Matryoshka Dolls

A day in the angel's breath, a night in the devil's mind

[lovecon]

[melisica]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

i will never be 

honestly

[love-personal]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

your silence is my favourite sound

[tropicalfebreeze]

[cosiiness]

Kiev, Ukraine // 4

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

get a partner get married

idc anymore

im nt hanging ard for this

you and i will never meet again

never was supposed to

we can just ignore each other when we see one another

i will die alone

i dont care abt all this crap

all of this is just annoying me

I am sorry for nothing anymore

Why do you only how to walk away

When you can’t deal with things

You are so much like me yet not

i don’t have the guts like you do 

in a crowd

People like you

Unlike me

You are so lucky

But you’re just like me 

Who can’t confront her feelings

Walk away from our problems

Like we are such losers

One more time we meet

I think we will be strangers

Still

[5oil]

https://instagram.com/p/8bP2PQrWaN/

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

till now i am still lost is so funny

how i am still a loser

its still 11.11

starting to lose hope in all of this crap

i am going to find a way to live

i am not going to live a life

fuck the pray

eat 

love

crap

I won’t miss anyone

i won’t bow down to losers anymore

I will walk out

Walk away from this mess

I can’t solve this for my life

There will never be an answer

[awaykeeping]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

i wish everything can disappear for a moment

just a moment of silence

just a moment of nothingness

just a moment of destruction of everything around me 

i’m so sick of all of this

Why do it always come back to this

I just want to create a voo doo doll

stab it until the doll actually starts bleeding 

stab until i start laughing

i am so angry

i am so frustrated

I am so over all of this

Why am i even holding all this in 

Why am I hoping for a change

Nothing can change

It is so dark here

Light can’t creep through

No opening no hope

Just my life 

[fawwna-deactivated20231020]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

i wish i could let this all go

but it keeps happening 

how am i supposed to react

i have all this boiling in me

Nobody would listen 

Nobody would care

So what’s the difference

idk anymore

is this even life

i feel so numb right to the core

i can only distract myself from what’s happening

Nothing much i can do 

Nothing i have left

I am all alone 

But i will fight this all alone 

If I have to 

I won’t have any baggage

I will throw it all away once 

i am done with it 

I am sorry

it had to come to this

But you told me this is life 

this is nothing

this is just what i had to do from the start

[sunbathe]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

home is just a hotel

i will never find it

comfortable

People always never think

how is it that they don’t

what on earth is wrong with people

I can’t understand

why did God create us

I have so much doubt in people

There is nothing they do that is truly good

Why do they create stupid rules

not care about things they should

only care about themselves

always blame it on others

never looking out 

never looking for

i think i have a demon in my house

God chase him out

idk who is it anymore

Angels who are they 

they don’t seem to come 

i don’t see them

[tamper]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

you are just a snake 

you think I don’t know that you just use me as a stepping stone

I had thrown u in the Nile River 

Get washed by your dirty sins

There isn’t a point in washing either

so maybe get eaten by a crocodile at the same time

because i really had enough 

conceited ass bitch

[approvers]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

Hope she dies

a good ass death in her worst wishes

hope she motherfucking learns

Why the fuck are you such a pampered bitch

You only know how to complain

Wave the dagger at people when you get the chance to 

You are so fucking fake I hope you die

Go home and get scolded by ur popz 

If you were even nice to me 

You should have done it from the start

I known better this

Bitten already

You should just go home

Your fucking fat cheeks 

and fucking stupid ass

stupid eyes

you only take advantage of nice people

I hope you will get bitten by a snake

Since you love to be toxic 

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

U will never trust me

And I will never from that day onwards

[sitoutside]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

I don’t understand why I exist

If i was just born to suffer

There isn’t any joy

There isn’t any hope

There isn’t anything for me

I just hope to dissapear

[myvintageanime]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

My 21st birthday could go on a record as the worst birthdays everything was just a blame on me

[heartbreakhur]

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

Another bad day to look on:

My phone sim card did not work for several occasions

Turn on and off still did not work

Tried another phone turn off on

Did not work

So i switched tpg sim card

It worked

Mom brot sim card to shop

Shop say is fine n settings was prob off in my phone

Now my mom blames me for putting in tpg card causing it to spoil

When the card when in after the sim card was removed

Its so funny how I am always accused of something that never happened

Just because of a third party statement

The little trust they have in me

That worthless thought

Am i really supposed to be born

[callmebipolarbutimjusterratic]

Seriously how hard is it to reply someone

If we get in trouble for your tardiness

I am throwing the fire on you

Don’t be such a wet blanket

I don’t get how the world turn a blind eye to your mistakes all the time

The World is a joke

Why is the joke so fucking lame

Stop raining on my parade...

[timbllr]

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