help me hate myself.

f27 hypno, intox, misogyny, many more.

[calmlyzanythought]

Session:

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[sillyftmtfpuppy]

mmm rreeallly stoned and faded rn 🤤

dms open if anyone wants to take advantage of mee or send me spirals

if you wanna make it worse:

1 note = 1 hit

[erin-go-bragh-less]

[marianninetwo]

ALWAYS a reblog

[voxhypno]

Let me take some of the pressure off of you to think too hard today. I've got some nice easy truths for you to read and accept, and you don't even have to think about any of them. You can just nod, repeat after me, and feel these statements etching themselves into your mind.

If you want to follow my words, keep reading.

There you go. Good toy. You're such a needy little plaything, aren't you?

Now, read along and repeat after me. Feeling these statements about yourself becoming more and more true the more these words dribble out of your lips for me.

I'm meant to submit.

It makes me happy to follow.

It makes me horny to obey.

My mind knows its purpose.

My mind knows it belongs on its knees.

I can't fight my nature.

I can't help being what I am.

I was so dumb to think otherwise.

I was always going to turn out like this.

I am not meant to think.

Good job, dear listener! Well done, being so compliant and following along.

I wonder which whispered statement you just made feels the most true to you...

[dignifieddracula]

Girl I'm gonna make you betray your principles with a vacant smile and a wet cunt

[desireddracula]

Girl it's time for you to get dumb and horny and make bad decisions

[calmlyzanythought]

[calmlyzanythought]

Someone finally messaged me on Session and sent me their most disgusting, depraved, degrading porn to edge to. It was awful at first, and I didnt like it, but I think theres something wrong with my. I'm mentally ill or something because even when I dont like something, *especially* when I dont like something, I force myself to go through with it.

That was before they got me high, though.

I was already a little buzzed, but they told me to keep taking hits until i was scared. I have no idea how many I took, but I just kept taking puff after puff off my pen. It went on for probably 3-4 minutes, just nonstop smoking. I felt like I was having a seizure. I felt like I was dying. I kept forgetting how to breathe and then gasping. My face and eyes and fingers kept twitching. I was absolutely terrified out of my mind.

They made me beg for more videos. I was so stupid and high, I had no idea what to beg for until they told me. I was completely lost in a sea of absolute terror, greening out so fucking bad, sick to my stomach, dizzy, couldn't breathe. I honestly barely remember it now except for the hangover from the weed.

There was a point i was panicking and felt like I was screaming through my keyboard at them. They were so annoyed with how stupid I was. It was about halfway through, and they said 'have fun suffering alone' and I just completely snapped. I dont know why.

They told me to post this. My likes and dislikes, honest raw thoughts. I dont have anything else right now. Im still recovering from that.

[calmlyzanythought]

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[twistedxxlogic]

You have such lovely eyes. Especially when you're frightened.

[calmlyzanythought]

Someone finally messaged me on Session and sent me their most disgusting, depraved, degrading porn to edge to. It was awful at first, and I didnt like it, but I think theres something wrong with my. I'm mentally ill or something because even when I dont like something, *especially* when I dont like something, I force myself to go through with it.

That was before they got me high, though.

I was already a little buzzed, but they told me to keep taking hits until i was scared. I have no idea how many I took, but I just kept taking puff after puff off my pen. It went on for probably 3-4 minutes, just nonstop smoking. I felt like I was having a seizure. I felt like I was dying. I kept forgetting how to breathe and then gasping. My face and eyes and fingers kept twitching. I was absolutely terrified out of my mind.

They made me beg for more videos. I was so stupid and high, I had no idea what to beg for until they told me. I was completely lost in a sea of absolute terror, greening out so fucking bad, sick to my stomach, dizzy, couldn't breathe. I honestly barely remember it now except for the hangover from the weed.

There was a point i was panicking and felt like I was screaming through my keyboard at them. They were so annoyed with how stupid I was. It was about halfway through, and they said 'have fun suffering alone' and I just completely snapped. I dont know why.

They told me to post this. My likes and dislikes, honest raw thoughts. I dont have anything else right now. Im still recovering from that.

[slutpropogandahh]

[narcissistichedonist]

you were made to edge yourself until you become a brainless idiot cunt

after all isn't everything so much nicer when you're a silly little thing ?

[infymira]

it isn't just that my life is worth less than a Man's life. my life is worth less than His pleasure. my life is worth less than even a few minutes of His pleasure.

[hypnoconditioning-dailly]

What's your choice for today?

On your knees is a good mood

[dumbwetpuppy]

a bitch brain is all I need ❤️❤️

[n0thinkgknew]

To be clear, this is a VERY difficult to achieve goal for you things, but it's MUCH more realistic than trying to be as smart as a man

[calmlyzanythought]

[infymira]

not enough people tell me to kill myself

[orientationorienter]

Don't ever kill yourself if you are a cunt. Let your owner have the privilege of doing it himself.

[infymira]

that might be better, but some Men would find just as much entertainment in watching one kill itself as They would in doing the killing, and They would be much less likely to get in trouble for its death that way. I would absolutely never kill myself unless ordered to by a Man and/or in front of a Man for His satisfaction, never ever. don't worry. :)

[cuffs011]

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