m i c h a e l a

twenty one // australia // veg // nursing student on a journey to mental and physical health, and hopefully a little self acceptance. this is where i'll share my own updates and personal posts, things to motivate myself, and cute photos of dogs.

[calm-together]

Feeling lonely and lost. Everything makes me want to cry. I don't feel like I have anyone to talk to. I want to start again. 😪

[calm-together]

Update:

I'm back from my 10 day holiday. My photos are on instagram @michaelaplatten for anyone interested in checking them out! We've been home for 3 days, and the past 3 days have been spent in and out of hospital and it turns out my boyfriend has fractured one neck vertebrae and 2 upper back vertebrae.. The last day of our holiday he got badly dumped by a wave at the beach and hit the back of his head on the sand. Neck brace for 6 weeks minimum, no work, no driving. Not really sure how I'll go back to work and school when my boyfriend can't do a great deal for himself..

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Today we went to Wet N Wild theme park, check out my Insta @michaelaplatten for more holiday photos! ✈️⛱🌞

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Off to Melbourne for a family dinner, then tomorrow morning we'll be in Queensland! ✈️⛱👙🌞

[grumpydanny]

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Halfway through episode 3 of Making a Murderer, eating my second lot of peanut butter toast, still have to finish packing for my holiday tomorrow but at the moment this seems more important!

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Tonight music is making me worse. The lyrics are bringing back memories and feelings that I haven't fully recovered from. I don't like that I'm home alone while I'm feeling this way. Alone in my mind and alone in reality, what a perfect match for a night of crying.

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I'm currently in bed with messy hair, glasses on and a pimpley chin, so here's a photo of when I actually felt like a girl 💕✨

[purplebuddhaproject]

Do not look at yourself with disgust, you are a gift to this earth. You are beautiful, you are a light, an energy, an essence. You are nature herself.

Heidi Pickett  (via audrotas)

[colorgrl]

perfection is only a concept.

[calm-together]

Send me asks, home alone and bored! 💤

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Oh my god there is seriously something wrong with me. I'm going away for 8 days, leaving town in 2 days. I've spent the last 20 minutes frantically googling if you can wear thongs to the theme parks because im worried about what shoes to pack. I've already got a pair of runners, converses, thongs and sandals. But my sandals are new and I don't want them getting wet, so I could change them to an older pair of sandals, but then I won't be able to wear and enjoy my new ones. Why do I complicate my own life so much over such small stupid things? Any wonder my boyfriend gets so annoyed at me some times..

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I have been to the gym every day for the past 7 days. I'm in the middle of an internal argument on whether to go today or not... Is 8 days in a row too much? But have I done enough in those past 7 days to count? If I don't make up my mind soon it'll be after work hours and it'll be packed with people.. The day that I am carefree and easy on myself will be a fabulous day.

[deeplifequotes]

2016 will be a selfish year. My time will be invested on me. On improving myself. I want to become a better person physically and mentally.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

[tulyp]

she was so happy it snowed she stayed outside for nearly 2 hrs

[departmentofinteriors]

swedish home - the natural house book - 1989

[a-joyfuljourney]

Megan Mark