Calm Your Brain Down

Hey you guys. (: I'm Elena, a completely fucked up girl who lives in Germany. If there are any left questions, don't hesitate to giv'em to me.

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If you’re a teen, you will love this blog!

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Fressanfälle zerstören einfach alles. Alles war um sonst. Wieder ewig hungern müssen um das ganze neue Fett weg zu bekommen. Der Selbsthass wird größer.

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pretty colours

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scheiße, gebt euch das mal, wenn ihr breit seid ich steeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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das braucht jeder auf seinem blog alter.

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Manchmal glaube ich ein Waalross zu sein. Manche Menschen haben Oberschenkel, wie ich Unterarme?

(via 0815-fick)

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Jeden Tag aufs Neue.

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Baby, we need to talk <3 Melde dich mal wieder, ich vermisse dich!

'bout what?I mean, yes, we do since we only meet very seldom. But is there anything special you want to talk to me about? Like, problems or news you want to tell me about? Remember, I'll always listen. (:

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Found this on my desk during my French lesson.

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I haven’t slept in my own bed for weeks because my parents decided that they would need it rather than me and I could use the sofa. This weekend, I am at home for the first time since my mother threw me out of the house. And the first thing I hear in the morning is “I fucking told you not to let the cats on your bedding. If you do so one more time, I’ll make you sleep in your brother’s bed.” So, as to conclude that, I do not only get thrown out of my own bed and room, but out of the house AND the couch. Why does my own family treat me like a bum or vagabond?

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You weren't active 2 weeks here!! Shame on you! :))) I love youuuuu ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Maaaan, I haven't been active for SO much more time. :D But now, that school starts again, I'll be busy enough with homework and so on that I can escape to tumblr again. (;

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Any regrets?

Yes. And no. I regret several things that I could have done that would have changed my development in who I could have become and what I could have done and so on. Things I should have (not) said. Too intimate to tell you. But honestly, I am, like, content with how it is right now. I mean, I feel okay.

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Do you have a best friends?

When I was a little kid, I used to have one or more. But actually I guess, I do not, to be honest.That's okay. I mean, I do not really need someone. I've used to fight alone for so long that it does not longer matter to me.