[walterbuller]

my biggest dream is to calm down

[calorie-shmalorie]

Forever grateful that I was able to leave anorexia behind and lead a successful adult life. I am not sure how to express how awesome it feels to be able to concentrate, be productive and work on being a better person. And by better I don't mean thinner. I mean full of ideas. Perspective. I have a career - Who would've thought! I am good at what I do and I LOVE IT. Life is really great nowadays

[calorie-shmalorie]

just ate an entire loving earth chocolate bar (80g) and I don't give a shit, thought you should know.

[calorie-shmalorie]

When you've been eating aaaall the chocolate and sugary, greasy things but still manage to lose weight and you low key don't believe the scales and you're confused af but you'll take it???? Know what I'm saying???

[calorie-shmalorie]

I plan and do and get excited about many things. I write lists all the time to keep track of my to-do's, my goals, my dreams. And on that list there's things like: Be a kick ass business lady, raise fearless children, get married. And on the list, always, without fail, there's this little note that says "lose X lbs". It's just there because I feel like I have to put it there. Women are supposed to want to be thinner. And I do... but I am putting so much more effort in literally any other goal than losing weight. And that's awesome. Go me!

[calorie-shmalorie]

Actually, you know what? I am pretty together. My life is good. I am a good person, who does good things. But I want to be better. I want to excell and be the best. I just don't know at what. I am in my late twenties. I am focusing on my career. It's just not that clear to me yet what I want to be... Like, I go to work every day, I do what I think I should and I constantly try to be better but it's not enough. I need to figure out what goal it is, that I'm chasing and then ATTACK.

[calorie-shmalorie]

me: *googles "how do I get my shit together?"*

google: bitch I'm a search engine, not your life coach

[calorie-shmalorie]

idk how long ago you made the post about craving meat but you're actually probably just craving protein. So eating Greek yogurt or beans or something will help

Thanks buddy. The thing is, I do eat enough protein. I have analyzed my diet and I strongly believe that I am getting everything my body needs. But ugh, I am still craving hamburgers and roast beef sandwiches.

[calorie-shmalorie]

I'm back home from my trip! One thing I realized is that yes, I still want to be skinny... but I want to be alive more. And the best part is: I am. I feel more alive than I have the past seven years. I am happy and free.

[calorie-shmalorie]

Ahhh, the joy of looking at pictures of when you were sick and romanticising that time. A true classic!

[calorie-shmalorie]

Also: Why did I never have a flat stommach? Not even when I was severely underweight? Just asking cuz not fair.

[calorie-shmalorie]

I'm jealous

My cousin is the skinny, pretty version of me. I'm going on a diet, oh my God

[animalsnaps]

[ulibeanzz]

everything is a competition unless I’m losing and then fuck off not everything has to be a competition asshole

[myboyfriendpetebuttigieg]

Reblog this if you slept with my ex-wife Susan.

Trying to prove a point to my divorce lawyer.

[poor-boy-orpheus]

*bank account is empty*

“minimalism”

[calorie-shmalorie]

I'm moving today! Not far but still. Moving the little things today and furniture tmrw. Seriously considering adapting a more minimalist lifestyle. Moving is stressfull. So. Much. Stuff.