A Moment in my life.

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Arriverderci 2024!

Well hellllllo, hello Tumblr its been so long since ive even been on this website.. Where do I even start honestly. I feel like the last time I was on here it was 2022 but it was last year 2024 lol. time flies. any ways. You had 10 goals last year,

I read 12 books 12/10 **

I let go of coffee for a little and started drinking matcha! six months. I'm going to do it again. **

I still drank, but I did stop more but I can do it again this year.

Walking. I did during the spring time and summer. I do want to start again. *

Take care of my health more, I started halfway in the year, I'm going to keep continuing to make healthier habits. **

Travel! go to Chicago or Nashville.

pay off debt

get marked ready / promoted **

get closer to god **

be happy and at peace **

I did six out of those things. I feel so accomplished and grateful and blessed truly. I got marked ready in January. January 30th I got marked ready and June 10th I got told I got membership manager! I think it's pretty wild. LOL. still can't believe it. I'm truly faking till I make it, and slowly but surely I do see progress but it's so hard sometimes. but I know we can do it, we have a really good team. they just need support. I too shall get there, and Kim get there too. I turned thirty! I didn't have mental break down like I did before infold times lol. but I feel good turning 30, I like them. Im learning to be more open with myself and love my self more and really be more free. I went to cali with my mom in April, then in July/august I went to miami with the girls, that was fun but eye opening. In September I went to Louisiana bc of work, then I went to ITALY in November with my sisters. I got to see Morgan wallen again with amber in Dallas, then post Malone with Kyle and all my friends and Luke combs with Mia in august. I was outside a little bit more, I played volleyball! it was fun I wanna do it again, this year I also created a list of 30 things was going to do before I turned 30 and after. well I got through almost all of it. I need a couple more things that I think will be done this year. When it comes to the department of romance lmao non existent until October or so. I went on a date with a guy from hinge, we were fuck buddies three times well they sucked and I hated him and made because wasn't attracted to him but it didn't work out I left him high and dry naked on his bed. then there was Kyle. oh Kyle. six long months of trying to show you. and I know you know, and I know there was something there but I can't wait for you. A potential love lost. but it's fine. then there was Matt who I said no to as well. its been a year of growth for sure lol. but in all seriousness, this year was truly one for the books, the summer was all about being with friends and being outside. This year was about being self aware being held accountable and being in the moment and really just living life and never take no for answer and know your worth.

This year also was truly filled with so many blessings for you girly pop! You dedicated time for yourself, This year its going to be more. More boundaries, self awareness for you. more saying no for you! more feeling yourself for you! Also learn how to read the room, don't make it about you when people tell you their problems. Listen and allow them to be vulnerable. More listening, and more being in the moment. KOW YOUR WORTH DANIELA. know your worth, You're so confident but know your worth. 2025, what do I think will happen ? Im not sure, but I'm really excited and scared but for what ? who knows. say no to the people who bring you negative impacts, set your boundaries, its okay to say no.

go to gym 3 times a week,

go to church at least a couple of times this year.

continue going to therapy, journal and dedicate time for yourself.

pay off debt pay off debt

learn how to control my anger and listen when I'm at work, learn and grow and be open to new ideas.

Chicago, nashville, spain, paris, santa barbara, solveg, fredrciksberg,

three dates, and one new friend, 3 concerts, 4 road trips.

those will be our little goals for the year. making and creaking little habits of myself for the future. 2025, please be good to me, all I ask is that this year is filled with so much love, self love, peace, adventure, surprises, joy, laughters and filled with so much excitement. Take in the moments Daniela. Can't wait to write about 2025.

[callitaa]

2023.

Holllllla!! It’s 2024 now and I currently still can’t believe it. You spent new years at home this year with Keri Saul and Tiffany. By far the chillest new years ever, and honestly one of my favorites. I think as I’m getting older I just want chill vibes, chill vibes all around.

This year my main focus was really getting my mental health where it needed to be. I started therapy in July and I’ve been going since then, in October I started going once a month. And it’s truly it has helped me so much. I was just able to talk about things I wasn’t able to talk about with my friends, or my parents.  not that it was anything bad, but you know not everybody can hear your most inner thoughts lol except this person that doesn’t know me at all.. you achieved what you said you were going to do in a sense where you set your boundaries at home in your personal life and at work even when it comes to dating as well and you started taking your health a little bit seriously. 2024 is my year of just really loving me all the fucking way I’ve already started, so I’m not continue. I also started reading this year and oh my God I love it I never knew I loved to read.. I have read eight books since July can you fucking believe it because I cannot and I like romcom books I have two more that I need to finish but I’m gonna give myself a break.

This year you saw your childhood best friend get married, and it was so beautiful to see the life that she has created up there in northern California this year. You also got to see your cousin get married as well and it was nice just being able to see her be so happy with her little family. I caught the bouquet twice this year and still no man.

Your life life is pretty much nonexistent I pretty much have been celibate since December 23, 2022 and even though as bad as I want it I just can’t let some random person in like that anymore and I’m proud because I have learned what I deserve. I think after a big heartbreak in a sense where I just lost my friend and I’m not gonna lie. I did have some feelings, but I don’t think I was in love. I was very much in lust, but not in love, but that alone just shattered me and that’s when it all started.

I got on hinge again later in the year and started talking to the guy but you know what if he can’t give me what I deserve just by communicating with me then onto the next. But also, It also reslly showed me that I have no game at all. Lol how sad. I don’t know what 2024 has in store for you but I really hope I do need the love of my life because like I said in my journal as much as it kills me to be vulnerable with someone I’m ready to be vulnerable with someone I’m ready to just hug someone and feel their presence around me, but that comes in time. And as I’m writing this, I’m saying it with so much peace and tranquility and honestly never thought I’d be able to get to this place as well.

You finally were able to talk to your mom just about how you felt about how she would tell you certain things and I think that ever since that talk happened to you and her relationship has gotten better my relationship with my dad has also gotten better as well and I’m so for it With my stepmom with my step dad with my siblings. I learned that no matter what even though family is family it’s OK to cut people out and it’s OK to be far because we’re not gonna allow any disrespect.

2024 you’re going to be good for me I know you are I’m going to travel to places I’m going to go to Chicago. I’m going to go to Nashville when? I don’t know but I’m going to go you’re going to be happy earlier than you already are and you’re going to be debt-free. lol

This is going to be your year you’re going to keep on journaling and you’re going to be that soft girly girl.

- read 10 books.

- drink more tea / matcha

- not drink as often ( 1 time a month )

- go walking more and workout 3-4 times a week.

- take care of your health more. Mentally physically emotionally, spiritually.

- travel. Go to Chicago or Nashville before June.

- pay off your credit card debit.

- get marked ready / get promoted.

- get closer to god, talk to him more.

- be happy and at peace

I also forgot to write that I’m turning 30! The dirty thirty. It’s your time to shine baby and let’s make these last five months of 29 fucking awesome.

[callitaa]

2022.

Hello Tumblr, my yearly blog is coming up right now. 

girl, where do you even start. This year did start with a bang, with such high hopes. You had a great time with Erica, tommy, Carlos, Roxy and Brenda, we went to brenners at the bayou soooo good but so expensive. afterwards you guys went to hearts club and just spent the night there. New Years was fun. Cory pretty much ended up ghosting you for no reason lol but yolo its fine. he wasn't up to your needs anyways. In February your phone got stolen! those bastards, you lost so many great photos but its fine, you got half of them back and you also met carlos ( new guy ) 

I should start with the trips that happened, In march your mother basically paid for you and her to go to TURKEY! You went with Lupita coquis and Viridiana, one of the best trips you've been on. It was such a beautiful experience. A month later you went back home to see your little sister graduate, I'm so proud of her. In July, liz Andres and i went to Vegas to for Lizs bach party. I wasn't a hoe there but it was still a fun time. I don't think id go back to Vegas anytime soon. That was suppose to be it for trips but you hd to go back home for unforeseen circumstances but that was more of a family trip. Next year we already a couple of trips planned.  New Orleans in April for nicole's bach trip, Big Sur in July for nicole's wedding and New York again in May for ashley's graduation trip. Im excited. 

I feel like this year was a mentally challenging one in a way where i really had to toughen up. My mom is my biggest hero, that woman went through some shit this year and i was right by her side, as much as it killed me to see her in so much pain i know it made both of stronger. We as a family learned the importance of mental health, not that i didn't know but my hispanic parents forsure saw the importance. My brother is also my biggest hero because the year he went through and got out of depression, I'm sure he still goes through his moments but id rather have him where he is now, from where he was in august. I highly don't recommend hearing someone is suicidal thats so close to you. I also went through my battles of depression but i deff not as bad as other peeps. Im finally better, i think just knowing people around me were going through it and i couldn't do anything about it. Little by little I'm getting my rhythm back. ALSO! YOU SAW BENITO! EL CONEJO MALO! UGH BEST CONCERT BY FAR.. if its one thing we’re not stop doing is going to concerts ever. 

Where do we want to see ourself in the next year? I can kinda see myself as a manager but thats a maybe, i havent decided yet. Def see / knowing i will get healthier in all aspects, mentally, physically and emotionally.  Were going to do it, more dedication to outside and writing my feelings and setting more boundries for myself with work and socially and at home. 

Last but not least my favorite topic of all, my love life. lol well remember last year you were dating cory, it was more of a hit it and quit it type of guy, its fine because i was not emotionally stable anyways, and honestly neither was i. Towards the end of february i met carlos on hinge, we basically dated each other for three months, that didn't go anywhere either, situationships suck ass but i was fine because i didn't open myself to him so it was more of a FWB type thing. After june i kinda just stayed to myself. I wanted to be clear from men before i started caring for one again, just the thought of caring if they texted you or called you or made plans with you sooo exhausting to me. So i wasn't looking for months, I'm still not but you know have my eyes set. I kissed josh at lizs wedding excellent kisser, eric told me he liked me and we kissed and did the deed. poor eric because i don't see him that way. YOLO. Now I'm kinda taking to ryan but who knows where that is going, we just like each other, he has a kid, I'm not opposed but we’ll see what happens. 

We’re going into 2023 with a great mindset this is your first new years home with family, I'm sure your parents are happy to have you home. I know its gonna be a great year. 

xoxo 

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