kanon

Indie RP blog - Kanon - member of Pandora`s box - Virtue : Temperance - Housing : I1, Tenebris.

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Hey, guys. 

How long has it been? A year or two? Maybe three?

I`ve been busy with life. Dealing and working. And travelling.

However, I`m checking my account once at a time. But it`s not enough time to RP. I can`t tell when I`d be back online normally like a long ago. 

What I can say is.. I`m sorry for my absence. Sorry for all the roleplays I`ve abandoned.

- Kanon.

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ルーツ？(双子) by 2705

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聖域と動物 part 1 by 赤目

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hello

Has been a really long while since i came on here. I am sure i have missed a lot of things.

[darkgodabzu]

"Kanon, is it really you?" Misty asked softly staring at the Gemini saint. 

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"Misty?" He turned his face at her. "Why are you.. female?"

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"Magical anon, the usual. I’ve missed you." She said running over and throwing her arms around him. 

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"Uh-huh. That`s not new." He gave a nod, then surprised when she hug him. Slowly he hugged her back.

[calamityscry-blog]

hello

Has been a really long while since i came on here. I am sure i have missed a lot of things.

[darkgodabzu]

"Kanon, is it really you?" Misty asked softly staring at the Gemini saint. 

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"Misty?" He turned his face at her. "Why are you.. female?"

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Send "☆.。." to see how my muse reacts to a kiss on the forehead

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hello

Has been a really long while since i came on here. I am sure i have missed a lot of things.

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…and that was supposed to be reassuring? Rosary sighed and observed the bathroom, before she walked towards the sink, first of all getting rid of the blood on her hands - she couldn’t get anything done like this after all. The room wasn’t too big, similar to the one in her own house, but thankfully the bathtub wasn’t directly in front of the door. In any case, she’d have to do something as an additional measure to keep anyone from entering - especially Kanon here.

Once she had cleaned and dried her hands, Rosary carefully retrieved her Tactics Cards from her pocket and placed them on a nearby shelf to keep them out of the reach of any water. So far, so good. Now to get rid of that coat without giving this man, who was getting more suspicious by the minute, too many opportunities to peek. Great Masebde, what had she gotten herself into here…

“I have heard talk about these washing machines. They are said to be a lot more efficient for cleaning fabrics than attempting to wash them by hand is, that’s why I asked”, the witch explained while removing the coat. Hopefully her talking would somewhat distract the other. In situations like this, she reckoned, wearing a corset under her coat really wasn’t the best choice in fashion she could have made.

“So, can I trust you to take care of this for me?”, Rosary added as she handed the blood-stained coat over to Kanon, a sweet smile on her lips. If he got busy cleaning the mess he caused, at least he wouldn’t have the chance to be creeping around that bathroom door - and give her the chance to create a nicely burning barrier of fire just a few inches away from the entrance. Whoever dared to peek wouldn’t dare anything again afterwards - ever.

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When Kanon glanced over his shoulder, he had seen the girl pulled out some cards and put them on a nearby shelf. His eyes lingered in curiosity on the cards before staring ahead. He had no idea why she brought those cards in her pocket, but he realized that they seem important for her. Lady Athena or any of the gold-saints wouldn`t bring cards in their pockets, neither do the bronze-saints. If those cards were used only for card game, he knew a girl like Rosary wouldn`t bring them on her journey. He`d like to see those cards up close if there`s a chance. Then, her words almost startled him.

The male turned around to face her. His gaze fell on the coat before trailing over her body and stunned. Her corset accentuated her curves in all the right places while her bare upper arms looked tantalizing, covered a bit by the shimmering waves of her hair. For a moment, the male couldn`t speak. Admiration filled his eyes.

"Oh." He jerked in reaction. "...Sure." Quickly he stepped closer and took the dirty coat from her, an unfamiliar feeling creeping up his spine. Now, what should he do with the coat? He wanted to use the sink in this bathroom to wash it, and he had walked up to it, but, then he stopped realizing that she doesn`t want him to be here. "I....." He murmured nervously, casting his gaze to the floor. "I`ll wash this.. after you finish your business here." Then he walked out of the bathroom with the coat in his hand and once again stood in front of the door. "I think it`s better if I`m here guarding the door. We don`t know when my housemates back. You don`t want them to see you, do you?"

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- out of cosmo - Sorry, I`ve been busy irl. I`ll reply soon to all the roleplays here. Bear with me.

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Just curious have you replied to our RP? I lost track. ((twisted-triangle))

- out of cosmo -

I`ve been working on it on my draft.. I`ll finish it soon. Sorry for taking so long.

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Rosary didn’t notice the sudden change in Kanon’s features - she hardly noticed anything anymore. This horrid smell was overtaking her senses and she struggled to even follow the words the man spoke to her. Vaguely she registered that he seemed to have misunderstood her, but this nauseous feeling kept her from responding and correcting him. She had simply followed Kanon all this way to his house - and only now truly realized just what exactly that entailed.

“…the door is broken. You can`t lock it.” 

Upon hearing such shocking statements the witch finally snapped out of her daze, staring at the blue-haired male in front of her with widened eyes. How could he say something this scandalous with a straight face? Was he really not aware of how inappropriate his words were… or did he plan for this? Slowly Rosary’s expression turned into a frown and she slightly shook her head. Not like she had any other choice than to play along for now. If this man proved to be a problem after all, well, she knew how to help herself. 

“Thank you, but I merely need to clean my hands and-“, the witch began when a loose strand of hair fell into her face - and much to her dismay it was covered in pig blood as well. “…-alright, I do need a bath, I suppose.” This was just getting worse by the minute. “I believe this device was called a washing machine though. Would you know anything about that?”, Rosary asked with a weak smile, finally remembering the nonsense he had been speaking on the way here. 

Besides, thankfully only her coat had been dirtied with the blood - of course she wore some more garments beneath it. A noble lady as herself wouldn’t hurry out merely dressed in pants and a coat like some peasant after all.

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He rose his eyebrow questioning the lady`s facial expression. Then, her voice hit the air, and he gave her a slight smile. "I know you need a bath, my Lady. You told me that." Oh, he wished he could understand ladies, but it seemed that he had no opportunity. It was odd how a girl could easily change the topic of conversation. However, he held neither a frown, smile, grin, but instead keeping a flat expression. "Washing machine?!" He repeated. "I think I know. Why?" .. Did it even matter? He could find another way to wash her clothes if she wished him to do it. 

Was not aware of everything else, the gold-saint stood still in front of the bathroom, for a moment thinking that he did the right thing to guard the door. His eyes didn`t leave her.

Then, suddenly realizing what he did, a deep shade of crimson crept up his face; his heart began to race, his stomach felt like it was tied in knots. Quickly he turned around. Several seconds later, couldn`t help, he peered over his shoulder at her. 

"My lady, you can close the door, but you can`t lock it." He told her, his voice sounded soft. "Don`t worry. I`m here guarding the door."

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An Amusing Thing On Tenebris Island

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Kanon? A sense of humour? That statement in itself was quite humorous, but certainly not in the way he had intended. Fran only withheld a comment on the matter since the other had already lifted his hand again, but to his surprise stopped it in mid-air. This guy really had a thing for changing his mind within seconds, didn’t he? “A deal?”, he asked, now honestly bored with the whole situation. The older man’s proposal did little to change that fact.

“I don’t think that’s possible”, the illusionist commented with a shrug. “My jokes are part of my irresistible charm, you know”, he complained, giving the other a querulous stare. “What kind of friendship would that be, where I have to censor myself all the time?” Well, wasn’t that a great argument? Reasonable and nicely spoken. No insults here. Fran thought he was doing pretty fine on this whole being nice business by now. Apparently though he had miscalculated.

Maybe the real Fran had paid too much attention to his hamburger to prevent it from happening, but Kanon trying to drag off his illusionary version could be quite problematic. He’d actually have to follow behind his fake-self to uphold the illusion - which would be nearly impossible if they entered a building. Sheesh…

“Well, you see, I really can’t come with you”, fake-Fran declared now, expression ever unchanging. “I’m not really here to begin with, you know. I’m kind of like a ghost. I can’t enter your house or I’ll simply vanish. It’s really tragic.” 

That wasn’t really the truth of the matter, but hey, close enough, right?

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He released the younger man`s shoulder. It was almost unbearable, and he drew a deep breath, running a hand over his own face, thinking how stupid the shorter male was. It made him tired, even too tired to get angry. "Whatever! Charm your ass!" He sat down on the street curb. "Make it possible." He mumbled. "Censor yourself, or I`ll have to either kill you or destroy you. Pick one."  Well, for some reason, Fran reminded him of Seiya or Shun despite they were even smarter than this boy. He wanted to leave the boy on the street, but he kept telling himself that, as a saint, he should not do it. It was funny to see how the tough guy sitting on the street with a look of pure scowl adorned his face for he was someone who used to fight like a beast. "You know," He added. "I swear, even Mu will lose patience with you, and Mu is the nicest among the twelve gold-saints in my place."

Then, curiosity danced in his eyes. "You are not here?" He scratched the back of his own head. "Ghost? Vanish?.. I see." He pulled himself to his feet and took a step closer. "I`m curious. Let`s see how you`d vanish from this world." Once again he grabbed the boy`s wrist and dragged him towards the door of his residence.

"Mu`s not home." He mumbled to himself, seeing the house was dark. With his free hand, he pulled out a key and opened, kicking the door open. He glanced at the boy. "I see that you are still here. When will you disappear from this world, hm?"

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A brief smile curved at her lips.

Wait til that gamer hears about this.

“Hello, welcome to Japan.  I am an Enforcer, Kunizuka Yayoi.  And you?” she asked.

Odd, she was pretty sure this man would have a high psycho pass reading.  As long as he did not cause any problems.  But this was quite … unreal.

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"Japan?!" The gold-saint glanced around, "..Right, I`m here looking for someone. Her name is Saori. Do you know her?" His eyes traveled back to the girl`s face, "Enforcer?! What is it? My name`s Kanon." 

[the-fallen-sagittarius-deactiva]

Between good and evil (Sagittarius & Gemini) non pandora

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The Sagittarius kept his gaze locked to the younger Gemini. The silenced filled again as the atmosphere became tense. Aiolos would never lie. He prefer to be honest when talking with people, even with his own opinion. He rather silence himself or not talk about it if the condition force him to lie. Though, Saga kept telling him all this time to not meddle with the twin’s business, now Saga had gone, Aiolos couldn’t help but felt Kanon at least must know about this. What he didn’t see about Saga for all this time. He just hoped his decision is not wrong at all for telling this all to Kanon. He could still remember all the time before, time when Kanon always mocked him, angry at him, even saying something sarcastic to him. There are so much reasons for Aiolos to be angry with Kanon. But the Sagittarius didn’t felt so. He always thought, maybe Kanon is in a hard time, or maybe he really did something wrong until Kanon is really angry at him. And it is not a lie for Aiolos to consider Kanon like his own family, care for him and want to help him. His emerald orbs could see the tears hanging on the Gemini’s bearer eyes. Aiolos could understand, it’s not a beautiful memory at all. All that he has been through, it must be hard for Kanon. Hard for his shoulder to bear it any longer. But he always did it. He always kept everything to himself. Until now. Always on his mind, never letting anyone to touch it. Again, the younger Gemini wrapped his arms around him. Smiling a bit, Aiolos returned the hugged as he try to calm down the younger Gemini with a gentle caress on his back. “… You can cry if you want. I will lend you my shoulder. It must be hard for you, Kanon, to carry around all those weight on your shoulder.” He murmured gently to the blue-haired man’s ear. After for some moment, Kanon pulled himself away from his embrace and locked his eyes with him. Quite surprising because he never imagine for Kanon to look at him with such an innocent and almost pleading eyes like this. Blinked for a second, the Sagittarius let out his tender smile and his hand slowly patted Kanon’s head gently. “Do you want me to accompany you? But what about Aspros and Defteros? They are there, aren’t they?”

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It was quite odd and unbelievable how sweet Aiolos to him, even offering his shoulder to the younger of Gemini, but strangely Kanon couldn`t complain. A small, sensible part of the Gemini`s brain wondered what games the Sagittarius` mind played. Even though he was the younger of the Twins, the twenty-eight year old Kanon was not a kid nor immature. He was a big guy, tough, and used to fight like a beast. He was someone who`d calculate the movements of his opponent and predict everything carefully.. but, the more he thought about Aiolos, the more he found himself even more confused. The Sagittarius` soft voice made him feel drifting off into a deep sleep, and it pleased him a lot. He liked how the younger saint caressed his back when he hug him, and he liked how the younger saint said he had carried the weight of everything on his shoulders. The younger of Gemini couldn`t understand, and it made him curious till he wants to keep the younger saint beside him. Absently he frowned and a crease appeared on his forehead between his eyebrows. 

The Sagittarius` words almost startled him. "Oh. Yeah, they are there...." He answered as an extremely fake innocent expression plastered itself over his whole face. "But you forgot... Unlike your Temple, Gemini Temple is a labyrinth. There are so many paths inside and the structure itself holds so many secrets and mysteries. A while ago my twin found an abandoned room, and I doubt Aspros and Defteros know it....." He trailed off, shifting his eyes away from the younger saint. A wicked gleam almost flashed before he shut his eyes. 

The forgotten room was something he discovered a while ago, and there was where he stayed for a while when everyone was looking for him after Saga gone. It was not a nice room, it was actually an underground prison, but someone could spend the night there. It led to a secret passageway, so they can go there without passing through the whole Temple. And, he could keep the door locked.

Dark black clouds started covering the sky, hiding the formerly blue skies and sun from view. A clap of thunder rang out and a flash of lightning illuminated the area.

"Come on. Please, stay with me." With a sweet smile, the younger of Gemini gestured the brunette man to follow him. He didn`t walk toward his Temple, knowing Aspros and Defteros would stop him, but he led the way along the coast from the cape. 

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[the-fallen-sagittarius-deactiva]

Between good and evil (Sagittarius & Gemini) non pandora

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He could feel the startled coming from the man in his embrace when Aiolos wrapped his arms around him. Smiling gently, he caressed Kanon’s back again gently, calming the younger Gemini. Kanon has been through a lot, it’s not strange when he need a shoulder to cry and a warm hug to ease his pain. He truly care for the younger Gemini, even if Kanon doesn’t want it, even if Kanon doesn’t like it. Aiolos consider all of the Gold Saints here as a family, a family and a comrade that he must protect. And with all of them protecting their Goddess Athena.

But, he couldn’t lie to his feelings as well. There is time that sometimes his feelings overwhelmed him. But of course, he won’t let his feelings get the best of him. Suddenly Kanon lifted his chin, meeting his eyes as Aiolos look back at those blue-green eyes. Waiting for the man to let out his voice because he seems wanted to said something but lost his voice.

“… You didn’t?” Aiolos repeated and he could still see the trail left by the tears on the corner of his eye. “… But I just wiped you tears.” Aiolos answered honestly as he let go of the hug when Kanon pulled himself away. His eyebrows furrowed, he doesn’t want Kanon to hide his feelings at all.

The Sagittarius stood in silence as Kanon told him the fact that he only knows. True, Saga never showed Kanon his mercy at all. But Aiolos know his reason. He… Still remember why. “… I’m sorry. I know both of you are twins.” He let himself speak at last after a silence moment filled them before. “But, Kanon. When I said that you’re Brother loves you and care for you. It’s the truth. I never lie with my words.” He smiles a bit. “I know deep down, Saga is care for you. I can see it in his eyes, Kanon. Even when he’s actually hurt when he had to said harsh things to you.” His smiled turned bitter, remembering those moments. “So, please don’t say that kind of things. Because, Saga is proud of you. Seeing you don the Gemini Cloth and became a Saint of Athena… He never said it, but he’s very proud of you.”

A slight pain passed. But The Sagittarius didn’t said anything but a tender smile on his face.

His eyes widened a bit when he heard Kanon’s statement. Of course, he is surprised, knowing that the younger Gemini want him dead. But then, Aiolos just smiled a little and closed his eyes. “I didn’t know why you want me to leave my body again for the second time… But, the fact is, you didn’t do it, right? That’s the most important thing. So you’ve done nothing wrong.”

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It was ironic to see how the older (and probably the stronger) man embarrass himself in front of the younger and had been acting like a child, but the flood of emotions had been taken over the former Sea Dragon Mariner, especially at the mention of his twin brother. It was the topic he`d like to avoid all the time, and it worse when the person who brought it up was the man he once hated. But everyone said even hatred doesn`t last forever. And there was nothing he want more in this world than to be accepted in Sanctuary as a member of the great family. No matter how Athena told him he was forgiven, actually he couldn`t forgive himself, even though he had allowed himself to receive the blows from the Scorpio before the Holy War begin, and even though Gemini Cloth itself had accepted him as its master. It would be better if there was no life after the Holy War, but fate was fate. Even the memories he hold constantly about his twin brother were not some happy ones.

Aiolos pointed out the fact, and silence fell upon the older saint. It would be useless to tell the younger one that he didn`t cry, though his pride made him want to refuse again. His eyes trailed over the younger guy`s face as he listened, his fists clenched at his sides. His heart had ached and shattered into a tiny million pieces, filled with affection, longing, and melancholy. Shouldn`t he feel happy after he knew the truth that actually his brother was proud of him; that actually his brother was hurt to say all the harsh thing? Why did he feel the sharp pain in his chest? He needed to put all his best effort into not crying out like a kid. His body trembled, but this time his pride had prevented him from letting the tears run down his cheeks despite his eyes glistened. 

Then he shook his head, trying to push his emotions aside and get a hold of himself. His eyes momentarily clenched shut as he tried to think of this logically. Perhaps, Aiolos was just trying to make him happy. People in Sanctuary always said that Aiolos likes to make everyone happy. Or, maybe, the Sagittarius was just trying to make an excuse for Saga. It didn`t matter any more, Saga had gone. But now the younger of Gemini couldn`t help but seeing a brother figure, or even a mother figure in Aiolos. He was in need of a brother figure more then any thing else in life, and Aiolos came at the wrong time. 

"T-Thank you." He tried his best to talk, his voice was unsteady. And tears continued to well up inside, glistening in his eyes but did not spill over. Then, when Aiolos said he`s done nothing wrong, all emotions found their way back into his brain. Once again, the older saint threw himself at the younger saint and hugged him close. However, a strange feeling came over him. It was by nature that Gemini is able to change their mood in a heartbeat, hence why its symbolized by the Twins, and as human Kanon`s biggest weakness was greed.. and he was known as a cunning man. He wants the Sagittarius only for himself.

A moment later, he pulled away, and the look he gave the younger saint was almost innocent. "After my brother gone, Gemini Temple is empty. Please stay with me for a while." The older saint offered, his eyes almost pleading. 

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Again, Kanon stated that his face is not red. The archer couldn’t help but sharper his vision around the man’s cheek and he could still find some red shades on the man’s cheeks. The skin color doesn’t made an obstacle at all for the eye of the archer. But Kanon seems doesn’t want to talk about it and also he said he was fine. Aiolos didn’t mind with Kanon’s attitude pushing his hand away. He was used to it anyway, so Aiolos won’t say a thing about it. “Alright then. I’m glad.”

His gentle smiled curved on his lips. He really feel relieved to see Kanon is fine, and doesn’t have a sickness with him. But then he blinked hearing the younger gemini’s murmured. There’s something that seems off somehow. “But aren’t you younger from Saga? You are Saga’s little brother, right?” He asked, trying to confirming wether this is true or not. It should be true though.

“Not nice?” His green eyes indicating that Kanon has never done anything wrong to him before. “There are some times that you can be a bit hard to handle, but I think you had your hard time there and I could understand it. I don’t consider it as a bad thing from you, Kanon.” He smiles gently as he could remember several memories from his past with Kanon. “And believe me, Kanon. You are his Brother. Even if Saga didn’t say some nice things to you, deep down his heart, he loves you as his Brother. So don’t say that, alright?” Green eyes widened as he could see the tears tracing down the man’s cheek. Furrowed his eyebrows as a bitter smile curved on his lips. Slowly lifting his hand to wiped away his tears. “Don’t cry, Kanon. Don’t be sad.”

He finished putting some of his cosmo inside the arrow. He just wish the arrow can someday help Kanon when he lost his way or warm him when he felt alone in the cold darkness. Slowly, the radiating glow faded away and in a second, the Sagittarius’s eyes widened in shocked as he could feel a sudden hug from the other male. “…” Slowly, smiling as Aiolos returned the hug, pulled him into his embrace, caressing his head softly. “You’re always welcome, Kanon.”

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His eyes twitched in frustration at himself, even didn`t realize the Sagittarius had shut down his aura. The older saint inhaled as the younger man wrapped his arms around him, holding his breath, his eyes closing; couldn`t control his emotions. A compassion feeling, desire, excitement, mixed with anger because he had embarassed himself; all together with something he didn`t know battled in his stomach, each trying to overpower him. All the words melted the cold icy wall surrounding the Gemini`s heart, especially when Aiolos told him about his twin. He realized the younger saint just wanted to make him happy, but it was the sweetest thing he had ever heard in his life. Too sweet. Hard to believe, just like a dream. For a moment he wanted to scream.. or laugh. For a moment, he thought he`d lose his sanity.

As he stood with his eyes closed, the internal torment making his mind ache he heard that soothing voice again. His eyes opened and he lifted his head, allowing his green hues to meet the younger male`s gaze, his own eyes wide and vacant. He had to try and talk, speak with audible words. Quickly he composed himself, gathered his words, and pulled away. 

"I didn`t cry!" The older saint refused to admit. "I was not crying." Well, actually a few tears did leave his eyes, but only a few and were not noticeable. He was surprised Aiolos saw it, even told him to don`t cry. His body tensed, but he felt his blood ran warmer. "Saga doesn`t love me!" His eyes glazed over with a mist. "You don`t know Saga. He hates me. I`m unwanted." The bitter irony of it was still tangible in his mind, even now. He shook his head. "And don`t call me Saga`s little brother. I`m not younger by year.. I`m his twin. I`m just younger a few minutes." He gritted his teeth.

"You didn`t know...." Once again the older male shook his head. His jaw clenched. "I wanted to kill you... I wanted to destroy you. I`m not nice.. You should hate me."