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calypsostephens: litty in the city

[calihmu]

sebmusic​:

Seb stepped back as he watched as a soft blanket fell to the grass, avoiding the fabric from enclosing him. “Ah, a girl after my own heart!” He picked it up, wrapping it around him, warmth and comfort bringing a smile to his lips. Then, he continued with the task at hand - making Cali happy once more. “It’s dark and it’s cold but you’re still lovely.” He sang softly, awkwardly laughing between words, he had never done this for someone before. “I’m getting old and more untrusting.” His heart growing all the more confident due to her reaction, Cali remained a safe place for him, and for that he was eternally grateful. “Take me for a ride, I won’t let you down, baby.” His eyes finally met hers, his fingers taking on a mind of their own as they strum over the chords. “I’ll be right at your side, even though you’re crazy.” However thankful he was for the blanket, the ultimate goal was to get inside, into the warmth of her arms. He paused, staring at her for quite a long time, “come on, Cali. What’s a guy gotta do to get inside? Not that I’m not thankful for the blanket - because I am.” He raised his arms up, the huge blanket clearly burying his small frame.

The girl was enjoying every second of this and it was evident from the giggles that left her lips. Seeing Sebastian try to win her back was flattering, amusing, and heart warming all at once. As much as Cali was enjoying this what she really wanted was to hear I’m sorry or I fucked up or I love you, but she had no idea if Sebastian would say any of that or if talking through a window was a way to have that conversation. “Oh please, I’ve let you inside before.” She winked, laughing at the stupid joke she made. “One more verse please!” She pouted. Cali didn’t remember much of what happened their last fight, but she remembered the sex, the I love yous, and Sebastian taking it back. She didn’t remember why he did or how they got to that point, but she remembered that heartbreak and was hoping to fix it. “Once you sing one more verse my door is open for you.”

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stvliish​:

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Cali’s lips hummed happily as she let Benji take over, allowing him to move her as he pleased as she took each inch of him in her mouth happily. She let Benji take complete control of her, but she knew she could take over whenever she wanted again, but if he was enjoying it, and it seemed like he was, she would let it happen. Lust filled her eyes with each of Benji’s moan, knowing she was briging him closer with each bob of her head. “Cum for me, baby....” She said as she let her tongue swirl around his member, enjoying every second of it. She knew she was getting him closer and closer with each second and she loved knowing it.

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shotsbyjax​:

His eyes darted across her face, studying her features for quite some time. Jax knew Cali well enough to know when she was holding back, this was certainly one of those times. Did he still care to know? His eyes locked with hers as she spoke, seemingly truthfully, which made it all the more difficult for him. It was too much for him to break down now, tell her all his true emotions. “Don’t act like you know me, Cali. That boy is dead.” He stepped towards her, holding eye contact. “Believe me, you won’t be getting to know this one.” He scoffed cruelly, looking away then, the air between them becoming a little too thick. “Fine, you may not be a whore, but you are certainly traitor and unworthy of anybody’s time. Especially mine.” Why he was still stood here, amusing this girl, he couldn’t say. Maybe, he was still a fool for her after all this time. “You know what they say, Cal. The truth will set you free.” Though he said it with a bright, sweet smile, the words left his lips in a threatening manner. How he so completely desired to destroy her life, as she had done to his. Unexpectedly, with everything torn little pieces, thrown across the floor for the world to see.

The girl could feel her sadness and anger rising as she tried to control the situation despite it seemingly getting worse with each second. She could feel the lump in her throat as Jackson spoke wanting to say something but not finding the words to explain everything she had felt for him and was feeling for him in this moment. Thus, Cali did the only thing she knew how to. When he made eye contact with her again the girl quickly pressed her lips to his. The butterflies in her stomach was unexplainable. The way her heart pounded. It wasn’t tender and sweet, but rather was filled with everything Cali was feeling. The way she missed him, the way she had passion in her heart for him. All of it. She bit on his bottom lip teasingly before pulling away, looking at the boy both breathless but with fear and nerves in her eyes. “You’re right...I am. But that doesn’t mean I’m not trying. I know I shouldn’t. I know I deserve every word, and I shouldn’t fight back but fuck Jax...” She sighed. “I may be garbage, but at least I’m not lying to myself. Maybe you got so used to lying to others that you forgot what it’s like to hear the truth.”

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olivermp3​:

“Honestly it– well, it tends to make things more difficult.” He admits to her. Upon hearing Eloise’s name, he swallows hard. “O-Oh, you– you know Ellie?” Hid voice wavers. “Nothing…. nothing happened. I-I’m just a worry-wart.” He tries to brush all of his problems off and sweep them under a rug. He couldn’t have people knowing just how pathetic and out of control he felt– how would that affect his social climbing? No– he needed to be a charming and proper young man for the cameras. He can already hear his mother insisting he do so in his head. He shoves his hands into his pockets as he ambles close by Cali. “Damn, I really do need to calm down with some weed.” He laughs nervously, grateful for its legality and accepted nature as of not too long ago. “Anyway– w’what, uh– what business are you in, Cali? We should at least get to know one another if we’re living together, let alone calling each other friends.” Oliver grins softly.

Cali noticed how Oliver got nervous when she mentioned Eloise, but chose not to question it. She was sure that was just the boy’s usual attitude. “Yeah! She’s probably one of my closest friends here.” She smiled. “Here let me help you up.” She said as she climbed up to her spot on the roof and lent a hand to Oliver. “Honestly nothing can get more peaceful than this spot. It’s just like an escape, so I’m sure you’ll be able to calm down.” She smiled as she got settled in her spot and pulled out her baggie of weed and bowl. “Oh I’m a dancer! I tend to lean toward hip hop and jazzier styles over ballet, but I certainly trained in ballet and can be en pointe when asked. I just prefer styles that are sharper and hard hitting. Ballet is fine, but hip hop and jazz are so much more upbeat.” She explained. “What about you, friend?”

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sebmusic​:

A small smile found its way to his lips, just as he thought he would never smile again. His fingers danced effortlessly over the strings, creating a sweet tune. “Yeah, I could, but the point is to, kind of, sing to you?” She didn’t yell at him in absolute disgust at the sight of him, so that was a good sign. Maybe, just maybe it wasn’t too late. “I wrote you a song. Named it Cali.” He laughed softly, somewhat embarrassed at the stupidity of himself. “The lyrics are shit, so I’ll save you from that monstrosity. But the tune didn’t turn out so bad.” He was known for taking his time when writing music, but he had a sudden hit of inspiration due to the recent events in his life, most of them unfortunate. But somehow, in this moment, those worries were far from his mind. It was just him, Cali, and his guitar playing swiftly in the air. “Cali - Cali, Cali, Cali.” He sang playfully, a warmth spread to his heart, one he was afraid he would never feel again. But maybe, anything was possible with this girl by his side. However long she would remain there, though, was unknown.

The girl’s jaw dropped as she heard Sebastian say he was going to sing to her. “You’re joking...” She said in disbelief, laughing when he continued to speak. Somehow this was warming her heart and the butterflies were running wild in her stomach. Sebastian may have seriously fucked up, but it was crazy how fast he could fix it and make her feel whole again. The girl couldn’t stop smiling as she heard Sebastian sing. “Are there more lyrics?” She teased as she stood there listening. She loved every second of this, but she certainly wanted to have her fun teasing him a bit. “I was expecting more from the musical mastermind Sebastian Bellamy.” She teased. She wanted to hug him and tell him she forgave him, but she was enjoying this too much. “Are you cold? Here.” She giggled as she left the window to get a blanket for a second. “One second.” She laughed as she found one and returned to the window. “Did you miss me?” She said as she tossed a blanket to him. “So you can wear it during your encore.”

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alessiaward​:

alessia nodded her head as she listened to cali’s advice. she made some good points, that was for sure. “i guess that’s a good point. i just feel bad when i don’t interact that often. i care about my little group of fans and i don’t want to disappoint them. and it’s not about the money, people just ask for them all the time and a lot of people sell theirs anyway.” she opened her phone up to her instagram feed and showed it to cali, “like, does my feed look good enough to sell the presets i have? then again, i kind of like the idea of having a custom feed that no one else does?”

The girl smiled as Alessia spoke. She loved how kind and considerate Alessia was and Cali knew she could learn from her as much as she had mentored her. “You could never disappoint. I’m sure they’ll understand and be happy with what they get.” She smiled. “Although I also love seeing your face on my feed.” She winked. She loved the relationship she had with Alessia and how easy it was for the two of them to just talk about everything from their social life to their career. “I think your feed looks great! I mean what do you want to do with it?”

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sebmusic​:

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He craved to be in the warmth of Cali’s arms the moment he left Val’s presence, her news weighing heavy on his heart. The unfortunate events that occurred between them had made that all the more difficult though. So he decided to do the only decent thing he could do, his only gift in this life, to write a song. It wasn’t much, but it was the only thing he had to offer her, and perhaps the only way to get his true thoughts presented without making an absolute mess of things once again. She had to know how deeply sorry he was for the cruel things he had said to her, shamefully it’s not the worst thing he had ever said to someone. So here he was, outside in the cold, harsh air of the night with his guitar, standing outside her window desperately trying to get another chance. He threw a well placed stone at her window, a small sound rang throughout as it hit the glass, his attempt at gaining her attention. This was as cliche as he could get, on any other day he would surely end his own life, but somehow, he wasn’t the same person in this moment. Or maybe he wouldn’t be that same person ever again.

Cali was busy getting ready for bed after a day of rehearsal. After fighting with Sebastian and having to deal with Jax in the house a day of dance was exactly what she had needed to lift her spirits. The girl had just finished showering and was in her silky robe combing through her damp hair when she heard a noise at her window. She turned to look quickly, figuring it was a bird, and chose to ignore it. Maybe the lack of sleep had made her hallucinate. That’s when she heard the sound of a guitar.  “Who’s playing music right now?” She said thinking it was coming from the hallway. That’s when she realized it was coming through her window. The girl made her way over to the window and lifted it up to peek her head out and get a better view of what was going on outside. “Sebastian?” She questioned as she saw the boy standing outside her window with a guitar. Despite being confused at what was going on she couldn’t deny the small smile it put on her face. The smile appearing just from seeing his face again. No matter how badly they fought her heart would continue to have a spot for the boy. “What are you doing? Why are you practicing outside? You know there’s like a ton of places for you to practice in the villa right?”

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stvliish​:

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The girl smirked as she felt Benji’s rough hands tug at her hair. It only encouraged her to take him in more and savor the moment as she played with her speed, going fast at times but slowing down so that every nerve would feel her warm saliva and mouth on every inch of his cock. She wanted him to remember the feeling of her lips on him in the morning. “I want you to cum for me, daddy...” She whispered as she moved her lips to the rhythm of Benji’s hips as he thrust his cock in her mouth. She moved one of her free hands to stroke the part of Benji’s member that wasn’t in her mouth, careful to make sure every inch of him got the pleasure he deserved. Cali was having fun, enjoying the care free hook up they were having. Everything felt freer when there were no stakes involved, and she wished it could be like this all the time. She would enjoy it while she could, licking her lips of Benji’s pre cum enjoying the taste of him and the sounds of her name leaving his soft lips.

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shotsbyjax​:

Jax shook his head, anger filling his chest. He couldn’t even tell the truth from the lies when it came to Cali, that fact he despised. If he had been her first everything, then how could she throw it all away so callously? “Everyone told me you fucking left me for someone else. Do you know how shit that made me look?” Not to mention how it made him feel. But he wasn’t about to give that information up so willingly. “I can’t even defend you because that could very well be the reason. I have no fucking clue why you left.” He thought they were good together, that they were on the right track. Oh, how wrong he was. He had to convince himself that everything he had been told by others was true, that she had cheated, that he hadn’t been enough. It was the only way to let her go. “I don’t care. You’re dead to me.” He wished it was that easy, to just speak it into the air and have it simply be. But their time apart had proven it wasn’t. “What the fuck did I even see in you? I should have never given a dirty whore like you a chance.” A cruel and deliberate reminder that he knew her darkest secrets, just as she knew his. Why couldn’t she forget everything she knew about him, and he forget her just as simply in return?

How Cali wished she could explain to Jax what happened. How she wished it would have been easy to say the words I love you, but she was scared and instead of facing that fear, Cali found it easier to run away. “There was no one else, Jax. Looking me in the fucking eyes as I say it. There was no one else. Just you.” She said as she locked eyes with him. It was so easy to want to fall into his arms right now and return to normal, his eyes burning a hole in her heart while soothing her at the same time. “Do you want to talk about it? Because fine. We can talk about it.” She said rather confidently, despite knowing that even now it was hard for the words to come out. “I never meant to hurt you. Ever.” She said, biting down on her lip. Her words were sincere and she meant every one of them. The moment he called her a whore her stomach twisted in knots. She knew exactly where those words were coming from. “At least I’m not a liar.” She said throwing his words back at him. “Look I wish I could explain why I left, but I can’t okay. I can’t even explain it to myself and I know you deserve an explanation...” She rambled, “But if you’re still the same Jax I got to know and lo....like you wouldn’t spill what you know...” She said as she tried to appeal to his softer side. She knew he had every right to be angry, but she truly couldn’t get the words out even when she tried. Vulnerability would only hurt Cali, and she knew that.

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sebmusic​:

He walked towards her, stride in his steps and a ruthless look on his face, eyes colouring a cold darkness. “I will never love you, Cali.” He spat, eyes red from the raw hurt of the drugs and from the sheer tugging Cali had on his heart. The things he spoke of held nothing of truth. But this was the price he would pay for protecting this girl. His sharp jaw pronounced as he clenched under the pure tension his body was feeling. “Don’t you understand that? I am not another boy for you to confuse your feelings with. I am the boy you will fuck for pleasure and then he wants you gone.” That is the role he played best, attempting to provide anyone with anything deeper was a fools quest. His voice was raising now, tears falling from his eyes, “this will never happen!” His hand gestures were getting wilder as his emotions continued to lose control. Cali would hate him forever after this conversation, but he would swallow the hurt and continue forth.

Cali could feel her heart shatter as Sebastian spoke. She didn’t have the energy to fight him nor could she find the words to express how she felt. This was a new kind of heartbreak she didn’t know how to handle. She felt like aside from losing any chance they ever had together she had lost her forever friend. The one guy she swore would always be there with her by her side. “Okay...” she managed to get out before she turned to run to her room, hoping Sebastian wouldn’t see her cry anymore. She ran into her room shutting the door behind her and went straight for her bed, the tears soaking her pillow. How could she be so vulnerable? She had never felt like this and wouldn’t wish this hurt on her worse enemy.

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stvliish​:

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The girl couldn’t help but laugh when Benji said she may not be good at being quiet. “I don’t know babe. Depends on just how good the pleasure is.” She winked teasingly. The girl loved being egged on when Benji let her take control and his erection was out for her to see. “Gladly.” She said as she moved to teasingly take the head of his member into her mouth, her tongue swirling around it. She bobbed her head so she could take his full length into her mouth, taking in every inch of him as a small moan escaped her lips. Taking charge and driving Benji crazy turned Cali on more than she cared to admit and she wanted to relish in every moment of it as she sped up with each bob of her head, making sure that Benji would remember this moment and who was in charge.

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imessage // cali 🌸🤍🌸

alessia: FAIR ENOUGH

alessia: YESS I'LL GET MY PHOTO PRINTER, U GET THE FIRE!

cali: UGH YES SAY LESS

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wtfruben​:

“Dinner before sex?” Ruben repeats through something mixed between a laugh and a huff, amused by her request. “Nothing’s wrong with wanting that, babe. I just figured that wasn’t your thing. I mean, at least not with a guy like me,” Ruben teases as he pulls the blonde back in for another kiss, allowing his lips to linger on hers for a moment longer than necessary. His hand reaches over to brush away a stray hair from her face, tucking it behind her ear with a drunken grin. “You’re just being nice. Keep talking like that and my dick isn’t going to be the only thing growing tonight,” he laughs lowly as he places his hand on her hip, squeezing the clothed skin. He can’t help but playfully roll his eyes when she calls him soft. Ruben Rousseau wasn’t soft. Sometimes he just wasn’t thinking with his penis. “Oh, please. Do you have a thing for nice guys? Is that what you’re trying to turn me into? Gross,” he laughs lowly against her lips, pulling back for a moment. “But no, really. Why are you saying all this? You don’t have feelings for me, do you?”

“Oh my God is it your heart that’s going to grow? Are you admitting that the Ruben Rosseau has a heart? I hope they caught that on camera.” She teased. Cali was enjoying this night way more than she expected. As much as it started out as a sad mess she was all giggles now. The feeling of their lips smiling against each others sent butterflies through her stomach. “Nah I like bad boys that know how to handle me.” She winked, teasingly biting his bottom lip before he pulled away. “You know me I just love to misbehave.” She said as she ran her fingers through his hair. “But if they’re nice to me and treat me like a princess sometimes I won’t complain.” She giggled. Of course her giggling stopped when she heard Ruben’s next question. “Who told you that? Sebastian? You said it yourself he’s just trying to get between us.” She said getting defensive. She remembered fighting and saying he could tell Ruben, but she didn’t expect he actually would. The alcohol inside her was fueling a lot of emotions and Cali was just trying to stop herself from becoming a mess. “You’re drunk. I’m drunk. Maybe I should get us water from the kitchen. Yeah that’s a good idea.” She said as she got off of Ruben’s lap and made her way to the kitchen. Cali was trying to control the inner mess she was, but the alcohol didn’t help, and even worse made her look like a mess on the outside too. She grabbed a glass and filled it with water before carefully trying to make her way back to Ruben, slipping in the process and falling on her ass, the glass shattering next to her. “That’s going to bruise...” She sighed, completely failing at looking not like a mess. “Wanna kiss the boo boo?” She joked hoping that she diverted attention from her embarrassment and from any sort of conversation.

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pamelasfm​:

“Well?” She begins, toying and fiddling with the bottle in her hands, tapping her hot pink acrylic nails against the glass. “What’s your gut say? I always try ‘n follow my heart. Some shit really do be complicated, so you gotta’ trust yourself and dive in.” She advises her friend with pursed lips. Although, she’s not sure how she feels about Cali crushing on Ruben. They were only friends– but at times it seemed as though they were more. However, Pamela finds herself disinterested in holding him back from other women. After all, she was simply his artistic muse. Nothing more. “Y’know… I’ve known Ruben for a few years, and… w-well, I know he ain’t the type to cuff a wifey.” She warns her. “Honestly…? It’s easy to catch feelings for such a stud.” She says quietly. “He’s got wandering eyes, but… he’s easily one of the kindest men I know.”

“Is it possible for my gut to say both?” Cali wasn’t one for picking, especially when she expected the two to break her heart. “Honestly, surprisingly enough Ruben is the safer option here...so him.” She sighed. She would rather be safe than sorry. “Yeah, trust me you don’t have to tell me twice. Weirdly enough though I ended things with him before coming on the show and he came back, so like maybe there’s something there. Or who am I kidding myself? It’s like...it’s them and then it’s me....” Cali said sipping her drink some more. She was not one for self confidence, despite the confidence she pretended to exude. “It’s just like...it’s sex but it’s also not just sex. I don’t know, dude.”

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pamelasfm​:

“He’s an asshole! Why the fuck are you protecting him?” A deep sigh. “I’m just a no good stripper to him, what the hell do you think?” She rolls her eyes. “It don’t even matter. I left that hustle behind me for a reason.” Pamela narrows her eyes. “Anyway– in love with two guys here already? You must be dick-matized.” She says light heartedly with a laugh. 

“Because once upon a time that was my boyfriend and he meant a lot to me.” She said still unable to say the words love. It would kill her too much to do so. The girl laughed as Pamela spoke, but it was true. She was beyond confused. “No...I’m not...I just...it’s complicated. I’m crushing on Ruben, but I don’t know if I would say I’m in love. Seb though...that’s just the past. I don’t know dude, it’s complicated.” She sighed. “But Cali in love? Couldn’t be me.”

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sebmusic​:

He inhaled sharply at her threat to go to Ruben, he couldn’t have that. “No! No. I’ll tell you whatever you want to know, okay? Just don’t… talk to him about this.” His sad eyes followed her every movement as he tried to escape this hole he had dug himself. “I was fucking high, Cali. I was being stupid. You can’t hold things I said during sex against me.” How easily the cruel words came to him was terrifying, but the fact he could lie to her like that was all the more concerning. “Him and I - we just kissed. And I felt… different.” He started pacing, head buried in his hands at the constant stress and anxiety in his nerves. “You can’t do this to me, Cali. You can’t just tell me you have loved me this whole time.” It wasn’t fair, even if it was true. A part of himself was mad at her, and even more so at himself. Their time had passed, why didn’t she understand that? 

The girl’s heart broke as the words rolled off his tongue like daggers to her heart. “You...you didn’t mean it?” She said not caring that the hurt he caused her showed on her face as she began to let herself cry in front of him. The hurt was clear on her face, and there was no hiding it. “Fuck...I’m so stupid...” She said as she looked down at the ground and back at her door. She had literally chased the boy down the hall and screamed that she loved him for him to say he didn’t mean it. “Yeah...you’re right...” She said feeling defeated and hurt. She had no energy to fight back as she began to sober up. “I’ve never told a guy I was in love with them...I...uh...I usually just run or keep it in...I just don’t want to deal with the hurt after or the running away or whatever.” She said, biting on her lip. Sebastian had been by her side for many a boy problem, but somehow this felt different. 

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pamelasfm​:

“Girrrl…” She tucks her lipgloss away, playing with a strand of curled brown hair as she takes in the information Cali gives with eyes widening. “I been told you Jax Griggs ain’t shit…” She scoffs. “He thinks he runs the fuckin’ world with his daddy’s money– you shoulda’ seen how he treated me and the other hoes at the club when he was in town. He don’t know nothin’ about hustlin’.” She puts him down. “He wasn’t good enough for you, babe. I swear girl, these ‘lil boys ain’t worth our time.” Pamela scoffs. “They really do be havin’ worse periods than any chick.” A sigh as she swigs her beer finally. “Sounds messy. Woo, chile.”

“No Pamela, he’s a good person...”She sighed. Even after they were apart the girl always found herself defending him. “You just have to get to know him. He’s just guarded...but he was always really good to me.” She said taking another sip of her drink. She didn’t like thinking of how she fucked it all up for the two of them. “Did he not give you guys respect?” She said raising an eyebrow. “If he didn’t or he took advantage of the situation I can talk to him.” It upset her thinking Jax could have done something like that and he wasn’t hers to talk too, but she would try anyhow.  “Oh yeah, and I’m sure there’s more going on that I just don’t know about.”