Everything I am not

Aspen 24 Aspiring Actress Everything you need to know about me, can only be learned with time.

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And what might you be doing this Halloween?

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I don't know, you tell me. 

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Oops I am a rabbit. This might be dangerous. 

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God help us all.

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No just you ;)

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Oops I am a rabbit. This might be dangerous. 

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@ Reid

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/frowns and rests his chin on the top of her head, still rubbing her back/ It’s okay to be upset. Just let whatever you need to out. /guides her to the couch and cradles her to his chest/

Why are you apologizing?

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/curls up in his lap, her fingers curling into into his shirt/ For. Everything. Because I am a bitch and you deserve so much more, and yet I always show up at your door and.. you don't fucking deserve this.

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@ Reid

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/looks up when she says his name/

I’m sorry, Aspen.. /gently takes her in his arm and rubs her back/ It’s okay.

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/curls up against him sobbing into his shirt/ No its-its not. Nothing is ok.. and I just. I am so sorry..

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@ Reid

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/stands, looking at her for a few minutes, unsure how to respond/ 

/stuffs his hands in his pockets/ I’m…sorry, Aspen. I’m really sorry. Have you…visited him?

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Reid...

  i can't do this.. I am so sorry.. I just.. I can't... /starts walking closer to him/

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@ Reid

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/opens the door to his apartment/ 

Aspen?

Uh…sure, come in.

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/walks in wiping at her eyes/ They.. they don't think my.. My grandfather is going to make it much longer..

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@ Reid

Can we talk...

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Girl Talk: Avspen

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Yes, our lives suck. But I'm not sure if my stupid gossip is going to help. Aw, I was still a little sophomore then. I remember you taught me how the hell a tampon worked. Thanks for that. /laughs/ Please tell me you have pictures.

Alright, what exactly do you want to know, blondie?

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I'm pretty sure it might because come on, gossip is awesome especially when its of the boy kind. And you were, you were all kinds of adorable. And you are welcome! Anytime haha. And of course.. /points at frame across the room/ Aren't we cute. /chuckles sadly/

I want to know if you fucked Lee. Duh.

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I don't want to see you go I only want to see you smile It hurts so much just thinking of Felt like this for awhile I can't stand to see you there We cried we lied Cannot pretend to change the fact That what we had could make us feel alive again Hold me close, don't let me go, I hope Tell me that now is not the end

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Girl Talk: Avspen

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It might not be recent, but it toys with your fucking head all your life. Though, you’re missing a dad, so I guess we’re on level playing field. Hah, prom. Is it that time again, or is it homecoming? Either way, I fucking hated it. Dressing up…it’s dumb. /looks down/ Your grandmother wants me in frills and that’s the last thing I want to be wearing.

If you stop running your mouth for five seconds, I’ll let you in on my ‘dirty secrets’.

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Trust me I know…But you can’t guilt trip me while I guilt trip you! Our life sucks, now make it better. And don’t even get me started on Effie.. she made me wear pink to prom.. like hot pink.. and it was even funnier because Peeta made Reid match with me.. -looks down biting her lip-

Yeah ok, I am silent..

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Girl Talk: Avspen

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  /gives her an incredulous look/ Are you kidding me!? You can’t pull that shit on me! That’s not fair. I’m not pulling the “My Mother Left Me And I’ve Been Without A Female Influence My Entire Life” card, am I?

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That's not even recent! You can't pull that shit now, that was something to pull back in like high school when we were going to prom! Plus my mom and grandma love you and love to teach you how to be a girl. /laughs softly/ Now TELL ME! 

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Girl Talk: Avspen

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You’re welcome, m’lady.

Oh no, please don’t tell me we’re doing the whole high school gossip thing. I really don’t want to. /groans as she follows her up/

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/looks over her shoulder/ See I can play a whole bunch of cards, from the I broke up with my high school sweetheart and feel like shit or my grandfather and only male figure in my life is dying. So tell me something happy damn it! /closes door behind her/ 

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Girl Talk: Avspen

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/smirks and hands her the bottle/

It’s the only way of putting it. Now are we wining and…not dining in your bedroom or the living room?

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/takes bottle smirking/ Yay! 

My room, I want to know what the hell is going on with you and Lee and you better not give me crap. /leads her up to her room/

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Girl Talk: Avspen

/rings her doorbell/ 

Baby, I’m hooome..

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/runs down the stairs and throws door open/ 

Well then thats one way of putting it. 

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