none of us are going back

fox. 22. 100% johntent blog (and also that gay nerd holmes). founder of the 'lesbians who love tim roth' club. i'm really into making every character queer and a lady. english lit major. sometimes it shows. [they/them pronouns please!]

[callightman]

i'm officially taking a break from this blog. i might come back. mutuals can message me for my personal or the other url

[callightman]

good news everyone gretchen and i are watching granada

[beloved-child-of-the-house]

My friends are such beautiful souls, and we have a magnificent time together.

[callightman]

the dancing men code says am here abe slaney just like in the original dancing men story.

[jeremyholmes-deactivated2023091]

                                          * * * Jeremy January * * *

                    16th January 2017: Jeremy Jammies - because it’s                                 Monday and we’d all rather stay in bed!

[callightman]

he’s gonna get his own post again cause he deserves it but even in the fucked up world of today, james @basinhounds is my best friend in the world and he always makes me feel better just by existing and i am so lucky to know him and i can’t wait to hang out with him again and we’ll watch lie to me and scream and it’ll all be okay

[callightman]

DON’T REBLOG THIS

i’m so exhausted now. what a fucking. day. still kind of. a waste of a day.

i really think i might just move to my personal for a while for posts?? so if you’re a mutual and you’d like the url you can have it. i might change blogs again sometime soon and i’ll refollow all my mutuals if i do.

i don’t want. followers with expectations right now. i’m sad and tired and i don’t. want this.

but at the same time i am still going to be talking about canon probably, i laid in bed and hugged my volume one, well loved, page tabbed to death, tattered and bent at the edges, to my chest. because this still matters. this is inextricable for me now. this doesn’t change that, no matter what happened.

this might be. a goodbye to this blog. but it is a not a goodbye to my friends.

seriously i swear to god DO NOT REBLOG THIS

[gaybaerey]

just some soft blanket john for all of you ❤️️🌸

[callightman]

the one problem here is earlier i was angry and now i am just. sad. sad that this had to happen, again. like bone deep my chest hurts sad

[williamholmes-blog1]

The best thing to have come out of this evening (x)

[callightman]

@gregoryhouse i wouldn’t expect anyone to ever stomach watching it again, but if you can, it really really does. it is. the ONLY way to make sense of that. mess. it’s heartbreaking in an entirely different way, but it’s a way that i’m unfortunately accustomed to coping with

[pearlrebs-deactivated20170202]

Holmes describing this part of his imagined future to Watson and Watson just being like “…. Sherlock…. are you Okay?”

[moriarty]

someday, the true story may be told

[callightman]

last crazy of the night

it’s fucked up and it’s sad but. i could write a full scale meta on just how much evidence there is to back this up.

the thing i’d like to leave you with is this exchange from when they’re all talking about euros:

mummy holmes: you should have done better

sherlock: he did his best

mummy: then he’s very limited

mark wanted to give us what we wanted. what he wanted. but he couldn’t. that’s at least what i have to believe.

[callightman]

@sherlock thank you devan

[callightman]

@keepklainingon i’m glad if it can help <3

[callightman]

warmth-and-constancy replied to your post: MORE CRAZY! SORRY![[MOR] mycroft isn’t mycroft....

Same hat

i love your hat it is an excellent hat and it is preserving gretchen and me both