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"when i called the mathematicians and i asked them to explain, they say love is only equal to the pain"

I’ve always said that the world is a different place for the heartbroken. It moves on a different axis, at a different speed. Time skips backwards and forwards fleetingly. The heartbroken might go through thousands of micro-emotions a day trying to figure out how to get through it without picking up the phone to hear that old familiar voice. In the land of heartbreak, moments of strength, independence, and devil-may-care rebellion are intricately woven together with grief, paralyzing vulnerability and hopelessness. Imagining your future might always take you on a detour back to the past. And this is all to say, that the next album I’ll be releasing is my version of Red.

Musically and lyrically, Red resembled a heartbroken person. It was all over the place, a fractured mosaic of feelings that somehow all fit together in the end. Happy, free, confused, lonely, devastated, euphoric, wild, and tortured by memories past. Like trying on pieces of a new life, I went into the studio and experimented with different sounds and collaborators. And I’m not sure if it was pouring my thoughts into this album, hearing thousands of your voices sing the lyrics back to me in passionate solidarity, or if it was simply time, but something was healed along the way.

Sometimes you need to talk it over (over and over and over) for it to ever really be… over. Like your friend who calls you in the middle of the night going on and on about their ex, I just couldn’t stop writing. This will be the first time you hear all 30 songs that were meant to go on Red. And hey, one of them is even ten minutes long.

Red (Taylor’s Version) will be out November 19.

https://taylor.lnk.to/RedTaylorsVersion

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It’s august now Tay. Can you give us some surprise? We’re never getting back together, perhaps? Pleaseeee T_T

taylorswift

You wouldn’t be the first renegade to need somebody 🌹

Collage by Graham Tolbert

Photo by James Reynolds

callbyhername

Lafffff

yes.

i asked my self what am I doing here?

KERJA LAH ANJIR. Pake nanya

gak semua yang aku tulis itu "kamu" dan gak semua yang kamu baca itu "aku"

bio twitternya kak Atta. bagus bgt kalimat ini huhu

tswiftslyrics

Woke up this morning, checkin on my phone. I already knew that I'll wake up with disappointment. But then, this kinda positive vibes quotes hit me. So. Hard.

Iyedeh iyeeeee :3

Credit to @poemheaven

Iya. Selamat ya!

Nona Kecil

Nona kecil itu pulang

Satu lagi hari palsu yang dijalaninya

Dia menatap cermin seraya berkata "Tidak kah kau lelah?"

Nona kecil itu membuka topengnya

Wajahnya layu, tak ada yang tahu

Bersihkan diri lalu berangkat tidur

Bermimpi tentang satu lagi hari yang halu

Tak cukup sampai di situ

Dalam mimpi pun Nona kecil tetap tidak dapatkan apa yang dia mau

“Bahkan untuk bermimpi indah saja tidak boleh?” katanya

Nona kecil menatap langit-langit

“Aku salah apa?” gumamnya

Semua orang tahu Nona kecil selalu tampak bahagia

Dalam kesendiriannya dia sadar ada lubang besar

Jauh di dalam sana

Tidak terasa matanya memanas

Pipinya basah, dipeluknya erat sebuah bantal

Walau begitu, Nona kecil tahu dia harus kuat

Menunggu hari esok dan memakai topeng yang sama, setiap hari ______ Gapapa.❤

#random #Thoughts #missamerica

taylorswift

I’m elated to tell you that my 9th studio album, and folklore’s sister record, will be out tonight at midnight eastern. It’s called evermore. To put it plainly, we just couldn’t stop writing songs. To try and put it more poetically, it feels like we were standing on the edge of the folklorian woods and had a choice: to turn and go back or to travel further into the forest of this music. We chose to wander deeper in. I’ve never done this before. In the past I’ve always treated albums as one-off eras and moved onto planning the next one after an album was released. There was something different with folklore. In making it, I felt less like I was departing and more like I was returning. I loved the escapism I found in these imaginary/not imaginary tales. I loved the ways you welcomed the dreamscapes and tragedies and epic tales of love lost and found into your lives. So I just kept writing them. And I loved creating these songs with Aaron Dessner, Jack Antonoff, WB, and Justin Vernon. We’ve also welcomed some new (and longtime) friends to our musical kitchen table this time around…

📷: Beth Garrabrant

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