others LONG BEFORE the MFT Incident. Taking these instances into account, I can reasonably conclude that you were always like this; that you were a dickhead, an immature asshat, and overall a bloody creep that has a thing for minor characters and "lolis".
Now, why am I only now addressing you in public?
Because to be quite candid with you, your bullshit has pushed my last nerve. Any patience, any grace I had with you is all entirely gone now. From harassing my friends with your pedo-equse messages, the insane amount of hate you send towards certain people, ranging from homophobic and racist, to borderline sexual harassment to the point where they are now permanently shutting off their inboxes because you get some sick pleasure out of tormenting people.
And all this, because your ass got called out for goddmodding and being an overall prick. You tainted what was supposed to be a fun collaborative event for many and you continued your harassment campaign of all involved, partially involved, or even unrelated, into the new year.
I don't care if this is the reaction you wanted, I've been silent about this for way longer than I should have, and it's about time that the rest of my mutuals become aware of your pathetic ass so all of us can collectively report you.
So I will say this: KNOCK IT THE HELL OFF.
Your "vengeance quest" or whatever the fuck you think this is is as pointless as you are pathetic. You are garbage, rubbish, trash, shit, and that's what you'll always be remembered for. I hope that you are sent away to a mental asylum to get that fucked up brain of yours fixed because Jesus fucking Christ you are one sick mother fucker.
You have pushed me to this point because of your bullshit, because of your constant harassment of others including some people I see as friends. It's not even about me anymore. It's about what you're doing to others, and that's what pisses me the fuck off.
So this is your only warning: quit now while you can save what minuscule shred of dignity you have left. You haven't seen me angry yet. Nobody here has and trust me, you don't want to see me angry.
Oh, and I'm not turning off my inbox, because fuck you.
